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Submitted by Jennifer from Stanhope NJ USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:35:58 2001
AJ,I have to admit, When i found out you had a problem I cried for hours on end (even though I'm a Kevin fan) It takes a big man to admit he needs help, and I'm not surprised you admited it before it got too out of hand. You're very responsable like that. Get well soon so I can see you and the rest of the guys at the East Ruthorford show on September 7. Love always,
Jenny
Submitted by Anna Kahn from Soviet Union
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:35:24 2001
Dearest, no words will never express the admiration and love I feel towards you. No matter what. Now I respect and adore you even more. Only a very strong person can find courage to make the decision you've made. Now I'm sure you're on the right way. We all have hard times, as well as happy times, and that's how life goes. Just don't forget the good times will come again. Please, always remember you're not alone, because of all the people who love you, need you and pray for you. Always remember how much you mean for so many, how much you do for us by just being with us. You're very young, and you still have a lot to do. So, hold your head high, and be strong. I love you, and I'm waiting for you to come back and continue blessing people's lives with your talent.
Submitted by Jenn Lane from Oviedo Florida USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:35:10 2001
Dearest AJ,
You are such a courageous person to come forth and admit that you have a problem. I as a fan want you to know, that your pride should not be hurt, because you are still a backstreet boy. When we came on as fans we knew that you guys weren't perfect and we respect you for that. You have shown us the way to succeed and that's what's most important. You can never let us or me down because I respect you for who you are. I will maintain to keep the backstreet pride alive as i know you will too. I wish you all the best, because if time is what you needed then take as much as you nedd because i will be waiting as long as it takes. Get Well soon and see you around!!!
Love You Always,
Jenn Lane
Submitted by Lissette Lopez from Oakview CA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:34:18 2001
aj brian kevin nick howie,
i just want to let you know that i am with you guys and i am going to pray for aj so that he can get better.and you'll see that he is going to recover. aj i wish you the best and i love you.(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Kelley Giorgianni from Queensbury New York USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:33:20 2001
AJ,
I am incredible happy that could could face yourself that you have a problem. You could stand up to the world and confront it. I hope on my life that you get better. I don't care about post poned concerts or the refunded tickets. All I care is that you are OK and healthy. The worst nightmare of millions of girls worldwide is to lose the most treasured man in their life - you. So, best wishes and get well REAL soon :)--Kelley
Submitted by Amy from Olathe Kansas USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:32:34 2001
Hey AJ I just wanted to let you know how much God and all your fans, Friends, and family love you! No matter what God will stick with you so ask him for help. You right now concentrate on getting better and worry about other things later. Trust God and give him everything and you will feel as if a big burden has been lifted. So just to let you know you can lick this and we all are praying for you! I love you All! You can beat this!
Love and Prayer from all,
AMY
PS- You can beat this and God loves you!!!!!!
Submitted by Nancy from Mission Viejo Ca. USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:31:14 2001
Hey AJ I hope you get well very soon because we want to see you back.
You always be in my prayers and thoughts and remember that we care about you and the rest of the boys, take care.
Love you, NANCY
Submitted by NICOLE from CHICAGO IL USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:30:57 2001
Dear AJFIRST I WANT TO START OFF BY SAYING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE THE LORD IS WITH YOU. AS ARE MANY OF THE FANS I AM ALSO PROUD OF YOU FOR SAYING THAT YOU NEED HELP. IT TAKES A BIGGER MAN TO REALIZE THAT THAN JUST TO HIDE. YOU ARE VERY BLESSED AND HAVE MANY PEOPLE THAT ARE PRAYING FOR YOU.
AJ THE LORD SAYS COME TO ME AS YOU ARE AND YOU NEED TO ASK HIM FOR STRENGTH THROUGH THESE ROUGH TIMES. I KNOW THAT LOSING A LOVED ON CAN BE TOUGH BUT DON'T WORRY BECAUSE ONE DAY YOU WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. GOD HAS HIS ANGELS WATCHING OVER YOU EVERYDAY. RUBKE ALL THOSE BAD SPIRITS AND CALL OUT TO
HIM HE WILL ANSWER YOUR PRAYERS. I PRAY THAT YOU WILL GET BETTER SOON. EVEN THOUGH MANY OF YOUR FANS HAVE NEVER ACTUALLY MET YOU, YOU ARE A PART OF US AND WHEN YOU HURT WE HURT. I ALWAYS PRAY FOR YOU AND THE REST OF THE GUYS EVERYDAY. I WISH YOU THE BEST IN ALL THAT YOU DO. THERE IS NO GREATER JOY THAN KNOWING
YOU ARE HEALTHY AND HAPPY. TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED AND GET BETTER BECAUSE WE WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOUR. THIS IS A QUOTE FROM A SONG THAT I SING AT MY CHURCH, "AND HE WASN'T SURPRISED AT WHERE I HAD BEEN, HE WAS WAITING FOR ME AT THE END OF MY SIN AND THAT'S WHERE IS MERCY BEGINS."
I PRAY IN THE NAME OF THE ONLY SON JESUS CHRIST
AMEN!
LOVE NICOLE
IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK YOU CAN E-MAIL ME AT NIKKI_BUFF@YAHOO.COM
KEEP PRAYING THE POWER OF PRAYER IS POWERFUL
Submitted by Lauren from Indianapolis Indiana USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:30:17 2001
To all 5 of the guys,I strongly believe that you guys can get through this. You have already been through a lot of bull s*** and that's just made you all better and stronger people. I think that it's just a test that can definitely prove how strong you really are, and with us fans by your side 24/7 no one and I mean NO ONE can touch you. I'll pray for you all until AJ gets out and I just want AJ to know that admitting that you have the problem is the first and hardest step. AJ your mom has to be one of the most wonderful people in the world for raising you single and I can understand you being so close to your gramdmother because my mother and my grandmother practically raised me too. Although I do see my father, he doesn't really act like one either. YOU WILL get through this and I know that all the fans would rather have the dates postponed and you getting better than being dragged on the road getting worse. AJ I really believe that you are a wonderful role model to have and I am glad you're in the public eye. You really give other people faith and hope. I wish that I could do more but sending this and sending a letter like this on MTV is all that I can do. One day I think that I will meet you bacause I think if you want something bad enough, anything is possible. I hope for the best for you and the rest of the guys! We'll all still love you and we can't wait until you get out! YOU CAN DO IT!! -Lauren 13
Submitted by Fatima Collins from Arlington VA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 15:15:17 2001
My Dear AJ:
When I think of you I think of all those things that I have always wanted to be but am not. Because of you and in spite of myself, I am able to be that crazy, blinking-hat lady that you have seen during the last concerts. You know who I am. My daughter and I stand for the entire length of the show and sing, dance, and laugh right along with you. Our last concert was in Boston. We were very close to the stage. There we enjoyed every minute of what you were giving us and we love you dearly for that. You have made our world a better place. And as with all things that shift and move, it is now time for you to shift and move too. As you start your new journey, remember that you have many here who love you for exactly who you are. You don't need to be anybody else and we want you exactly the way you are. The process is not a short one -- I understand that -- I have gone through many different spiritual changes myself in the last few years, but I do know that who I see inside of you is a beautiful being that takes my breath away. My dear AJ-- go take care of yourself. Do everything you need to do to be the being that you are meant to be. And then come back to us -- for we love you totally and unconditionally and we are here for you. The love and the light that is my symbol of hope is with you. I send you everything that is beautiful. I send you my love. I send you my light. I know that the road is not easy -- and I love you dearly for the decision you have made. Just remember that at the end of this adventure lies a whole new world for you. A place where you will find that you will love yourself for whom you are. Love yourself AJ -- Love yourself with everything that you are and understanding that you can love yourself and we can love you exactly as you are. No more curtains and no more screens. No more hiding. Just you -- the beautiful being that you are -- and all the love we have to give to that being. I love you sweet one. May God keep you always. I look forward to seeing you again for you truly brightened my life. In spirit and in love. Namaste -- Fatima
Submitted by shanda heath from cedar rapids iowa USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:27:49 2001
AJ, Nick, Kevin, Howie, Brian,
My thoughts and prayers are with you. You have given so much to all your fans, now it's our turn to give back to you. We will all be praying for you, we will all stand beside you, and we will all support you.
Shanda
Submitted by Angel Millwood from Tallassee Alabama USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:22:19 2001
-AJ
I am so proud of you for standing up and saying you need help. You took the 1st step and asked for the help you need. It took a real man to do that. I hope that you know that you made a hero of yourself, your standing up and asking for help
may encourage someone else to do the same thing
you did. I want you to know we are not mad at you. As fans we are standing strong for you.
I Love You And Hope To See You Better Soon.
I also want you to know that you can open yourself up to us we will stand beside you no matter what you do. But Mostly I Just Want You To Know How Proud I Am Of You!!
Luv Ya Always!
Your Fan,
Angel Millwood
Submitted by Andrea Graterol from Barquisimeto Lara Venezuela
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:22:00 2001
De verdad espero que te recuperes pronto de todo esto, y vuelvas mejor que antes y más alegre.
Recuperate pronto y sigue haciendo felices a todas tu fans.
Te vamos a extrañar mucho este mes, pero si todo esto es para tu recuperación...espero que todo te salga bien.
I really love you so much
Get well soon
kisses for you
Submitted by Novice from Jonesborough TN USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:21:58 2001
Dearest AJ,
As a fan of BSB, I feel like I know you. As just a regular person, I know something about what you are going through right now. Please know that you are in my prayers. Don't rush back. Take all the time that you need. Get better. To AJ's family, Kevin, Brian, Nick, and Howie, you will also be in my prayers, that you will understand his illness and will be there for him. He needs people who love him unconditionally right now. Good luck and God bless!
Love,
Novice
Submitted by Amy from N/A Montana USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 14:22:12 2001
~ Love is all around you ~
#1 Verse
Clueless of the world
Such news has shocked me
You have given it your all
Shown that you are strong
I guess we all have faults
This one has got you down
Fighting
Bridge
I wish that I could give you my hand
And tell you everything will be the same Chorus
You need us
It’s a world of unhappiness
We will support you
You are scared with in our hearts
Don’t give up
It’s to early to give in
You mean so much to us…
There is love all around you #2 Verse
I am still speechless
With others I unite
Through the darkness
We are here through the fight
We have given our hope
Reached out our hands
Loving Repeat Bridge-
Repeat Chorus- And when you feel like crying
We will cry with you
Don’t be afraid to face the darkness
We are with you
You are a gift from heaven above
A blessing with in our hearts
Give it your best
WE will not give up Repeat Chorus-
We are always with you AJ. Always and forever
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