Eyes of innocence
they haunt my soul
tearing away
my self control
visions of your lonliness
fill my heart with pain
you've lost so much
yet you still see through the rainThe thunder of your soul
keeps me awake at night
I awake with eyes of tears
as i hold my pillow tight
thoughts of your sadness
linger in my brain
knowing i cant be there for you
brings a feeling i cant explain.
It hurts to know that i cant help you
and as you slowly slide downhill
there is nothing i can do
I reach out my hand to show you
that i am living proof
that if you turn to God
when things get rough
He will help you through.
I only wish i had the chance
to hold you in my arms
and cradle you in nothing but love
as i keep you away from harm
others cannot see it, for THEY too are blind
but if my dreams come true and i meet you
I'll never leave you behind.
NOTE: This one is another one of my favorites. Its kinda freaky. I wrote it like two years ago. Because i kept having these dreams that Aj would come to me in my sleep and he would tell me these things about how he was unhappy and we would tell each other secrets and it was strange. But now with all that has happened, I can barely even read this without crying. Aj if you ever read this I love you so much.