Submitted by melonie from lawndale ILLINIOS USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:28:38 2001
Dear AJI don't know if u will ever get to read this but I would like to say that me as a fan supports you and what u are doing. I know how hard it is to admit that u have a problem becuase my sister was put in a rehab center a couple of years back for the same things as u only she was into drugs and she actually tried to kill herself. And hse wouldn't admit she had a problem till it was almost to late but luckily she is all better now and hopefully you will to. I will be praying for you and hoping that you get better. All the fans love you and support you!! LOve
melonie
Submitted by Patrice Madison from Queens NY USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:28:35 2001
Dear AJ, When I heard that you had checked yourself into a rehab clinic, I was very shocked and sad. I know it's hard when someone who you love dearly passes away, but I'm happy to hear that you realize alcohol is not a way to get rid of your problems. I'm glad that you're getting the help that you need. I really hope that you feel better so you could go back to doing what you love to do and that's performing. You have inspired a lot of people including myself to be themselves and not follow anybody's expectations of who they should be. Get better because when you come back, "It's gonna be funky." (smile) :) Love ya always, Patrice (one of your biggest fans)
Submitted by Sarah Garraty from Hershey PA USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:28:00 2001
Dearest AJ~ Best wishes to you on your way to recovery!!!! Talking for all the fans here, we respect you all the way, not only for the decision you have made, but for admiting you can't fight this illness on your own!!!! It takes a very strong man to admit that he needs help and you are that indeed!!!! All of us will be behind you every step of the way!!!! Thats what we're here for!!!! The most important thing right now is for you to get well, because everything else can wait!!!! WE LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH AJ!!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND ALL THE GUYS!!!!P.S. I went to your concert on July 5th in Hershey and it was AWESOME!!!!
Submitted by Lorna from Nazareth Pa USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:27:43 2001
AJ- I admire your strength in being able to admit to yourself that you have a problem. Remember that you have the greatest fans in the world, and all of them are behind you on the road to recovery, no matter what. Your music has touched so many lives, and one of them is mine. Last year, I became depressed and felt I had nowhere to turn, no one to talk to. I started cutting myself. Once, after hurting myself, one of your songs came on the radio, and the music touched my soul. That was the last time it happened. I will remember you in my prayers, and may God bless you while you are recovering.
Submitted by Nicole from San Jose Ca USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:27:05 2001
AJ, You're gonna get through this,everyone has faith in you that you will.It took a whole lotta guts to come forward and say you have a problem.Be strong like you always are and you will pull through.My best wishes go out to you,and i can't wait to see/hear that you are back safe and healthy very soon.Love you much,Miss you lots!
Submitted by Denise from Southgate Michigan USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:24:53 2001
Dear AJ:Hey. How's it goin'? Sucky huh? Yeah, I know. But hey look, you gotta get through this, and you will, I know you will! You have the strength and power inside you. We know it's there. All the fans, including I, are by your side. For better or for worse, we're there. We'll support you all the way. Remember that :-) ~Love Always~ Denise P.
Submitted by Kelli Frehmel from Erial NJ USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:24:46 2001
A.J.; Please take care of yourself. There are many people who love you and are praying for you. You are an amazingly talented man and I know that you are strong and you can beat the problems that you are having. Be strong for everyone who loves and cares about you. Take as much time as you need, we will wait for you. I was at your concert on Tues July 3rd in Camden, NJ and you looked wonderful and sounded as good as you always do; so know that this is one fan that you've never disappointed in any way. I am praying for you and worrying about you. Your Oldest Fan, Kelli Frehmel
Submitted by Melissa from Boston Mass USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:24:10 2001
AJ, Get better hun! I'm glad that your getting help and dont worry about us fans well still be here when your ready to come back! take care of yourself. we all love you and are behind 100%! Get better hunni!! Love~Melissa
Submitted by Luckie from Peachtree City Georgia USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:24:00 2001
Howdy AJ, Today on TRL I heard Carson say, "and here are the Backstreet Boys" when I didn't see ya.. I was really upset.. I am glad that you decided to get help. You took a BIG step- You admitted that you had a Problem and for that you ROCK! My sister went through depression and I know that it can be hard on someone.. But on a lighter note: No matter what ya do.. You are still Hot! LOL! Keep you and you family (Yes, that includes Nick, Kevin, Howie, Brian, AND Krystal(Your Newest Family Member)) safe and Happy for future comings and Keep The Backstreet Pride Alive! Yee-Haw! Love Ya, Luckie
Submitted by GEORGIA CRAGGS from Seattle Washington USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:23:37 2001
A.J. I just want to let you know how proud I am that you realized that you have a problem. Most people don't see that they have a problem until it's too late and just to let you know that no matter how long it takes for you to get through this I will be there for you in prayer. Everyone else who is reading this just remember that your health is the most important and without that as the guys would say you would have nothing.
Submitted by Jessica from Ozark MO USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:23:16 2001
Dear AJ,Hello, I am a dear fan of yours and the rest of the guys. I heard about your situation. It hit home. My father went into the same thing. I am so grateful for my mother that stuck by him through the whole thing. He would drink so much and then wouldn't talk to us. I was only 10 at the time. Although he didn't go into rehab, he still had to deal with the fact that during his drinking he suffured from 2 heartattacks. I thought I was going to lose him and almost did. It was me crying at his bed side that changed his mind about drinking. After all he had a family to take care of. Although you don't have a wife and kids, I'm sure you want too. I was so happy to have heard that you admitted that you had a problem. That is the first step. I also picked up the bottle after my great grandmother died (I was very close to her) Just imagine I was only a 15 year old drinking more than my father had. My parents never found out because I didn't want my father to find out. The thing that got me over the drinking is friends, and of course your music. I couldn't repay you for that even if I had a chance. You and your 4 partners in music helped me through alcohol and sucide. I just wanted you to know that you are one of four people that saved my life and I owe you that. I want you to get better so I can keep listening to your great music. I am praying for you every night! I'll end by adding in a poem I wrote to thank you and the guys: Inspirer You’re the inspirer The one that has brought me much happiness You gave me hope And helped me make-up my mind People used to bring me down With their untruthful lies But you’ve lifted my spirits and made me grow People who told me I’m no good That what I want to do with my life won’t take me far You, The Inspirer, covered up all those lies With your love and inspiration You the inspirer Has inspired me to be what I want to be To follow my dreams To be me in all different ways From the inspired to the inspirer Thank-You I love you Love and thank you, Jessica Goff
Submitted by Lanie from vancouver bc Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:22:53 2001
Hey Aj Love u babe....hope u get better soon...We're all here for you...it dont matter how long the tour is postponed for as long as u get better!!!!
Submitted by Katie from ottawa, Ontario Canada
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:22:43 2001
A.J hunny your freakin amazing! first off don't think for one minute that you don't have your family, fans or your band mates behind you. We all care unconditionally! Honestly you have changed my life! Not just with your amazing good looks but with your amazing personality, spunk and ability to get yourself through anything! i know that you can get through this. You music is inspiring and you have a lot of things going for ya, a wonderful family, a successful career and some pretty amazing fans not to mention your dogs! A wise man once said "YOU CAN DO IT"! Katie xox
Submitted by Aaron from New York New York USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:22:29 2001
Philipians 4:13- "I can do all things through Christ which stengtheneth me." With faith, all things are possible. A.J., I can only imagine how arduous this situation is for you. However, YOU CAN DO IT. Just remember that. Remember that you have a wonderful support system, made up of your family, bandmates, and fans. Most of all, you have God. I know it sounds cheesy, but always remember, that when no one else understands, HE DOES. Trust me, I know- especially from recent experiences. Keep the faith, summon up as much strength as you can, but most of all PRAY. If you need more than a month for a full recovery, it is o.k. Take your time. We'll be waiting. YOU CAN DO IT.
Submitted by Ashley from USA
Date: Mon Jul 9 23:21:43 2001
Aj,You are in my family's and fellow fan's prayers!!! Forever and always!! We are all here for you!!
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