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Submitted by Shanna Vincent from Blackshear Georgia USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 03:04:15 2001
AJ~
Hey wassup again this is my third message and trust me its not gonna be the last either!! AJ get well soon so i can c ur sexy self back on stage again real soon remember if u feel like u r gonna fall go ahead and fall cuz the fans and i r gonna be there to catch u and help u back up ( u gotta read the first message i wrote to understand what i mean )PEACE LOVE YA!!
Shanna
Submitted by Brianda from L.A. California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 03:04:08 2001
Alex, u r my very best friend, and u know it. We even share the same email sometimes =) (Lol). I cant phone u, cuz I dont even know where u r!!!. But I know that u read this msg from time to time, I hope u can get to read this one: I miss u, Dave misses u. We all do... Why didnt u told me about this? Anyway, I just want u to know that we r here for u, no matter what, that our friendship will go on, and that I will be praying for u ALL the time. If u have a chance, call me. I really need to know whats going on, but not by TV or by D's mouth, but urs. I lover u man!!!
Submitted by Kim from Los Angeles California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 03:01:16 2001
my everdearest aj, i honestly don't know what to say other than what's been said. when i
heard about what was going on today(7/9/01), i literally broke down into
tears. i knew you had had a drinking problem previously, and then when
i saw nick crying, it was like my worst enemy had finally gotten their wish.
i know what it's like to go through problems, believe me. i had to go to
counseling and was depressed for at least four months up until a month
ago today. the counseling helps, believe me. i lost a loved one too, and
it was really hard to cope because he was THE most important thing to
me, god knows, he still is. but he and i are back in each other's lives,
and i couldn't be happier. i guess what i'm saying is that pain doesn't
last forever. the road leading back to happiness is difficult, i know, but
with time, you find your way back to it. and look, you have millions of
fans, including myself, waiting to be there for you, and you've got four
of the best guys in the whole world to get you through this and make it
through. friends can get you through the harshest times of life, and i
can tell you this from experience. if it wasn't for my friends, i wouldn't
have made it. but i did, and sweetie, i believe with all my heart you'll
make it too. all us fans believe in you, and we know you won't let us
down. i myself want to be a singer as well, and you guys are truly my
inspiration, and your music has helped soothe the problems i had
within my life. but i want you to know that my prayers and love are
forever with you, and if you ever need a fan, my e-mail address is
here. i love you and take care. get better darling! all my love,
~~~kim~~~
Submitted by Katie from Olympia Wa USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 03:00:40 2001
All I want to say is that I just want him to know that he has such a big family behind him right now and that all of his fans are totally here for him no matter what he goes through. OUr love is unconditional. I hope to see our boys back out on tour soon
Your in my prayers everynight AJ
LOve Katie
Submitted by Erika from Mesagne Brindisi Italy
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:54:51 2001
I just can say one thing "I wanna die"!Since when I'm a Backstreet Boys fan the guys entered in my life and now I love them more than my family,more than anyone else!They're my life!Since when I heard that Aj I'm an other person!I'm the saddest person in this world!I don't sleep,I don't eat,I don't drink anymore!I cry all the long day!I'm praying God every lil second of my life to make Aj fell better!I just hope that after all this time spent with expert people Aj could stop drinking and become happy and crazy as he always has been!Aj I love you!Remember this!
Submitted by Candida from Pascoag Rhode Island USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:53:28 2001
AJ I wish the best of luck with your rehab. It is a tough thing to go through... believe me I know. I saw my friend deal with the same things. It is hard but I know you will get better. I just want you to always remember you have all your fans stand strong and praying for you. You will never lose us. We will always be by your side NO MATTER WHAT. We love you. I hope you get better soon! Love always Candy!
Submitted by Adriana from Aguascalientes Aguascalientes Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:49:30 2001
AJ
I really hope u could read this, but if u dont its ok anyway. I just want u to know that I felt so sad when I heard about this, 'cause every day I thank God for u, and I feel impotent, 'cause the only thing I can do is keep praying for u. I love u, we all do. But Im sure u r gonna be fine, just remember that we r all with u, and we will always be. I love u Bone, and my thoughts will stay with u.
Submitted by Daniela from caracas Venezuela
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:49:09 2001
There are so many things i would like to say, but AJ i just want to say have faith and be strong, life often takes us, in this so many ups and downs and the key is to have faith and fight for whar we want and just be ourselves, you have the love of sooo many people, and i love you and i trust you and most of all i admire you, today i got a LIFE LESSON and i am sure that u are going to make it, i know what you are going through and i know is hard but someone as special and unique as you are certanly would make it.
YouŽve been by my side, when the worst happened to me and you still are, so i just wanna say i am here for you and i totally undestand you, have faith and be strong we will allways be here, no matter what, so get well and get back what ever it takes just be OK we will always 4 ever love you and be here.
on may here i saw u at the concert you made it all thanx for that, i love you, and you have all my support and EVERY night iŽll be here praying and thinking of you
I love you, get well
u have always been there and i will always be here and belive me i know what you are going trough just have faith and be strong
Submitted by Anna Bell from Israel
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:46:42 2001
Dear AJ,
I just want to say that i hope everything will be ok! because i can't see you suffer! so be strong like you always are! and come back to us soon! and don't worry, we all support you and believe in you that you can get out of this!! Love, Anna-Bell.
KTBSPA!! KTAMPA!!
Submitted by MJ Livengood from Little River South Carolina USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:44:53 2001
AJ,
I know times seem dark right now. I know sometimes you wonder who you are anymore. Maybe you look in the mirror and don't recognize the man you've become. You wonder when all this happened and what you did to desearve it. You aren't alone. We (you're fans) are all here for you. Even though you may not ever get to know any of us, we all care. We love you AJ and we are behind you all the way. You have been the light in the darkness for us and I know I for one would be honored to be your light. Take your time. Get your head clear and get healthy. Don't worry about everyone else just take care of you now. We love you and pray for you. ~~God grant me the serenity; To accept the things I cannot change; The courage to change the things I can; And the wisdom to know the difference.~~ Lord, Please look after Alex, his friends and his family. They need you right now. Keep them safe and in you're loving arms. Amen. Love always, MJ.
Submitted by *bones*princess* from Hamilton Ontario Canada
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:44:48 2001
AJ, I am not even sure if you are actually going to get this but I have taken advantage of being able to say something with hopes that you might read it!
I don't even know how to begin! It must have taken a lot from you to admit to having the problem and the very first thing I would like to tell you is how very proud I am of you! The realization is the first step to getting away from this problem! AJ, I myself suffer from depression, perhaps in different circumstances, and this may sound weird but the ONLY thing that makes me feel good is listening to Backstreet Boys music! When I listen to BSB I guess I kind of forget about everything else, I don't know why it has this effect but it does! There isn't really any way of explaining it, and often people tell me I am stupid or crazy to believe that listening to your music helps but it truly does and these aren't just words, they are true feelings coming from the bottom of my heart! When I am at a concert or have your music playing that is all I care about...I really do love you guys! It may sound crazy, cause in truth I don't even know you, but it feels like I do, seeing as though I have been in love with BSB for 7 years now!
I have to admit that when I first heard today on Energy Radio that you were going to rehab my first reaction was to cry...I didn't even want to talk to anyone, I just felt so helpless! Just knowing how much your music helps I just hoped that I could do or say something that would give you the same strength that your music gives me...but there was nothing I could do! =( In a situation like this the only thing that I could possibly do, was to keep you in my prayers...while everyone was upset over the fact that the show dates were postponed the only thing I could do was pray that you would recover from this successfully! I know I have rambled on, and this probably doesn't mean much to you cause you might be thinking that I am just another fan saying the same old things...and maybe I am...but I do know that I truly mean EVERYTHING I have said just as I truly believe that you will get through this! My mom, has always said to me that you can have anything you want if you want it bad enough...but you have to work at it...where there's a will there's a way...so, AJ, I know it's hard but give it 110% and soon it will go away...everyone experiences struggles in life, some worse than others, but I really believe we all have the strength from God within us that encourages us to fight away the evil! Believe in God AJ, but most importantly believe in yourself and in that YOU CAN DO IT....and from time to to time you may have to reassure yourself of that! For now, I guess that is all I can say, I hope that you will get a chance to read this or at least one of all of these messages other fellow BSB fans have posted because they are all soo lovely and we all truly want the best for you! Keep strong and God bless you!
As for the rest of the guys...what AJ needs most right now is your love and support! Which I am sure you guys offer no questions asked! It has to be hard on you four as well, as you watch a brother-like friend having to go through all of this, but like I said to AJ, you just have to keep strong and believe! I love you all very much and I just want you guys to know that I am keeping ALL of you in my prayers as you go through one of the rougher times in the groups and maybe even your individual lives! God bless all of you!*bones*princess* =)
an optimistic fan from Hamilton, Ontario, Canada!
Submitted by Brianda from Los Angeles California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:42:03 2001
AJ
I didnt know u were having problems like this, but I just want u to know that we love u and that we will pray for u. I love ya baby!!!!!
Submitted by Erica from tempe az USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:41:27 2001
I just wanted to send my wishes your way kid.
I lost my grandmother quite awhile ago. I still grieve. It is okay to grieve. Please find consolation in the fact that she is in a better place. And she is still with you in your heart. It would be hard to have faith right now, but wouldn't you know it; this is when you need it the most. You have to trust that God will not put on you what you can't handle. I will keep you in my prayers. Whether you know it or not you are an inspiration to millions. God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Submitted by Hollie from USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:39:36 2001
Dear A.J Ive been reading these peoples notes and you know what, Im 19 yrs old and Ive lived through alchol abuse with my dad and hon you dont want to get were my dad was... because its hard to get out of it. My dad had been an alcholic for yrs and I lived through it all... My dad died in December of 97 and I wish that I could tell you how much drinking hurts the ones you love,b/c after all Ive been there. The depression part Ive been through too,but it gets better day by day and it will make you a stronger person for it so please get well soon and know that Im praying for all you guys . God Bless and Im hoping a speedy recovery for you. Sincerly,
Hollie
P.S Im proud of you AJ for the first step to recovery
Submitted by maria from manteca CA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 02:37:39 2001
aj, sweetheart i am so proud of u for getting help i honestly wish that something like this would have never happened but sadly it did and u will always be in my heart and prayers. U have opened my eyes to so many things and i love u for that i also hope to see u on the road when u get better we will all miss u while your gone but we all know it's for the best all i want is for u to get better and to see your smiling face again because of u my life has changed in so many ways i can't describe, but because of u i have also got help with depression and some other things and i honestly don't think i could have made that step without knowing you helped yourself and when i found out u wanted help i also began realizing i needed help too before it's too late i love u and you are in my prayers and god bless u and your family. please get better soon
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