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Submitted by Shalanta Timmons from Lewisville North Carolina USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:22:15 2001
Dear A.J,I heard the news today about and I been crying every since, but We ur fan's will be with all the way until u get better. I am writing because I care about and I wish u luck.
Submitted by Rose from Glenolden PA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:22:11 2001
Dear AJ,
I was so sad to have heard what happened. I actually started crying! I've been where you are at now, so I know what it's like. It's not easy to admit having a problem, but once you do, it's the first step. It may seem hard, but we are all here for you, 100%! We love you and want you to get better. The boys are not the boys without you! We love you. Get better soon! We need ya out there! I'll be praying for you! Love Rose
Submitted by Brittany from Pittsburgh PA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:22:10 2001
Hi AJ! As I watched TRL today and watched the boys tell us what happened to you, It broke my heart. You and the guys mean so much to me. I respect you so much for admitting you have a problem, and dealing with it. Just stay strong and have faith, you will get through this hard time. All of us fans are here for you, and we will support you no matter what. We will all anxiously be awaiting your return to BSB. Love always,
Brittany
Submitted by Melissa W. from Raleigh North Carolina USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:22:08 2001
Dear A.J.,
I have listened to you and boys music for years and attended many concerts. I may not know you personally but I do know that it takes a very brave and strong person to get help sometimes. I really admire Brian, Kevin, Howie, and Nick for coming out in the open about this; especially you! I can assure you that you have the support of millions of people including myself. I'll be praying for you and I'm sure you will over come this because you are so strong. I love you lots. God bless.
your friend, melissa
Submitted by Meghan from Massachusetts USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:21:57 2001
AJ, today July 9th, I woke up so excited because I was going to see the Backstreet Boys Concert tonight. When my friend called me at noon because she heard on the radio that the concert was postponed because Nick broke his hand, I was crushed. But I watched your fellow bandmates on TRL, with sad, worried faces and I knew something was seriously wrong. When Kevin told us (your world full of fans)about your situation, I didn't know what to do. The whole day seemed like a dream, one bad news followed by more. I just want to let you know that everyone of your fans loves you so much. Right now I feel bad for flipping out when I heard the concert was cancelled, I didn't know what was really wrong. I just hope that you realize that I am SO glad that you did this for yourself. Admiting that you have a problem is the first step to take. I'm positive you will make it past this stage in your life with flying colors. We all understand, we all love you and would rather have you be happy and healthy more than anything else. Always remember to stay strong, not for your backstreet brothers, or your millions of fans, but first for yourself, because once you feel good about yourself, that's when you will make us smile once again. We know you love to tour and that your stage is your home, but don't rush it. If you need more time, take it, any true fan is happy that you've admitted this. I'm not upset that there is no concert tonight, not at all, but I hope to see you when you come back to Boston in September, but I'll only come if you're ready, happy, healthy and are prepared to give me one damn good show! When you get out of rehab you'll start the next chapter of your life that will just keep getting better and better. Best of luck Aj. We Love You.
~Meghan~
Submitted by Jennifer from Liverpool New York USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:21:50 2001
Dear Aj,
i just want you to now that i love you and that i am going to be praying for ever single day that you get better. i know that all of the fans around the world will support you. i am very proud of you that you are geting help and i hope that you feel better. i will always be thinking of you and i love you with all of my heart.
Submitted by nick Carter from Orlando Fl USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:21:27 2001
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AJ u stupid Drunk!!!!!get well
Submitted by Mindy from Macon Georgia USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:21:18 2001
AJ, I just wanted to let you know how much all of the fans love you and the guyz, and we believe in you and know that you can get better. No matter what happens, I will always be BSB's biggest fan! KTBSPA FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA'LL SO MUCH!
Submitted by Amanda Daugherty from Virginia USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:20:33 2001
~AJ,I think that you're doing the right thing by getting help before its too late.You have a lot of people on your side:Your family, friends,your fellow backstreet boys,and all your fans..AJ we as your fans are behind you every step of the way.
You mean everyhting to us.And AJ i know what u are going through,I lost my grandpa febuary 26 2001.So AJ you hang in there and don't give up!
Submitted by anynymous from Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:20:32 2001
dear alex...
in the sudden darkness of my soul i confess how much i love you...but not love you in that sense but as a friend...i might not know you personally nor do you..not even a bit..but i feel as somewhere in my past and heart i knew you for centuries..it might sound wierd but its true when i read the news i thought i was going to die...i care for you more than i care for myself but not b/c you are famous...have money or b/c you are hot but b/c you are kind...cool and warm-hearted..i know i know i don't know you but my heart speaks for itself....i mean i never thought it would happen to you not b/c you are a bsb but b/c you seem so healthy..but i do undestand you....its the price of fame...an empty space ofeng normal...of having a bit of privacy within your veins...alex.. i know there is no words to make you better and i know i will not be the lost soul who will help you recover but i promise you i will be there with you as i will be close to your fellows nick...brian ..kevin and howie....i have no idea what you are going thru but my only body lets me feels what you are feeling....i just wanna say i'm sorry if i invaded your privacy in some ways or bugged you when i met you but i didn't mean that to happen...you were the ones who let me go thru the tough times in my life..i felt as you warmed that cold place....you are no gods to me or no perfect guys...but you are somebody i respect and admire and hope one day to have a normal conversation with you not as a fan but as a human being.. i'm not asking nothing in return just you to listen.....my prayers are with you...and my love surrounds your pain....alex here i am talking to you as a normal person not as a fan remember that to me you are not a bsb but a guy who has gain the love of thousands of people...there is no words to explain what you are to me...you and the guys..alex take your time...b/c health comes first when you are ready you will let us know we are patient and supportive,,,it needs a strong man to reveal such personal problems and i congratulate you for that...please recover but not for us but for you and your family and people who really care for you for who you are not for being a bsb...i'm gonna miss you..you are withing my heart...and i mean it even do i don't know its like an instinct....i know its hard for you to believe and i do respect that but please keep it in your soul.....love always..alex who have our prayers and strenght....sorry if i missed anything important but i gotta live i can't take it anymore...please nick,howie,kevin and brian be by his side 4 ever.... he needs it most than all....epsecially he needs his family... alex i'm will always be with you don't think about the past nor future btu about now....there is still time to make a change in your life whatever you decide we respect b/c its your own life(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Rachel from Braintree Massachusetts USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:20:05 2001
Hey AJ Sweetie-
I bet that by the time people are done writting these things there will be thousabnds of them. But If you do read this, I hope you read mine.
I hope that you don't spend anytime wondering if your fans will still have your back when you get out of rehab, because we will. I love your voice, you have an incredible talent that shines through the second you start to sing. I don't care how long I have wait here, because I will be at the show.
I hope that what ever you are depressed about get better. Because if you are sick and tired of being lonley, from one depressed person to another, I know how you feel. I love you and I hope you love yourself as well.
Rachel Trainor
Submitted by Carrie Hall from Indiana USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:20:01 2001
Dear AJ,
I just want to let you know that I am so proud of you. It took a great deal of strength and courage to do what you had to do. Get through this next month and the days continuing on after that. We, the fans, will all be waiting for you within the next few months. I wish you the best for these next few weeks. You will come out stronger and better than ever. We love you!With love and support,
Carrie
Submitted by Stephanie from Thibodaux Louisiana USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:19:40 2001
Dear A.J,
I know how hard this must be for you but all of your fans are praying for you and we know you will make it through this. You are a wonderful person. My father has been through rehad twice and so has my step-brother and I know how hard it was for them. And with lots of love and support you can do anything. Just remember you have thousands of people praying for you, that do love you and we will always be here for you. We need you back A.J there is no BSB without you!!
Much Love Always and Forever
Stephanie
Submitted by jen from USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:19:31 2001
AJ I gets want you to know that I am praying for you. I hope that you get better so you can back to doing what you love to do. And to Brian,Nick,Kevin and Howie thank you for telling the fan.
Submitted by Em from Winsted Connecticut USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 18:19:15 2001
AJ,
Stay strong. Take my advice. As a victim of depression myself, i know what you're going through. Always remember, we (the fans), love you very much & are on your side. My prayers & heart are with you.my love always,
Em {If anyone here is interested in making a foundation with me for depression research in honor of AJ, email me!}
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