(while watching sneak preview of arthur)I feel embarrased at how funny you looked
Those little actions that your silly hands made
How you seem to sway in such a hilarious fashion
How you had made my sadness fade
You sang between huge breaths
Breaths that I'll probably never breathe
Your eyes twinkled, who knows what you were thinking
Probably the enthusiasm of every special kid
I laughed at the silly antics you did
Who cares if I'm at the library
I'm happy because of you, nothing can change that
I just wish you were laughing with me
How could you have made depression in me go away
Is such a loving mystery
A puzzle that I would willingly leave unsolved
For fear that it my vanish from within me
How come that only you could make me laugh
At such a time when death still lingers in my mind
Sorrow still has my heart, anger in my soul
How I long to claim you mine
I need you if I want to live
But I'll die in due time, since I still dont have you
All I could do now is to convince myself
That what I feel is only half true
I cant breathe while I write about you
I cant sleep when I think about you
I cant eat when I wonder about you
How come my life is starting to direct myself to you!
Madness will surely overcome me
Sanity will leave me for sure
I may turn out to be a lunatic if this goes on
Oh how much should I endure?
How come?
