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Submitted by Steph from Philly PA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:09:14 2001
Dearest AJ,
When I first heard this news I thought it was a lie.I tried to turn it away and say it wasnt true.But now I know its true and I know u can get over this! U are a Backstreet Boy and YOU can get through this! I know you can and so do millions of other fanz! We love you AJ and alwayz remember that! You're part of the best band on this earth! If you dont do it for yourself, do it for us the fanz...and the rest of the group. They need you! Without you,Brian,Nick,Kev, or Howie there is no BACKSTREET BOYZ! WE need all of you to be THE BACKSTREET BOYS! If any of you left it wuldnt be a same! Take this letter and all the otherz and use them to help u through this! Know that we love you and are in all of our prayers! If you do,we'll still KTBSPA! WE lvoe you alwayz AJ!Love and prayers,
Steph
Submitted by roo from Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:08:57 2001
Have a healing 28 days, aj.
Submitted by Ashley High from Las Vegas Nevada USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:08:48 2001
Hey A.J.
I know that this is a very hard time for you. Me and the millions of other fans know that you have to strength to pull threw this tough time with flying colors. I think that you are a very brave guy to be able to come out and say that you have a problem and with that foundation I know that you are strong enough to pull threw anything. I am one of the millions of people who will be praying every night for you and your health. We all know that you can pull threw any thing baby.
Submitted by Jamie Kunde from Oshkosh Wisconsin USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:07:58 2001
AJ~ There is so much I could talk to you about... I understand everything you are going through right now because I have had such things like this happen to me and other I know. You are doing the right thing by saying you do have a problem and you wanting to get help. I am so very proud of you and know you are strong enough to go through with this. I know in the future you will be the same person you were before all this happened you have so much strength! I cant tell you enough how much I love you and care for you...I am so worried about you but in the end I know it will all work out and you should know that too. All of us fans will ALWAYS be here to support you through ANYTHING. So always remember that. I dont care about the concert being postponed I just want you to be healthy and happy again. Well AJ and the rest of BSB if you read this I wish you luck, happiness and I love you guys more than anything!
Submitted by Elizabeth from Iowa USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:07:19 2001
Aj,
I know that I and all the other BSB fans are very proud of what you are doing to help yourself. By checking yourself into rehab you are showing true courage and maturity. The most important thing to remember through all this is that the fans, friends, and your family are behind you praying for you and beliving in you. You also believe in youself you showed this when you checked into rehab. You will be in my prayers and I hope that you overcome your current problems. I do not know anyone personally who suffered from depression but I do know someone who suffered from alcoholism he is my uncle. He has gotten help and is now doing just great. Never forget to stop believing in youself but if you falter a step in believing I will be here to back you up... my prayers go out to you God bless!
Submitted by Alicia from Lansing MI USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:05:02 2001
I have this to say: As true BSB fans, we stand behind you AJ, no matter what. Through thick and thin. You've been our angel, our inspiration, and now the role is reversed. We are here for you, we love you, we support you. You are an incredibly strong willed person, you can over come this. You will over come this. My heart, prayers, and love goes out to you, Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie, Denise and to the McLean family and friends.
AJ, there is nothing you can't do. Don't give up- we're standing strong behind you.
Submitted by Judith Faucette from Raleigh NC USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:59 2001
Aj,
My Backstreet journey began four years ago in 1997 with the release of your first US album. It's hard to imagine what it must have been like for you to go through twice that, all the bad rep, rumours, etc, of being a struggling artist. When your grandma died, I felt sincerely sorry for you, because I knew just how you felt. My grandma, who although I was very young, was very close to me, died when I was five, and now I know she is my guardian angel watching over me. My grandpa also died when i was thirteen. Having someone close pass away is a huge trial, and so I understand why you turned to something like alchohol, as it is a good way (albeit a destructive one) to drown out your problems. However, I am even more proud of you for deciding to face up to your dependence, and your depression, and seek help. Sometimes we can't get through it ourselves. I know I couldn't, and still can't. So I hope you find solace in this escape from the turmoil of your life, however difficult it may be, and recover new direction and hope. Best wishes in your recovery and life.
~Jj
Submitted by Angelaa from Cleveland Ohio USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:35 2001
A.J.~
When I first heard about this on TRL, I was shocked. But I realize that you did a very brave thing, admitting your problem. I'm just glad your getting help. I love BSB and hope every thing will work out fine. My best wishes to you and the group. Luv ya all!!!
XOXO ~Angela
Submitted by Michelle F. from norwood new jersey USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:25 2001
Hi!AJ,
I heard about the news,I'm so proud of you for admitting that you have a problem, your half-way there. My prayers are out to you and your family. Please find strength in knowing that you are not alone.My grandmother went through the same problem and found the strength to stay clean for eight years.When I also heard about you guys postponned the tour dates I was disapointed that the Monday concert at the Continental Airlines Arena was cancelled but it wouldn't be complete without you.I just want you to get better and we will see you when you are ready and well.God bless You and take care.
Love, Michelle
Submitted by Virginia Repsys from North Bergen New Jersey USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:11 2001
Dear Alex, If you're reading this, I just want to let you know some things about what happened today, and that I'm meaning every single word I type here with all my heart and soul. So please understand, that I'm writting this not only to make you smile, but to let you know I care..with all my heart. See, my best friend called me up, asking if you guys were gonna be in TRL today. I didn't know a thing, until I turned on my TV and heard Carson saying Bsb were going to be there. I kept talking to her, but then she put me on hold cuz she had another call. When she came back, she was almost crying, saying one of you guys was in the hospital. My heart started beating so quick and tears were building in my eyes, as I wondered who it was...But then, when Bsb appeared on TRL and you weren't there, it hit me hard...like a thousand knives just cutting deep into me. I started crying so badly, just hearing what Kevin was saying, and just seeing how sad and worried they all looked. My heart broke into pieces as Kev kept explaining, holding back tears. When the clip of your song came up and you were just singing there, like if you really didn't know anything about what the song was about...I cried even more, because it broke my heart on hearing such deep words, written by such a man, all of us thought was more than happy with his life. I thought your depression was gone, hunny, but now I only see I was very wrong, and regret for thinking such things. See, I'm crying right now, just typing you this, because even though I've never met you or any of the fellas, I've developed such love and respect for you guys, that sometimes, I really don't believe. A love that has kept me trully alive and has helped me through many of my hard times (I really mean this..You're music is so strong and deep, it can heal millions..) It's so sad to hear this, something so awful happening to such a wonderful man who deserves so much love. Sweetie, just know that I'm with you every step of the way, as so are millions of fans around the world. That we're not asking for you to get back on Tour right on September...if you're totally happy with yourself by then, then g'head, we will welcome you with warm, open arms. We will keep showing you our love, because that's what we have for you, LOVE and most of all, respect (Even though some of might not show it, by invading your private lives). That we are only wanting for you to get better and we want you to take all the time YOU need, to get better. That if this single month you're in rehab doesn't work, then fine, take another month or 2 or 3, as many as YOU need, but just make sure you're BETTER not worst. AJ, we care about, I care about you and we all love you so much, even though most of us have never met you. That I'm so proud of how strong you are on asking the guys to say this on TV. That I'm so proud that you are a strong and brave man, and yes you are, so keep that in mind, ok? Sweetie, just take all your time. Get better, feel better for yourself and don't rush things, because you're just going to get yourself into even worst stuff. Remember that I'm going to pray for you every night and that I'm going to ask God to stay by your side forever, and that I hope you're family and friends help you get through this too, because that's what I'm trying to do, help you. Please know always that I trully love and care about you. That my prayers will always be with you. That there's millions of fan out here that only want the best for you, and that YOU ARE NOT ALONE (ever)...I will miss you dearly, sweetie. I will love you always. And I want to be sorry for many things us fans have done to invade your privacy, we didn't mean to. I love you Sweets. Take care, feel better and get better, and my prayers and love will always surround you, no matter how far you may be ::hug::
Love always and forever,
Virginia R.
P.S.--I hope some day I get to meet you, so I can give you the biggest hug and congratulate you on how brave you have been. I love you and Keep the Backstreet Pride Alive 4-ever! Bye sweetie. And please, get better.
Submitted by Christi from Hicksvilee NY USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:10 2001
AJ, what can I say that hasn't already been said? I can tell you that your fans are behind you 110% I can tell you that we all want to see you get better and that we are all praying for you. I can also tell you that we all love you and can't wait to see you again. But what I really want to say is thank you. Your music has helped me through some difficult times in my life as well as I'm sure other fans. I can only hope that maybe now our prayers can help you through this difficult time. I am also saying Thank You for showing your fans the right thing to do. It takes a very brave and courageous man to say "I need help." "The best gift you can give is yourself" AJ, we know that in every performance you give your fans, you are giving us your everything. Now the best gift you could give us is your safe health and return. God bless you.~Christi
Submitted by Jennifer from Indiana USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:04:02 2001
~*~AJ~*~
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Even though this is such a rough time for you remember that you have your friends and family for constant support. You also have us the fans...we will never let you down..we love you. You are our shining star and we admire you so much. You did the right thing by checking yourself in and I know that this time away will be beneficial...I know that all the fans would wait a lifetime for you AJ and take all the time you need. God bless, ~*~Jen~*~
Submitted by Dorian from NJ USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:03:21 2001
Dear AJ, i support anything you and the boys do. I have to start out by saying how proud i am of you for realizing your problem and admitting it, without covering it up with lies. It is an important step in recovery. You deserve all the time you need for recovery and my prayers are always with you. I know you will overcome this because you are strong. Your songs touch my heart in a special way. You really do make me feel better when things are going wrong in my life. Your music is so inspirational to me. Thankyou for all you have givin to me through your music, i can't describe how much it means to me. You are strong and brave to admit that you do have a problem and are seeking help. Thankyou also , to the other BSB, for backing up AJ. I know you guys are true, and mature and moral for not hiding the truth. I am sure, this will inspire many fans to admit their problems and deal with them. You have saved many people in one way or another. I know you will get better, always know that you are not alone. We fans support you guys 100%. So i guess all i have to say now is, good for you AJ, for seeking help, i wish you a speedy recovery and god bless in all that you do. Thankyou AJ, and thank you BSB in general as well.
~Fan forever and always
~Dorian KTBPA
Submitted by Kristy from Bogalusa LA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:03:17 2001
AJ,
I just wanted to let you know that I really admire you and I am proud of you for letting your fans know what is going on. Not everyone would have done that. That is why BSB is the best group in the world. I hope you get the help you need. Don't worry about getting back on tour. Your fans understand and love you. I'll be praying for you.Love,
A Huge BSB Fan,
Kristy
Submitted by Kelly from Tampa Florida USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 19:03:14 2001
AJ- I sit here and I'm numb. I keep saying to myself, "This is only a dream or a stupid fan fic story that has gotten way out of hand!" But it's not fiction. It's real, isn't it? Well I'm glad that you decided that this was real and got the help that you know you need. I am thankful to OUR God that you stepped forward and went to your loved ones and your friends and asked for help. Now you need to turn to God, ask Him for help and He'll help you. I can't say I understand because I don't. I've never been this depressed to the point of having to ask for help. But I know it must be hard for you because the little bit of depression that I've, that we've all, gone through, is painful.AJ, I love you. You are my Wild Child! My crazy man! :o) I look to you to keep me going, to keep a crazy bone in me. Please come home. But ONLY when you have helped yourself, only when you are ready. Don't worry about us, the fans. We'll be ok, as long as you are ok. Don't come back to us UNTIL you know you can 110% support yourself and NEVER end up back in rehab. Yes it'll be hell until you return, and if my fears do come true, then it'll be hell then, too. But I'd rather you be well and alive, then sick or dead, and all because of us, the fans. You need to do this for YOURSELF and YOURSELF ONLY. Sorry this turned out to be a book. AJ, and 'Boys' you are lifted up in my prayers! I love you all, and I know that you'll make it through this. You are strong MEN *not boys*. You've made it through other hard times, you'll make it through this! I LOVE YOU, AJ!! Get better!!!! And keep God in your heart, look to Him. He'll help you. ~*~Kelly~*~
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