Submitted by cindy elie from lowell mass USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:43:41 2001
aj, i'm very proud of you, and i love you more than ever...i will be thinking of you, your family, and kevin, brian, nick and howie...bsb has brought a lot of happiness to my life, and i'll always stand by you.
Submitted by Marlynda Ruiz from San Antonio TEXAS USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:43:38 2001
**BE COOL BE REAL & GET WELL BABY** Alex: When I read this on an e-mail "BSB charity club" it hurt. I tried not to cry, but I couldn't hold it in. I am proud of u that u went out and reached out to someone. You need to give these 30 days to help yourself out. Being happy is hard. I am only 14,but I have seen my friends go through losing someone close to them. One friend took it really hard and almost took her life. I told her "would your grandfather want you to end your life like this? Take some pride in yourself. He is w/ u not matter what." You need to understand that your grandmother is looking over u and needs u to stay happy and strong. You can do it!!! We are all here for u. I understand even if i am only 14. But, try. Take good care in yourself. God is looking at u right now. He loves u and needs u to pull through. See u soon. I am looking forward to u getting well. My prayers are w/ u and your family and friends. They have been for as long as I have loved u all. "My love is all I have to give" *Sweet kisses and a big bear hug*~Marlynda~ "GOD BLESS U " U ARE GOD'S SON ***BE COOL BE REAL AND GET WELL BABY***
Submitted by Allison from Alpharetta Georgia USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:43:34 2001
I am so proud of AJ,not for drinking, but coming forward and realizing that he had a problem. I know that he can over come this because he has overcome so much more. I think that it is great that the Kevin, Brian, Nick, and Howie are supporting him all the way. Everyone has their highs and lows, and AJ has had 8 years of highs as being a Backstreet Boy and this is just a low. He is still "You’re my shining star, That is what you are, There is no one like you baby, Angels everywhere, Everytime you’re near, You will always be my baby" I love you AJ!!!!
Submitted by Grace from Buffalo NY USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:43:24 2001
Dear AJ, My prayers go out to you. I've loved you for over 4 yrs now and I will never ever stop loving you. I hope you get better soon. Please remember you are in my heart and in my prayers. When I heard on TRL what you are going through, it just broke my heart. I couldn't stop crying especially when I saw the footage of you singing that song, I really broke down into tears. You'll always be in my heart and I will always love you no matter what! Get Well Soon and take it day by day. I'll pray for you every night for you to make a good recovery. Be brave and stay strong. Remember I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART!!! Love Grace :o)
Submitted by Krissy from Wayne MI USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:43:19 2001
AJ- I hope you get better soon, and I know what it's like to deal with depression. Depression is a serious matter even though people think it's not that serious. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Get better soon! WE LOVE YOU, AJ!!!!! TO ALL THE FANS- AJ needs us more, now in his time of need. Send him get well cards, flowers, whatever you feel you should send. Plz keep him in your thoughts and continue to pray for him. TO ALL THE HATERS- You guys need to grow up and mature because what you say about AJ in his emotional time is not right. He needs us to help him get through this and if you don't see that then there's something wrong with you!!!
Submitted by Liz Welker from Jacksonville Florida USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:42:53 2001
AJ, Hey, it's Liz. I just wanted to tell you that I know how you feel, I have been suffering from depression since I was a little girl. I only wish that I was as strong as you were as to come out with it. You can get through this, and if you feel that you can't, then always remember that there is always someone else fighting a harder battle. This is not your fault, and there was nothing you could do to hender this, just like you can't stop yourself from being happy. It's only the whirlwind we dare to call life, but it can only be life if you choose to live it. I wish you could understand how amazing you are! One day I hope to sing with the magical, talented, HAPPY person I know you can be. I wish for you the best of luck and love in your life, God only knows you deserve it! Remember my friend and my name :) Jera & Liz FRIDAEthe13th@hotmail.com God bless and goodnite. liz
Submitted by Melanie from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:42:33 2001
AJ, We all know you can pass this! It's just a minor set back and doesn't affect us fans in any way (excpet sadness and worrying). We all love you the same way we always did. Some of us, even more. I just want to let you know that you have millions of people supporting you, and you'll make it. You went through all this, why stop now? I know you're going to make a speedy recovery! You're an amazing person with awesome talent and awesome looks (lol)! My heart goes out to you, Mel
Submitted by Lauren from Tallahassee FL USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:41:16 2001
Hey AJ, I doubt you'll have time to read all these but if you read over mine I just want you to know that even though you don't know me and we've never met before, I was ready to cry when I heard what your going through. I can't say I understand what your going through but I can say it'll all be good in the end. I'm so happy that you've recognized your problem and are seeking help for yourself. I've been a fan ever since the begining and I will all the way to the end. Don't worry about losing a fan cause while I may only be one person, one fan, I care and I wish you and the group the best of luck. The Lord above has a plan for all of us and I guaruntee things will be perfect in the end. Stay true to yourself, to your boys, they love you just as much as your devoted fans. Hope you feel better and just remember your always in my heart! *~*lauren*~* SMILE! :)
Submitted by Ana-Maria Standolariu from Seattle Washington USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:41:12 2001
Dear A.j., You mean so much to so many people and every single one of us is proud of you. We all know it's not easy doing what you guys do, going on the road for so long away from your loved ones and sometimes people can be so harsh. I just wanted you to know that all us fans are behind you and we always will be because you will always be in our hearts. Your courage and strength has shined to many people and you have helped many of us get through our hard times maybe without you even knowing it. I know that it can only take one single accident to break and just give up but you have to be strong. I love you guys so much and I devote so much of my time to you guys. Sometimes I can feel as though I know exactly what and how you feel.You guys are like my big brothers I never had. I was suppost to have an older brother but he was still born, and when I see you guys you just remind me of the perfect brothers. Loving, caring , always knowing what to do, fun, and happy. But things aren't alwyas that way. Things aren't always that happy and they don't always go in the right direction but I will love you and the rest of the guys forever and I will always be there for you. Even though I have never met you, sure I have seen you guys live I have never been able to talk to you in person I love you so much. It's amazing how much I can love you guys and I don't even know you. You all have been so strong and so brave and I hope you stay that way. Whatever decisions you guys decide to make I'll be right there behind you, there's so much more I would like to say but I'm going to go now and try to calm down. I love you all!! and you all mean so much to me. Take care. Love always, Ana-Maria A Backstreet fan for life. P.s. Oh and Nick, take care of your hand baby!!
Submitted by Nicole from Johnstown PA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:40:35 2001
Dear AJ, There isn't much to say except that all your fans love you and will support you the best we can through these difficult times. I know that you'll get well and will go out and be that lovable, crazy Backstreet boy we know you are. You'll always have our love and prayers!! God Bless AJ
Submitted by Katie from Calgary AB Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:40:26 2001
AJBest wishes. I know that in order for you to post-pone your concerts, you must be serious. So good luck!! You have your fans support in this and we understand! Love you Katie
Submitted by Michele from Boston Massachusetts USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:40:21 2001
AJ, your honesty and courage have inspired me more than you will ever know. May God be with you during this time and may it be a source of comfort and strength to know that we all love and support you. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I know you will make it through this stronger than ever. We are million strong and we are standing beside you every step of the way.
Submitted by Margaretha from Palma de Majorca Balearic Spain
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:40:15 2001
Hi A.J!!! I wish you the best and get well soon.Don`t worry,we support you.Take care and keep the faith.We love ya!!!ARRIBA LOS ANIMOS!!! Marga & Fam.
Submitted by Diany from Hoboken NJ USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:40:08 2001
Dear AJ, When I heard this news I sat on my train on my way from work & wrote u a 20 page letter, asking u furiously why did u let urself get this far??? But that doesn't matter now, u are doing something about it. & I am glad that u realized this now. When u have the love & support of ur family & the boys, not to mention the support of ur millions of fans. That @ this moment must be relief that u have seen ur problem & have choosen to do something to correct it. So what started out to be the worst the day of my life, has turned out to be the best, because ur doing something to make it better. My prayers are always with u, & I know the prayers of all of us that care for ur health are with you as well. Take care babe, & do it for YOU!!! LOVE YOU, Diany
Submitted by Jenna from Seminole Florida USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 20:39:41 2001
Dear AJ, I am very proud of you for getting the help you need to get better. I know this must of been a hard thing for you to do. I wish you nothing but love and support for you and the rest of the guys. I hope you feel better soon! P.S. We fans will be here for you (and the rest of the guys) always, so take all the time you need to get well. Jenna
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