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Submitted by julie from montreal canada/qc Canada
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:10:04 2001
hi aj!!
i don't if you gonna read it but i wanna tell you that i'm with you forever however happen i will always love you aj.you are the boy of my dreams.
i know that you can pass throught this because you are strong aj and because all your fans are with you.i support you and you can count of me to be by your side forever. i know that you don't know me but one day you will see me.anyways i hope that you will come healty and happy(i know that you were not).we gonna waiting for you and the other guys.so take you're time!!!
I LOVE YOU AJ FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
julie
xxxxx
Submitted by TANIA from mexico mexico Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:09:02 2001
DEAR AJ:
Right now i'm crying like crazy because of you, please stop drinking, you've got so many fans supporting you , you're gonna be alright, but please remember that we love you and we will support you always , so please stop drinking.
MY BEST WISHES TO YOU, AND REMEMBER THAT WE LOVE YOU !!
I LOVE YOU, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
SINCERELY, TANIA
Submitted by amber,danielle&kimberly from rantoul illinois USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:08:18 2001
a.j.,when your band members were on trl without you and then they said "as you can see aj is not with us today " my mom walked through the living room and said"what is he dead"(god phobid) we were like oh my god whats wong and then they said seek treament my mom said "he has a brain tomor" i was like SHUT UP!!!! and then when we found out what was really wrong danielle cried for an hour and a half me and kimberly were really said cause we are your biggest fans ever the backstreet boys are way more than just another boy band your like family. some people are woried about the concert dates and we are like forget the concerts as long as aj gets better if he tries to do concerts when he's like this he get hurt and we don't know what we would do without bsb. they are our life . today at summer school this dude named zack walked up to me and said you like drunk and bums hu (everybody knows im a bsb fanatic) he made me so mad that i chased him around the room and when i cought him i pushed him and made him bust his head open on the pavment and then the most popular boy in school was walking around saying zack got his but kiked by amber hahahahahahah
so i'll do anything for bsb and aj get well sone
k.t.b.s.p.a.
sighned
amber,kimberly&danielle
Submitted by Aimee from Carver Massachusetts USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:08:08 2001
Hey AJ!!! i am glad you decided to get help b4 it got worse. i was supposed to goto the boston concert on july 9th and when i heard it got cancelled, i was bummed. but later on that day i saw the rest of the group go on trl that day, almost in tears, and said that u went into rehab. i started crying. but i wasn't so upset nemore that is was postponed bcuz i knew u were doin the right thing goin to get help. that is a ver strong, brave thing to do bcuz a lot of people don't admit they have a problem but u did. neway, i just wanna say that i hope u get better. if u have the time to, which i'm sure u don't but that's alright, please send me an e-mail back at Aimicsty@aol.com.
luv always,
your number 1 fan of all time
~Aimee~
Submitted by Isel Sanchez from Nuevo Leon Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:08:06 2001
AJ i really think you're a brave man, all the BSB fans are with you (as you can see), this was the best decision you coulded done, i know you are going to get better, your healt is our priority, iŽll keep you in my prayers. By the way, to the rest of the BSB: you are the best friends that AJ has, love you all!!!Thake care and get well !!! =)
Isel
Submitted by Veronika from Caracas Venezuela
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:07:44 2001
Beloved Alex: At this moment of your life what you need is love and support, and I know that all your fans are giving you what you need. We have been with you through the good moments, why shouldnŽt be in the bad moments. As in a marriage: I love you at health and sickness, wealth and poverty, until death do us part. IŽm praying for you and your family and will be waiting for your deific and triumphal return. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART. Vero.
Submitted by emily from buffalo ny USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:07:18 2001
AjI decided to write a message simply to say how proud I am of you. It takes a strong spirit to realize that you need help. You are a role model to so many people young and old, and you seeking help will only help others. Depression and Alcoholism is a serious problem in the United States, and you are helping the battle.
Thank You Love and Prayers Emily
Submitted by sara from London United Kingdom
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:06:23 2001
i don't know what i can say or do that will ever make a difference! :0(
i offer AJ my full support and even though i'm one of the many fans he has, i'm just another person to let him know that i'm thinking of him
so AJ WE WILL THINK OF YOU!
XXX
Submitted by Tiffany from Marietta Pennsylvania USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:05:02 2001
AJ~
Hey man! I just want to wish you the best of luck with your life. A family member of mine recently went through this type of problem. It was extremely hard for all of us. And to be honest he had to go through 2 rehab centers to be successful. It was a long time but the most important thing is that he beat it! Well, so far. He takes each moment minute by minute and just focuses on that time and what he should be doing. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you to just stick with it. As I said, it was extremely hard for all of us but you will be in all of our prayers. I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason so just try to get through it and move on. Eventually, some time in your life you will figure out what that reason was. Until then best of luck and I LOVE YOU!
LOVE,
Tiff
Submitted by Amanda from Somerville MA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:04:52 2001
Dear AJ,
My best wishes are with you. I know you are going through a tough time. My grandmother died recently and she was close to me; it is very tough. I can't even imagine the pain you are dealing with because you are dealing with more problems on top of it. I hope you take your time in getting better and receive all the help you need. I think you are a very strong person for being so honest with the fans and I thank you for that. I just hope that you put your own health in front of your career; it can always wait. The fans are all very supportive of you and love you. I hope you get well soon.
Submitted by Ness Collins from va USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:04:21 2001
My sweetness Alex,
I hope u r doing better and r gettin ready to rejoice in ure new happy life. Im happy that u went and got help. U bring so much happiness to peoples lives and u deserve to have as much as u give out. I really dont like to share this but in my family a lot of people suffer from alcohol and depression. Thats y im so glad ure gettin help. Ive been around it so much in my life that it hurts to see anyone drinking. No one in my family has admitted they have a problem or gotten help. Thats y im so glad u did. U r such an amazing person that u dont deserve to b that way. I kno ure a human being like myself but u bring so much love and joy into the world that u deserve more than u can imagine. Alex i dunno if u kno this but to me ure like a big brother. I look up to u and respect and admire u so much. And its not because ure a Backstreet Boys or ure famous or n e thang like that. Its because ure a great person. Uve put others before ureself. Uve done more so far in the past 3 years than most people do in their entire lives. U have a special glow that cant b taken away. U have the power to light up a room with ure smile. But most importantly uve tried to b as true to ureself as possible. I kno its been hard but uve fought to make ureself u and the fact that u said u needed help when u did shows that u wanna stay the great person that u r and that u have the power to be great. Thats a quality that everyone not just u is losing little by little everyday. But uve decided to b different and not let go. That says somethin about who u r. Alex, I kno that u kno that everyone gets sad and lonely and depressed just like u. But u have a gift remember? If u feel sad or lonely u can write the beautiful music that u write and express it thru a positive way and make ureself feel better. Ull feel better about ureself and make others feel better and to prove it I wanna let u kno that when I heard what had happened to u I cried. A lot of us cried. But my tears were special. U made me realize somethin that I lost a long time ago. Something I never thought Id regain. Something u Alex had the power to restore. And its not just something uve done for me its something uve done for thousands of people all over the world. Thats an indication that u r better than that. And its not just something that I kno. Its something everyone who watches u onstage, is around u, and looks into ure eyes can recognize. Its something that will never ever leave u no matter good times or bad. Just like me. No matter good times or bad times what ever u need support with I will b here for u. So will everyone else who cares about u. U arent alone. U may feel it sometimes but u have a wonderful family, 4 group members, ure friends, and all ure loving fans with u. And Alex dont feel like we wont b there. All of us will b with u. We all love u. And if u get lost we wont let u leave without a fight. Because we love u. We will always love u. And theres nothing u can ever do that will make us stop. So I wanted to let u kno that, even tho im sure u already did. And I wanna leave u with something that has a special place in my heart and hopefully can find one in ures. ok here it goes...... IN A PERFECT WORLD,
HUMAN BEINGS WOULD CO-EXIST HARMONIOUSLY,
LIKE A RAINBOW,
A MULTITUDE OF COLOURS,
EACH LAYER VIBRANT AND CLEAR BY ITSELF,
BUT IN UNISON.....
*BOUNDLESS
**BREATHTAKING
***CELESTIAL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Once again Alex I have to tell u that we all love u. And we all will no matter what happens to u! U r the moon that lights up our nights! And u always forever will be. *~*peace and godbless*~* Ness Collins
Submitted by Savanna from Plymouth NC USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:03:59 2001
Aj-funny,crazy,and most of all very truthful. i can say that i am very proud of you for actually admitting that you had a problem. it takes a very strong person to admit there mistakes. i can tell you that right now. just keep on being strong because you are. it broke my heart to see how sad the other bsb's were,but deep down inside they are very happy because you are now taking control of your life. and after it is all done with your life will be better than ever. just stay in there and be strong for the other bsb's,your fans,and most of all for yourself. my prayers will be with you. *LOT'S OF LOVE*
Submitted by Kasie from Douglas GA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:03:01 2001
AJ...I know that you are going through a hard time right now and you should know that your fans are with you all the way.I've never lost anyone that close to me so I can't say that I know what you're going through.I don't even want to imagine what it must be like.As for your drinking problem,I hope you can overcome that and realize that you have other options.You and your family are in my prayers.Good Luck!!! With Sympathy and Love,
Kasie Cribb
P.S. I Love You AJ!!!
Submitted by Stephanie M. from Ft.lauderdale Florida USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:02:56 2001
When I was watching TrL and I saw Aj not there with BSB I was like "Oh noo dont tell me Aj left the group!" But when I heard kevin say that he decided to check into rehab! I started crying because I knew he was an alcoholic already! How? well becuase when BsB were down here on January 21-24 in sunrise,Fl to begin there tour on January 22.I found the hotel they were staying at and after the show they went to the hotel to celebrate and AJ was at the Bar, Drinking! Then on january 23 after the show he went to a Bar near my house and he was getting drunk! how do I know this..well my friend followed the bus to that bar and she went in! And his dogs name is jack daniels.So thats when I found out he was an alcoholic! But i did not know he suffered depression! Things got worse when his grandma died! But I wish for the best! I pray for him every night and hope all goes good! oh and the song he wrote it sounds good but its so sad =( Everytime I hear it, it makes me cry! But in a way its good he decided to go to rehab but in the other hand "WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO BSB after hes out?" It makes me cry when I see the faces on BSB's faces! All I know I will always be a BSB Fan 100%! Backstreet Fans just pray for the best for Aj!
Submitted by Lizette from Bx Ny USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 16:02:47 2001
Dearest Aj,
May god bless you.You will get through this.I have been there and I got help.I felt so much better about myself afterwards.My prayers are with you.I can't wait to see you and the boys in September.We love you and will always love you sweetheart.
Love Always,
Lizette
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