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Submitted by Sabrina from Vancouver BC Canada
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:51:09 2001
i'm still getting over the fact that aj is in rehab. i live in canada, so i don't have mtv here, but i checked out backstreet.net and the first thing i saw was "backstreet boy in rehab" and the first thing that came out of my mouth was 'oh my god'. i have always looked up to aj because even though he looks like a tough guy and all, he's a really nice guy at heart. good for him that he went the other guys for help. i wanna wish aj the best of luck and the other guys the best of luck. aj, if ur reading this, i wanna say that all ur fans love u and we all want u to get better. good luck and remember the fans LOVE u!! and by the way to bsb fans who are reading this... how did nick break his hand or watever he did to his hand... if u know.. can u tell me?? thanx!!! GOOD LUCK AJ!! I LOVE U!!
Submitted by Tink from Highland California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:50:34 2001
Dear Aj, BSB, and loyal backstreet fans:I've been a fan for seven years now, and even though I like all of them, Aj has always held a special place in my heart. He was the one I was most like, the one that I felt would understand me the most. Even though I know he's not reading this, I just want to say to Aj, that he's in my prayers. He's got amazing talent, a wonderful sense of direction, and loyal and supportive fans that will stand behind him in his journey back. If anyone can do it, I'm sure that it's Aj. He has too much going for him. Although I feel for the other Backstreet Boys, I am deeply worried about Denise, Aj's mom. I just want her to know, that she too is in my prayers, as I hope all of the other loyal Backstreet fans. So, with that being said, Aj, every last one of us loves you. Supports you. Cares for you. And, I respect you. Because, the first step in healing is admitting you have a problem. And you did that. So, for that, congratulations-b/c at least you could finally admit it. Take care, and God Bless. -Tink
Submitted by Zory from Mayaguez Puerto Rico Puerto Rico
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:49:49 2001
A.J.,
I just want you to know that I am so very proud of you for facing the facts and for taking action about them. Stay strong and never forget that us, true fans, are with you 100%. Even if we are far away, deep inside our hearts you are in our prayers and will always be. No matter what happens you will forever be with us because you have impacted our lives in an inmense way. Focus on getting better, we are here for ya!! Love you always! God Bless you!Zory (28)
Mayaguez, Puerto Rico
Submitted by julie from summerifeld nc USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:49:36 2001
aj,
okay so you cheaked your self in to rehab im PROUD of you for that it takes alot to relize you need help trust me i know from experience... however i want you to kno i care and ill stand by your side i belive in you Alex, but no matter how many people belive in you and want you to get better you have to remember its in yourself that you will find the way to TRUE happiness and its within yourself you will find the strength to pull though ya know? ya know i can honesly say that you (the whole group) but you cuz i saw'll somthing speacial that made me relize i needed help and with an image o you .. you pulled me though helped pull me though that thank you but now back to you alex, achole is never an escape it sems itad i know people live there lives feeding off it my dads been doing it for 35 or so years and theres nothing left to him buta dead soul and a beat up body and AJ YOUR BETTER THAN THAT i know that! i can c the purenes of your soul when i look at your eyez aj... ya know i saw'll you at the greensboro june 17 i noticed you didnt look like yourself ... aj you are speacial to alot of people including me i have my life to owe to you b/c of what youve done for me and that diesnt even matter right now... alex iwant you to know that you are incretbley speacial to me and others alot of others but that doesnt mean shit .. what does mean somthing is that your speacial to yourself ...i guess your gonna hav enough counciling over the next 30 days and i know that one 2 trust e i do ... i love you alex and care about you deeply your in my prayers my thoughts and ijust want you to know im there for you 110% standing right behind you alex your one of the strongest people i have ever seen and i invey you for that i love you man as a person and a role model you mean the world to me but i guess seince i kow you have a whole lot of these i should probably wrape this up i love you alex more than you will ever know and my heart os with you
take care sweetie,
julie
Submitted by Angela from San Antonio Texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:49:35 2001
I was stunned to know that Aj was hurt and needed help. I was worried for him and thought about what must be going through is mind. As every fan like me must be on there heels and hoping that Aj gets better. I know that with his strength and the help of the other boys he can get past this barrier in his life. I hope for the best and pray that Aj will return to his normal self.
Submitted by Thomas from okay.. FLower St.. USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:47:11 2001
A.J.
Well I think what makes BSB.... What they should do is they are trying to make an image of themselves.. Ya'll should not worry bout anything and make good music.. Like A.J.s song he is working on.. It's Beautiful and its beautiful because its about what he is feeling right now and all the depression he is goin thru.. I think that makes the most awsomest music when your in that mood.. I love their slow songs better then the upbeat songs.. I think they should put like a couple of fast songs.. not like 40 of em on the album.. Ballads are great... keep them goin..But anyway.. Thats all i had to say.. So seee ya
Submitted by Shana from Oxnard California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:47:02 2001
Hey guys! Well all I have to say is AJ, I am so happy you are getting help! You did the right thing. I just found out today and I bursted in tears. I felt really close to you, and still do. I always told my friends that I'm related to you...but they knew I was kidding. I feel so close to you. I have so much in common with you it is so scary. All I wanted was to meet you guys. I went through the same thing..depression, anxety, and thinking of sucide. I didn't seek help because I knew I could help myself on my own. The way I helped myself was listening to you guys. When I listen to your part on "More Than That" I thought maybe he is right. I thought my best friend would prmose me forever but he lied. he said we'd be best friends forever, and were friends now but i dont feel as close as we were. i thank you so much for making that clear to me and AJ, for me, please make sure you get the help. Don't be stubborn when they do. I love you so much...I know i don't know you but I feel I do and thats why I feel I love you as a brother. All I want to say is thank you for being such a great role model to me. And God, bless him for he has a long way to go, he has to meet me! May the Lord bless you AJ!! Amen!
Submitted by Shannon from St. Louis Mo USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:52:31 2001
Dear Aj,
I don't know if you'll ever read this but that's ok. It's the thought that counts right? Each one of you guys has been in my prayers for the past 4 years. I was always looking out for you guys and standing up for you guys when people dissed you. I especially started praying for you when your gramdmother died. i knew it would be hard for you because i knew that she had helped raise you with your mother. Then i heard that you were beginning to become depressed and i hoped and prayed that the radio station was wrong because i knew how serious it could get because my biological mother went through a depressive stage. Now i want you to know that me as well as many other fans and the rest of the guys are always there for you. But besides us, look to God for guidance, look to God for strength, and look to God for help along with the consulers. No matter what you go through, no matter what mistake you make God will always be there for you. I know that since B&B was released that you became a more spiritual and religious person and i am so happy that you know who God is, i just hope that you will always keep him with you. I know how hard it is to look to God when you're going through a tough time, because you wonder why this is happening to you and if God is such a great God then why is he letting this happen to you, but just think about all that He has given you, all the blessings, loving friends, and wonderful fans all across the world. i hope you find peace within yourself and i KNOW that you will make it through this time. I believe in you Alex. and i love you dearly. Luv, Shannon
Submitted by Amy(BIG fan of BSB) from Seattle WA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:45:59 2001
A.J.,I am so sorry about everything bad that happened to you.I have only been a fan of the Backstreetboys for about two years,and I already am obsessed with you guys.Whatever happens to all of you please don't break up!I hope you are better A.J.I luv you BSB!See you at the concert with my sister who is also a fan!
Submitted by Jennifer from reading kansas USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:43:38 2001
dear aj,
I just want to say good for you for addmitting that you have a problem most people forget that they have a problem, that's the first step addmitting that you have a problem. And all of us (fans) support you all the way and I know you will get through this, I've been praying for you ever since the news got out on TRL i was crying when i herd the news cause my grandma died this year in march. and it is very tuff, and us fans want you to take as much time as you need to be heathy again concerts can wait we just want you to be ok and i know that you will be better than ever when you get through this. I love you aj so much and will contine to pray for you and the rest of the boys.
i love you so much aj (and the other boys as well) and see you soon better than ever aug 27th
Submitted by Sarah DeMarco from Oak Forest IL USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:43:04 2001
Dear AJ~
the next month will be hard but remember all the love and support you have behind you. your fans will never leave your side--even if they are just connecting through prayer. keep fighting and believing in yourself--you can conquer anything!! my prayers go out to you, your family, and the fellas. you give thousands of people the courage to be strong, now i hope we can return it to you. WE LOVE YOU AJ!!!!
Submitted by Kristin from Doylestown PA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:42:08 2001
When I heard about A.J. on TRL I began to cry. When I saw how it affected Brian, Kevin, Howie and Nick it hurt me even more. I can't say that I know what they are going through because I don't know. A.J. means the world to me and I will pray everyday for him in hopes that he will get better. I was very proud of him to hear that he admitted that he had a problem. It takes a real man to do that and I know that A.J. is a real man. I have known that since that first time I looked into his eyes. I know that he will get better because he is a very strong person. He can accomplish anything when he puts his mind to it. He wouldn't do anything to hurt the group because he loves what he does and he loves his fans as well. This is why he is getting help for his problem. I just pray for you A.J. that you will get better soon. I love you with all my heart and I know that you are a great person. My prays are with you all the time and I will be thinking about you constantly. I know that God and the rest of the group is with you through this hard time. I am with you as well. I love you A.J. and you are in my heart. I know you will overcome this. You are in my prayers always.
Submitted by jeanette from san fransisco California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:41:59 2001
Aj,
first of all i want you to know that i am praying for you because i know this problem is hard as hell to deal with, but you'll get through this because you are such a strong person, and you proved that, just by admitting you need help. I can't even imagine how hard it is to go through all this especially with the whole world watching you but all us bsb fans are behind you 110% and like the boys we just care about your health and you getting back to that crazy, sexy, cool guy you are and when you need someone to talk to God is a person who will help get all that emotion out of you. I know it helps me, and believe me J, (can i call you J?) i have had to deal with a lot, and God helped me just by listening to the real me. Well good luck and remember you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Submitted by Megan from New Castle PA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:40:39 2001
AJ,
I know that you can get through this. All of us (the fans) love you and are there for you completely, no matter what the circumstances. Stay strong, you are in my prayers.. and as always, I'll be sure to KTBSPA. God Bless.
Submitted by Jackie from Louisville Kentucky USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 00:40:27 2001
To the Boys-
What a day you all have had! Your fans are behind each one of you, and we are all praying for you. Whatever you all decide to do is okay, we all want the best for each of you. Good luck AJ, and to Howie, Brian, Kevin, and Nick, don't worry, it will all be alright.
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