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Submitted by samantha pollock from costamasa calforina USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:10:20 2001
I broke out in tears when I found out about a.j. the war between nsncy and backstreet ment nothing any more all the matters is that aj gets better I dont care if nsnyc sells a million cds just as long as aj gets better!
Submitted by T.L. from New York NY USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:10:13 2001
Dear AJ,I know that you probably will never read this but I feel so helpless, that's why I'm writing and sharing my feelings with all the other BSB fans. When I first heard about the news I was very sad but then I realized how good it is that you're doing this now, and I respect you even more than I did before. I respect that you guys didn't try to hide anything and came and told the fans straight forward. Some people say that holding on makes you strong but sometimes it's letting go, and in this case I'm really glad you let go. I know something like that takes a lot of courage, especially with the kind of work that you do. I was supposed to see you guys in concert on July 18th and I was very excited about it and still am because I know that I'll have more fun at the concert when I know that you're ok. Well there's nothing that I can really do but pray and hope that you'll get through this. Just think of this as another test in life that you're definitly going to pass.I believe that whatever the mind of a person conceives and believes, they can achieve.I know about your grandmother and I'm very sorry for your loss. There's a little poem I have though; May you know the peace and comfort
This heartfelt thought imparts,
The ones we love are never gone
'Cause they live within our hearts I think I've written enough but remember your fans are always here for you, no matter what we'll keep the Backstreet Pride Alive. You may not know it but thanks for all the sunshine and smiles that you brought into my life. So God speed, God Bless, and again as always hope you pass.(I know it's corny) P.S.(For AJ and Nick)If thoughts alone could bring good health, our wishes would make you well.
Submitted by ~Kara~ from N/A O-hi-O USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:10:02 2001
Dear A*J*~~~~~~~~ Hi! I would like to send my best wishes you in your recovery. I want to let you know that you will be ok. The best thing you could have done for yourself is to ask for help. That is the 1st step to recovering and getting better. And always know that you should never feel like you have no one. You have your family, Yo 'boys', your friends and loved ones and your fans. We will be here, hoping, and praying for a good recovery. Just remember that it will get better no matter how bad you think it might be right now, know that it will all be alright. You are a strong person, we all have faith in you and know that you can do it!! WE LOVE YOU!! IT WILL BE OK!! Wish you Well!
~Yours Truly~
:0)
Submitted by Sarah from Naperville Illinois USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:08:37 2001
Dear Aj,
I understand that these past few weeks have been really tough, but hang in there. Tell the others to hang on to. I was in there situation a year ago when my sister was sent to rehab for becoming violent to others, but mainly to herself by overdosing. It was a difficult time for my family but with all the prayers we were able to make it through and so was she. So I mean this from the bottom of my heart when I saw that my prayers and the prayers of hundreds of others are going to help you through this. Be strong.
Love always,
Sarah
Submitted by Elizabeth from Distrito Federal Mexico Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:08:21 2001
AJ:Well... I just wanto to say that you are an idol for me, not just for being in the BSB, for said that you need help, not many people do things like that, you have guts to say that, and I'm pround of you, I know that you will be fine, and remember this, "You are not alone, you have for wonderfull brothers and a lot of fan that loves you with al their heart, I want you to know that you count on me, and that I love you, you are an example for me, I hope that someday I will do the same things that you are doing.
Nobody is perfect, everyone have problems, and you choose a good way to solve it, do your best and remember you are not alone.
I always be by your side, take care of you
Kisses Elizabeth
Submitted by Marisa from Eastchester NY USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:07:41 2001
AJ-
I'm sure you are having a tough time in your life with losing your grandmother and all. I'm sorry for your loss. A lot of times life sucks and we're stuck. There's a lot fans that support you and i am one of them. It's hard to lose someone you love. I know because its happened to me 5 times in the past 10 years. By the time I was 12 I already have been to 3 funerals. I hope you get better real soon, which you will of course. Even though I have to wait till school starts again to see you in concert, its more important that you get better first. I'm real glad that Nick, Kevin, Brian, and Howie are 100% behind you. It's great that you said you needed help which is really hard for people to admit and it is a big step. You'll be back touring before you know it. I hope you are back to your old self again real soon. You'll be in my prayers. Good Luck. - Can't wait to see the best band out there back in concert in September!!
Submitted by DVP from Oakland CA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:06:53 2001
~Dearest AJ~
Hey! I know I already submiited an entry but I think I forgot a couple of things to say! First of all, I would just like to say that we are all very proud of you how you dealt with this situation! It takes courage to even first realize that you want and need help let alone willingily go to rehab! It was also brave of you to first talk with the rest of the group about your desicion, and then want them to be honest with us, the fans! I know that you can overcome this! Your fellow backstreet members have faith in you, you family & friends have faith in you, your fans have faith in you, and I know theres AT LEAST an ounce of faith in yourself too! I have no doubts in you! We're going to be waiting to see you back on stage because we know that's what you love to do!
~Dearest Brian, Nick, Kevin, & Howie~
Hey! You don't know how stunned I was when I turned on MTV and saw everything you all had to say! I'm also equally proud of you guys! As fellow bandmates of AJ and some of his best friends, I know it must have been very difficult for you all to first deal with it yourselves and then come out and tell all of us. I'm very happy you did tell us about it. I know that most other artists would have probably lied or completely ignore it, but you guys didn't! I'm proud of you for that! I know you all have faith in AJ and I want you to know that WE ARE 100% BEHIND AJ AND ALL OF YOU! I wish you all of the best!
Love Ya, DVP
Submitted by Tatiana Marich from Queens New York USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:06:18 2001
Dear Aj
I want you to know that iam your number one fan in the hole world. If you ever need someone to talk to i will always be here for you my e-mail address:Tkm7@aol.com. I know what you are going throw right now. I lost my dad in December of 1993
and i felt so mad that he died that i wanted to kill myself but i thought to myself why would i do that if i still have family and friends who love me. Thats what you should be thinking right now that for you to get better real soon because you still have your friends , your family/ the guys in the band and of course your fans that love you so much. Aj get better real soon ok
I love you and i will always be there for you and you will always hold a very specail place in my heart
Submitted by Lin from Oregon USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:04:57 2001
I'm rootin' for you, AJ. You seem like a very strong person, and I'm sure you'll make it through this. All my thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, friends, and the Boys. Good luck, and I hope to hear your wonderful voice on the next album soon. ;)
Submitted by Shannon from USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:01:34 2001
AJ,
WOW!! You have a lot of letters from your loving fans!! That shows how much we care about you and want you to get better! It has been really hard for me since you are my favorite BSB. Everytime I see anything that has to do with this I start crying cause I dont want you to be going through this pain! Im so happy that you are getting help instead of just lying around wondering what you are gonna do with your life like most people do! I know that the music buisness is tough and people really get mixed up in different things. Dont worry about getting back to the tour, just ger healthy! Thats all that a lot of us care about!
Your 4 bros are soo great that they arent lying to us about this. They are great guys you have, dont ever loose them! And please stay a BSB after this! I love you AJ and I will be praying for you and everyone that you know and cares and worries about you.I have been crying my eyes out cause im so sad about you! You are the best BSB!! Dont ever give up! I love you!!
Love your #1 fan
Submitted by Andrea from Wichita KS USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 00:59:12 2001
It takes incredible courage to admit that you have a problem, further courage to seek help. My prayers are with you and God is watching over you.
Andrea
Submitted by Debora Ornelas from San Juan TX USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 00:58:41 2001
AJ, it took guts what you did and I am glad that you are getting help just remember you have all you fans behind you and you band mates as well. Get better soon. We love you!
Submitted by Silvy from Miami Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 00:57:03 2001
Dear AJ,I know how it is to lose someone close in your family and some people don't recover as fast as they wish to... I know you will get better because you have the support of everyone who loves you, which includes your family, the Boys and your fans... Don't get better because you feel you own it to everyone, do it for yourself because you want to get ahead in this life and you want a better future for yourself... I know you are a strong person and you will come out of this with flying colors. Just know that all of your fans, family and the Boys are 110% behind you and we wish you the best in your recovery. We love you and we want to see the old AJ back, the down-to-earth and caring guy... Once again, we love you AJ and hope you get better soon... Sincerely,
Silvy p.s. To the Boys: Keep hanging in there!
Submitted by Ana from Miami FLorida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 00:56:41 2001
AJ, I just want you to know that my family and I will be praying for your health. I am glad and very happy that you admitted to one of your weaknesses. It takes a great person to do that. Dont worry about fans being disappointed about the rest of the tour, we just want you to get better and overcome this depression. You are a strong person, and may the Lord bless you Alexander. We all love you very much.
Submitted by Karen from Upper Darby Pa USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 00:55:58 2001
hi AJ i wish you all the luck in the world get better soon there is no backstreetboys with out you take it one day at a time get well soon you are in my thoughts and prayers Love Karen
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