Submitted by Tania del Castillo from Monterrey Nuevo León Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 31 13:07:00 2001
dear A.J.......
I Only wan´t to say that i love you i´m with you in the good and the bad ......
you are my life forever ....i don´t care nothing more that you.....
my life have a name....Alexander James....
Baby i hope you get well soon....very soon.
My heart, my soul & my body are ith you forever...
don´t forget this plase........
Remember: The mexican fans we love you so much(more me)
Belive me you are my lifemy love ,my everything.....my world ok bone?be cool nene
see ya
p.s. i love you a.j-so much!!!!!!!
Submitted by Tania del Castillo from Monterrey Nuevo León Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 31 12:52:42 2001
this is my message for my love a.j........
I only wan`t you to know that i wish you the best get
well soon and whatever happen’s you can count with me in
the good and the bad
I know that you don’t know me but i fell that you are
part of my life
I don’t want you to favor to recover i to demand
You`re friend’s need you....i need you because you`re my
hold life
In this moment’s my soul it’s divided in two.....
One part is with you and the other one is here
waiting for you.....
I know that there are some thinks that make as
depress.....about your grannny, it was very painfoul
because you was so close to her, but believe me, now
she is in a better place and where she is, she wont
like to see you like this........
You’re strong you know that i am rigth...
Remember that i love you , and that you are in my
heart , don let it die......
Get well soon and remember that we all love you.....
tania del castillo----monterrey----n.l.-----méxico
Submitted by ally from dallas tx USA
Date: Tue Jul 31 12:50:30 2001
Hey, just get better! We miss you and want all the best for you! The band is not the same w/out you. Take your time and get well! We all love you and you are in our prayers! Luv,
Ally
Submitted by kathy from lakeland fla USA
Date: Tue Jul 31 12:11:48 2001
god gave me two boxes he said put your sorrows in the black box and your joys in the gold. in my joys and sorrows i stored.the gold became heavier and the sorrow was a light as before. i opened the black and noticed a hole in the bottom at which my sorrow fell threw. i showed the box to god and asked where my sorrows would be he smiled a gentle smile and said my child they are with me. kathy(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by karina from df Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 31 10:56:02 2001
I just wanna let you know that my heart is with you and i know that you're goin' to be well soon and you have to 'cause nothing is the same without you. i love you.
kisses mua.
Submitted by Sonia from london UK United Kingdom
Date: Tue Jul 31 08:48:04 2001
Hi AJ
It's hard but you'll come through with the support of family, friends and your fans.You just take care. All the love you need is there for you. My prayers go out to you. We all love you. Things ain't the same without you. Get well soon.
Sonia
Submitted by Manuela Bigot from Germiston Gauteng South Africa
Date: Tue Jul 31 07:40:37 2001
Hey There AJ,I just wanted to say that you will get better! Just hang in there! U have all the fans support and the rest of the guys will help u through it! Everyone battles with something! Take it from me! You will come out tops! All you have to do is believe it in! All of the best to you AJ! All of your South Africa fans are thinking of you 24/7! Take care buddy!! Love Always, Manuela
Submitted by Stine from Norway
Date: Tue Jul 31 06:35:08 2001
Hi A.J
I hope you know that we love you VERY much, and we always will!!
Please get better really soon, `cause the rest of the world need you. It ain`t the same without you.
My thoughts , wishes, prayers and hopes goes out to you.ALWAYS! Remember that.
Love from Stine, and all the other norwegian fan of yours!=o¤
P.S:Keep The Backstreet Pride Alive everybody!
Submitted by Ai Ling from Malacca Malaysia
Date: Tue Jul 31 05:41:17 2001
LIVELive...
For your fans who need you
For your four brothers who truly love and care about you
For your Mother who has unwaveringly supported you
And live... so the world is touched by your strength and compassion
Live...
On behalf of those who strive to live but cannot
You have so much more to contribute
Conquer your fears alongside us who are fighting ours... so the world is guided by your voice
Give yourself hope when there is little. Be happy. Life is worth living
Live...
Wake up every dawn and savour the flowers
Do not waste, for you have come so far
For yourself and all that you stand for
Because every life is beautiful as it is flawed
Live...
So we can sleep in peace knowing you are safe
So we won't face the guilt, "Did we want too much of you?"
Spare your brothers the pain of questioning what more they might have done
So the world can remember you as a person of courage, who did not give up on humanity
Live...
Even if this means leaving the BSB life for good (we will understand)
Even if you might hurt yourself more
Life would be that much less meaningful without you
Love the world... reach out to those who have fallen (for your experience lets you understand better than we ever will)
Remember, if reason to live ever lies thin, that
I need you as all other true fans do...
and ALWAYS...
remember to live.
AJ, this is yours to keep (On the days when all feels grey, read this and think of our best wishes).
Love,
BSB gal
Submitted by Lin from WI USA
Date: Tue Jul 31 02:02:26 2001
This is my second time posting, I have alot of thoughts running through my head, please bare with me. I have a mouthfull to say.To Aj: I hope you are feeling better, and are dealing with the things you need to deal with. I am so glad you are putting yourself first. My prayers are with you. I also wanted to say that hearing about your experience has helped me. You know when you break a bone, what a DR has to do if it doesn't heal properly. They have to rebreak the bone. It is the same thing emotionally. Well, lets just say there are things that I thought I dealt with, but I guess I didn't. But now I am truly healing properly. It is important you know that this is helping me,and many other people.
To Kevin, Howie, Brian & Nick: My prayers also go out to you. Know the fans are standing behind you no matter what. Don't give up on AJ, don't give up on yourselfs, we won't.
To the other Backstreet fans: Lets keep :More than that" at #1 on TRL. Vote for "the Call" for the video music awards. And participate in the other things, like the jelly bean project, the millions signature project and yellow ribbons. Lets back "OUR BOYS", no matter what the media says.
Lastly, to the Backstreet Bashers: I could say alot of things to you, but I will keeps my words as kind as I can. Think about people in your life that have gone through hard time, substance abuse, losing a love one, health conditions, depression, would you say the things you are saying about AJ? Could you honestly look someone in the eyes and say these things. Look past the celebrity, the money, the glamour, he is just like everyone else. I am reminded of a song called "Not that different", the chorus goes: "I laugh, I love, I hope, I try. I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same thing to. So we're really not that different, me and you."
Submitted by Jessica from indy in USA
Date: Mon Jul 30 23:47:01 2001
AJ- my hero, the one i pray for, the one i watch, the real man who faces problem just like anyone else. i love you and am so proud of you. MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU.God bless you.
Jessica
Submitted by Chia from USA
Date: Mon Jul 30 23:21:26 2001
AJ,
I hope you get well very soon. Your fans wake up wondering if BSB will still be, & we love your music so much! We want to get better so you can do what you love, make music. There has been alot of articles written about your decision & alot of uneeded comments made. I personally, along with alot of your other fans, think that you did the right thing. You told the truth & you got help before anything extremely bad happened. You can't ask for much more than the truth. Your dedicated fans will stand behind you & pray for a healthy recovery that will let Backstreet Boys live on. Remember:No matter what anyone says, you did the right thing. You did it for your health. You can't please everyone but you did please your fans by doing what was right. :)(: See ya soon AJ! We love you!!!! (¨`·.·´¨)
`·.¸.·'
Submitted by laura from chicago IL USA
Date: Mon Jul 30 23:13:31 2001
Hey AJ- I just wanna say I am one of ur biggest fans and when i heard what happened I got very worried. I just hope that u get better soon and my prayers r with u. I just hope that everything goes alright. I was very happy though to hear that u recogonized ur problem and wanted to fix it instead of just letting it get worse. :) So yeah just get better soon and i hope to see u in concert in chicago on the 22nd. Bye I LOVE U AJ!!!!!!
Submitted by Jennifer from USA
Date: Mon Jul 30 21:58:31 2001
Hi AJ, I've been trying to e-mail you everyday. Today was a horrible day for me but I hope yours was much better. You know I was so nervous watching TRL today b-coz of the breaking news about you guys. I thought it would be bad news but thank God it wasn't {it was really old news about Nick}. All I want to tell you is that I love you so much. I belive that you will be better soon physically and emotionally. You know your song that has come to be called "Happy" makes me so sad b-coz it sounds like that's how you've been feeling. But I love it so much b-coz it's beautiful & it touches on how I feel. I am a huge fan that will support you and BSB always. P.S. I hope things are going well for you!
Submitted by FIA from San Jose California USA
Date: Mon Jul 30 21:29:01 2001
Dearest AJ,
I just want you to know that your fans are right behind you, praying for you. I'm pretty sure you know that already, but it's just a little reminder. I know you'll be fine cause you're strong and you're a great fighter and believer. And what you did, by being honest to your fans, was very brave of you, I know it was hard but you knew it was the right thing. I do wish you the best and hope to see you out and on stage performing, cause you're a great performer. You know BSB wouldn't be the same without you, there is no BSB without AJ McLean. We love you and are waiting for you to get well. God Bless You.
LUV ALWAYZ,
F.I.A
