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Submitted by Patrice (a.k.a. A.J's mistress) from Pittsburgh Pennsylvania USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:29:29 2001
Dear A.J.,
†I hope get a chance to read this but I dobt it.†When I heard about this, I was so shocked. Just the thought of hearing A.J. needed help was bad. A.J., I don't understand why you would be so depressed, but I would guess it was because of your grandmother. My grandmother died, but I can't even begin to feel what you feel right now. A.J., I am so sorry this had to happen to you. There is people out there that don't do sh*t for this would and nothing bad happens to them, so that person would continue to drink, kill people, do drugs, and everything else in there power to make themselves feel better, but it's really bad for everyone else. BUT THEN THERES OTHER PEOPLE, WHO DO SOMETHING IN THIS WORLD, WHO TRY TO MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE, WHO WANTS TO GO SOME PLACE IN THERE LIVES, BUT SOMETHING ALWAY HAPPENS TO THEM. Do you know how much that pisses me and a lot of other people off.
A.J., like I said, I am so sorry this had to happen to you. You and the Backstreet Boys are the last people I think on this earth that deserve this. I love you so much, You mean the world the me, and may God bless you and the future of the Backstreet Boys!!! A.J., if you knew what I knew baby. Love and peace and last but defintly not least,
often imitated, but never duplicated, †A.J.s Mistress†
Submitted by Amy from Sandy Hook Conneticut USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:27:15 2001
A.J i love you so much and i hope you get better, i know all of us BSB fans are here to help you through this and we dont want anything bad to happen to you or the other boys, we wish you the bst of luck and hope you feel better soon. good luck
Submitted by Sabrina (Sab's) Carter Dorough from São Paulo SP Brazil
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:26:44 2001
Dear AJ.
Hello! Here who is speaking is a fan. Sabrina Carter Dorough. I'm from Brazil,
São Paulo and I'm 22 years old. Good, firstly I would like to say that the one that you are doing now, is very good. I'm happy that you like itself own and wants to take care at any cost! I was only sad with the fact than happened this weekend that half left in the whole ones that of open mouth, never imagining that one day would happen with a BSBoy. But now that this everything if normalizing and leaving the very clear things for us, I came by means of this e-mail to speak of the as you are important for us!! It is quite so! Thus, like Kevin, Brian, Howie and Nick are important for us, you are and will always be our warrior that fought a lot for getting where you are now, with the help of the other ones 4 logical. I don't know more than to speak, therefore the tears are dropping on top of the keyboard! But doesn't worry dear... I with certainty will be here for you, for the group. Praying to every day that to pass!! Until coming the news that you will be better, better more than never!! For to arise in a stage and to raze as always made close to Kevin, Brian, Nick and Howie.
Kisses of your fan that loves you forever.
Sab's Carter Dorough.
PS: Excuse for my English mistakes. But tries to understand what I wrote... hehehehe
Submitted by Toni from Tampa Florida USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:26:28 2001
AJ - I am so proud of you. It took so much courage for you to admit that you have a problem and even more courage to actually do something about it. I cried for you so much last night. I wish I could take all the pain away from you and make you feel better. You and the rest of BSB have given me so many hours of happiness with your music. You probably have no idea of the positive impact that you have had on so many people. I know that you will get better. You are so much stronger than you think. No matter what is wrong, it can get better. I totally believe in you and support you all the way, always. I love you so much. You are such an awesome person, you deserve to be happy and healthy. Just get well, that's all that matters now. I will pray for you every night. I have complete faith that you will come out of this a better man. I know you will. Thank you for everything you've done for all of us and know that we are totally behind you. Just get well, AJ, and come back to us. We'll be waiting for you with open arms. I love you with all my heart
Toni
Submitted by Jan from Frederick MD USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:26:24 2001
Hey AJ,I just want you to know that we the fans support you 100%. Everyone has hard times that they have to go through. I'm sure you'll get through this. We wish you the best and get better soon! Love,
Janice
Submitted by Barbara from North Carolina USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:25:33 2001
AJ,
I would like to express my sincerest support to you as you enter one of the most difficult times of your life. The strength you demonstrated to not only your family, friends, and fans, but to yourself is incredible. Strength has many different ideas but, for me, strength demonstrates a personal knowledge to help yourself through situations, but wise enough to let others help you or know when you need the help. Some people think that you have to be strong, which can alternatively mean "by yourself", but if that was to be true what did God give us friends. I have seen indiviudals go through this treatment before, so I send you my prayers and love. Best Wishes Always! Sincerely,
Barbara
Submitted by Jessica from Binghamton New York USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:25:27 2001
AJ,
I just want you to know that you have my prayers. I saw the concert at Hershey, and i have to say, as always, you blew me away. It takes a lot of courage to do what you did. To admit a problem, and seek help. I know what it must feel like to lose your grandmother. I am an only child, and I live with my mom, and my grandparents. I have never met my father, and have only spoken with him once, on the phone when I was 5 years old. Right now, I am 14. My grandparents have been there all my life, and I know I wouldn't take losing either of them all that well. Please know that whatever you do, you will have my full support, and i believe that all other fans will give you the same support. I know that I am only one person, that you probably won't ever meet, but if you read this, I just want you to know that I care, and that we all care. I hope you find the help you need, and become well. God Bless,
Jessica
Submitted by Vish from Pune Maharashtra India
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:24:22 2001
AJ,i just wanna say one thing. Music is love, love is music, music is your life, and u love your life (I hope). its about time u got your head examined. stop troubling yourself and all ur fans, man. love, Vish
Submitted by Cayla from Highland IN USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:24:05 2001
Please, AJ, get better soon.
Submitted by Alexandra from Baltimore Maryland USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:23:55 2001
hey A.J.,
I just want to tell u that i know it's hard losing someone. i lost my grandmother too and still cry whenever i think about hercause we were soooo close. she lived w/ us and was like a second mother to me. she helped my mom and dad raise me. The worst part was that she died from a stroke and i had to see her everday in the hospital struggling for her life. after she had the stroke i asked God from the bottom of my heart to allow to be w/ us one more year cause i just couldn't see myself living w/o her because i would feel so lonely. sure enough my grandmother lived for 1 more year. it was really hard to deal w/ this but i KNOW u can. believe me, i'm sooo sensitive. if i could do it then u DEFINITELY could do it. i believe in u all the way!!!!!!!
w/ lots and lots of love
Alexandra Petropoulos
Submitted by Amanda from Simpsonville SC USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:23:51 2001
AJ-
I am so proud that you are getting help. You will make it through, you are very strong. Just think you have all your fans and the other guys to help you. You will do great!!I love you!!!!
Submitted by ria from Miami Fl USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:21:34 2001
Hopefuly this will be recieved by A.J....if not at least my fellow BSB fans will read it...I am 22 years old...exactly one year and 19 days younger than A.J. I too was raised by my mother and I too suffer from depression and anxiety...my father was an alcoholic and never seeked out help...My life hasnt been as amazing and fulfilled as A.J.'s but I can only assume....I spent many nights wondering if there were people like me around...now I know there is....And i hope A.J, realizes that he is NOT alone..
Hearing the news that A.J. is strong enough to admit he has a problem is gratifying..That's the first step in getting the problem solved....He has shown courage and strength...i personally believe that this is a minor set back..and anything can be done if you believe in yourself....The fans love you A.J...and will no matter what...good luck and love...ria
Submitted by Caitlin from san diego California USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:21:25 2001
AJ- I love you so much and I want to let you know how proud I am of you. You did a really brave thing and I love you for that. When I first found out i was really upset, but now I realize its just another step the backstreet boys, as a group, have to take.Always remember there are thousands of people supporting you. We don't care how many dates you miss as long as you're happy and healthy. Get well soon!
Submitted by Hayley Poe from Conrad IA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:21:01 2001
AJ,
Babydoll, as your number one fan I want to tell you how proud I am that you are seeking treatment and how brave you are. My dad is an alcoholic and I have seen just what the effects of alcoholism are. My mom divorced him and I go see him, but I virtually have no relationship with him because of watching him trip up stairs and blame it on my sisters big feet. I feel that your family must be soooooo proud of you also. Right after my mother divorced my father, her best friend was killed in a drunk driving accident. The man who was drunk didn't get hardly any punishment for what he did. All he had to do was pay 200 dollars. My mom has suffered from depression since then. She is taking Celexa right now because of it. I just want you to know that whenever I'm down I listen to your music and I sincerely hope that you feel well enough to sing again. AJ, I support you 210%. I hope to see you soon.Luv and stuff
Hayley
Submitted by Nikki from Gardiner New York USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 10:20:52 2001
Hey AJ, hun, I know you can do this! Myself and the other BSB fans are gonna support you all the way! This is so much bravery and courage you had decided to make, and I know that you will get better! I have been a BIG BIG fan of BSB for a long time and I know that you are strong enough to do this! Just seeing you in pain, makes me in pain cause I care about you and the BSB so so so much and your music always helps me get through a lot of rough times! My prayers are with you everyday and every night! I love you so very much and I wish you the best and MOST of luck to you! KTBSPA!
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