Send Your Best Wishes To AJ

First Page - Previous - Next - Last - Add Entry - Other Topics - Message Boards - Exit Page 394 of 475 Submitted by Laura from Watkinsville GA USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:08:51 2001 First of all, I want to thank the Boys for being straight forward with this situation and I want to thank AJ for doing the right thing. I was upset and crying during the whole show today and seeing Kevin almost crying, Howie and Brian choking up, and Nick not saying a word and wiping a tear really, really got to me. But what totally made me lose it was AJ's song that he wrote. Listening to those words and looking at his face was so heart breaking. You could really see the pain in his eyes and hear the hurt in his voice. I met BSB backstage in June and he is the sweetest guy, as well as the rest of the Boys. He was all smiles that day and stayed strong for his fans and put on a great show even though he was going through all of this. He has such strength and courage to admit his problem and to get all the help he can to overcome this and come back an even stronger person than he already is. And I am so proud of him for doing so. AJ, I know you can and will get through this. Know that all of your fans are supporting you 100% right now and give you all the love we can give. My every prayer goes out to you. Good luck and God bless. We love you! Submitted by Michelle from San Jose CA USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:08:33 2001 We love you - all of you. AJ, what a brave man you are for asking for help - that takes such guts. Kevin, Nick, Howie and Brian - thank you for proving you're the men we always knew you were. You all truely set yourselves apart and that makes us love you more. AJ - I lost my Dad last year. He was the center of my universe. Its so hard to see the rainbow for the rain sometimes. I was surrounded by people who loved me, and yet, I had never felt more alone in my life. We're all here for you - sending you our love and good thoughts. Let us give back to you what you've given us all these years...our hearts. -Michelle Submitted by Jennifer T. from Arkansas USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:08:23 2001 Hey AJ, I just wanted to say, I'll be thinking of you, and praying for your recovery. I hope you stay strong, and realize that you should be proud that you made a huge step in realizing that you need help. Know that your fans are standing behind you in spirit, and we love you. To the rest of the fellas, you stay strong, also, I know that this is tough on ya'll also. I'm praying for you all. love, Jennifer Submitted by eLiZa from Hopkinton MA USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:08:01 2001 AJ~The video of you singing today and TRL was so sad, the way you could see the tears building up in your eyes, made me cry myself. I'm glad you are getting help, your strong for doing that and you made a good decision..you WILL be better. I was supposed to see you the day after the news hit the public, for my 16th birthday. I am not upset or mad because I can't see you guys, but I'm glad your getting help..and to me thats all that matters. I've struggled with depression myself, and I still am, my parents were divorced when I was four and my dad was taken away to jail for hitting me. I know its definatly one of the worst feelings in the world, and I'm glad your getting help for it. I just wish you the best, and I'll pray for you everyday. You are strong for doing this and now I know you guys really do have problems and don't lead a perfect life..but I know you'll get better. Best wishes *** eLiZa Submitted by Shira from Youngstown Ohio USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:04:47 2001 Dear AJ, I know you are going through a really hard time right now, but believe me you will get through it! I support you all the way for the choice that you've made, and I sincerely hope you get better soon!! God is watching over you, and you will pull though this.... I'm praying for you AJ!!! I love you AJ, and I'd like you to know that you will always be in my heart whether you know who I am or not. ~Wishing you peace, love and happiness always~ Your fan and friend for life, Shira Submitted by Ghazal from Tehran Iran Date: Tue Jul 10 01:04:27 2001 Dear Aj, I haven't been in any of your concerts,I have never seen ya,but you are always in my heart.I love you and the other guys so much. All of us have different problems,and you have been through so much recently.All of us understand the situation,and we all pray for you every time we listen to your warm,sweet voice and everytime we look at your posters on the wall. You have helped us so much during these years.Every time we had a problem,your songs and your voice have comforted us in the best way possible,and now It's our time to help you,I guess. I just want you to know that we do love you,and nothin' can make us stop lovin' you.You are always in our hearts and in our prayers. By the way,we appreciate your trust to us to let us know what you're through.It means a lot!We are waitin' for you,so... Get Well Soon Submitted by Misty from jacksonville NC USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:04:10 2001 AJ, you go boy for confronting your problems, and getting help. It takes a man to do that! And I love you more! I have a greater respect for you now than I ever will! I did not really realize how hard you guys work to make us (the fans) happy. Thank you for that. I am sorry it had to come to this. I hope you get the rest, and time off that you need. You deserve it, all of you guys do. You work to hard for us. But we appreciate EVERYTHING that you guys have given us! So I just want to say, I hope you stay safe, and do what you gotta do! Luv ya' I am praying for you guys! Submitted by Maddie from Windber PA USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:03:29 2001 AJ, I know that this is hard for you, but it's also hard for us fans, every single friend of mine that adores you guys is so shocked and they're just sad because of your condition. I know that you'll be out of there soon, and you'll be feeling so much better, I'm just glad that you're helping yourself instead of letting it get worse and worse, and ALL your fans are praying for you and just know that you're doing the right thing by getting help. I'm very proud of you AJ, you'll be in every single prayer. I Love You! Submitted by Jessica from South Carolina USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:02:09 2001 To AJ and all the BSB, I am very PROUD of you AJ for being a man and taking this step to getting better. I know it's not going to be easy but you have millions of people behind you on this. I know you're going to be back soon and even better than before but if not, all I and i'm sure the other fans care about is your health and well being. I just wish this didnt have to happen but it did and nothing's gonna change that. You can't change your past but you can change your future and I know you will for the better because I know you love to perform and sing and I thank you for showing the world your gift. To the rest of the guys...thank you for not lying to your fans. That shows that you think highly of us and that you do care about us as well. BE stronge for AJ guys although I know you will. AJ, your family, and the rest of BSB are in my prayers. I love you and so do the rest of your fans. ~Jessica~ Submitted by Pol C. from Piacenza Italy Date: Tue Jul 10 01:01:54 2001 Dearest AJ I don't know if you will read this but oh well... here is my story: *The Backstreet Boys have to do an important annoncement* that's what Carson said. I totally flipped out. I waited till the guys came out and said what was happening to you. AJ I am feeling so close to you right now, more than ever, and I pray for you to have the help and the support you need to get through this, to have such things I never got when my grandma passed away and I was in your same state. I know the feeling. You feel like your whole world is over. Like you don't care about doing anything else but stare in front of a picture, or looking around your room. And you feel depressed. You start doing the most stupid things, like over eating, drinking, smoking *like I did*. Nobody was there for me back then. My parents were working overtime to pay bills, my older sister was studing away. My so-called friends just didn't understand my feelings. They said sh!t like "she was old..." and stuff, not understanding what meant to me grew up with her like my second mom and the only one who spent time with me when my parents and sister weren't home, and it was most of the time. Nobody was there but you, the BSB, and you showed me in so many ways that my world wasn't over, that I still could do the things I loved to do, and my grandma would always watch me from Heaven. And I went on, and I am here right now. I did this, you can do this too! You're not alone! B-rok, Nicky, Dee and Kev are there for you. They showed their love for you, they have been there and they will be there. And the fans will be there too. Because you have done so much for us, you have always been *the one*. Now here we are when YOU need help. And we are just wishing to give that to you, maybe just praying for you to get better soon. I'm proud of you because you have the strenght to ask for help. Many don't and the things keep getting worse. But you did, and there's another thing I have to thank God for. Bone, AJiggity, Age, AJ, Alex.... No matter what, we love you. Submitted by Shannon from Pennsylvania USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:01:18 2001 Aj, i hope you are well soon, your true fans will always be here for you. take as much time as you need to get yourself well and back to your "crazy/fun/funny" self, best wishes to you always. love shannon to the rest of the guys, nick, brian, kevin, and howie, stand beside him and i'm glad you came out and told your fans the truth, that's what makes you the #1 group!!!! we all love you guys Submitted by Alex's Babee from USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:01:15 2001 Wow Alex...Who ever knew things could/would turn out like this...It is something that no one ever expected, and something that everyone hoped would never happen...esp. to someone like you. You are a wonderful guy, and deep down, I know you know this too. This is just one stepping stone in your life that you will overcome, just one test you know you'll pass with flying colors, just one whirlwind of collected feelings and emotions that help you find the "real" you. You know how much we love you and that no matter what you feel, you're not going through this alone. We love you Alex and nothing will ever change that. Submitted by Salena from Bay City Michigan USA Date: Tue Jul 10 01:00:25 2001 Hi AJ I have been a BSB fan for 5 years and if you read this i just want you to know that i have been to rehab and i have depresion so i kind of know what your goin through it gets hard but then it gets easer after a while Im still going through my hard times and Im not made that my concert got canculedor how ever you spell it cause i will see you 9-20-01 i think in detroit michigan at least you know you have problem some people go through life not even caring that they have a problemand die becuase of it so im happy you care heres a little poem i wrote when i relized i have a problem I WONDER Often I wonder How I got to this point It seemed so hoples And then got worse That times is far away Mostly I think It must have been a dream All of those things Never happened to me But I know they did because the Experience molded me to how I am And yet to this day I wonder Submitted by Amy from Trenton NJ USA Date: Tue Jul 10 00:59:48 2001 AJ: hey hun! well, i know that your going to be getting a lot of get well type things, but i still felt like i should write to you and tell ya myself that i hope you get better. i've been through a lot by listening to you and the other guys. anytime that i would get into a fight with my mom or one of my friends, i would go put on your CD and everything would be alright. when i got Black & Blue, "How Did I Fall In Love With You" brought me to tears. Everytime that i've seen you guys, it just makes me feel so much better. even though i've never been to a rehab center for something like you, i have had to go see people because i've been depressed. itz nothing like yours, but i know to a point how you feel, and trust me, if you could admitt that there was a problem, you WILL be fine. i didn't think that there was anythign wrong with me, and now i feel so much better. i wish you the best of luck and i give you all the love in the world while you get better. your fans have, and will always, love in away that no one else can. so no matter how depressed you get, i hope that it would be able to help you a bit to know just how many lives you've touched, not just from singing, but for being there without knowing it for so many people. you'll get outta this, don't worry. love, Amy Submitted by SuperBackStreetBoffon from sydney nsw Australia Date: Tue Jul 10 00:58:11 2001 *looks around, a tear falling in real life, and sits, not sure what to say, onlying knowing, only slightly,what Aj must be feeling, as she her self, has been walking the edge of takeing something to her wrists for a long time now. breathing in deep, then slowly, letting it out, she begins* AJ... your not alone... we're all here for you... The guys.. your family... your friends... All us fans...You are not uesless... nor by your self... if ever you get to read this...I wanna shair something very close to my heart with you...*huddles into her self, rocking back and forth slowly* i have been so very close to... to..'escaping'... for a long time now... i have even atempted it at times... but.. you wanna know what stops me..? what holds me back from going over the edge...? You. You and Nick, Howie, Brain, and Kevin. Remebering that day, in sydney, on the 19/11 when i got to meet my hero, when i got to meet You. Up on stage, in front of all those people... *sighs, smileing saddly, tears falling* those memories... they stop me... your voice, your music... thats what stops me... you are one of the MOST important people in my life... yet... we are compleat strangers... i guess... i just wanted you to know.. what an impact you had on every one... even strange lil' fans from aussie land. My prays and my thoughts are with you always, 'spicaly druning this time right now. i understand fully how hard it must be.. but.. just remeber how much you mean to a lot of people... how much you are loved... and how much people need you. Get better... you have the love of thousands of people behind you... please... et better... take all the time you need... but... keep in mind... there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel... sometimes... you just need some one to pass you a flash light to see it... *trys to wipe her tears, but, its now use, as they keep falling, she stands slowly, and walks off, hopeing with all her heart, that one day... he will* First Page - Previous - Next - Last - Add Entry - Other Topics - Message Boards - Exit Page 394 of 475