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Submitted by Danielle from Princeton MN USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:04:13 2001
AJ~
Best wishes to you babe! I'm glad you realized your problem and wanted to get it fixed. Now THAT takes a real man! I'm proud of you. I'm going to miss seeing you for the next 30 days, but it's for the best. Don't worry about making it to the concerts. What we, the fans, want is for you to get better! We love you Alex!
Love Always, DanielleNick~ Hang in there!
Submitted by LeeLoo from Toronto Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:02:50 2001
AJ, I'm really proud of you right now baby! U chose the right thing to do! As much as I love BSB, I don't care about concerts as long as I see u happy! I love you babe, and hope u get better soon! You're gonna be fine if u really want to!
And BSB, all five of you guys have all our love and support!
Backstreet fans, you're the best!
!Keep The BackStreet Pride Alive Forever!
Submitted by Koleena from Elkhart Indiana USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:00:59 2001
Dear AJ,
I hope you get better soon.I told all of my friends to pray for you. I am going to tell everyone at my church to pray for you and the guys, too. I know how it is to lose someone that you are close to because I lost a friend and we were very close. When she died it felt like the world stop and I cried for days. I still miss her alot. When I found out what happened to you I called everyone that I know and told them to pray for you and the guys. It seems like I have knowen you and the guys forever but I have not even meet you. I was at the concert in Indianapolis. It was the frist big concert I have been to and I will I will remember it for ever. I made a freind when I was there her name is Kaci. My friends and I hope you get better soon.
Koleena
Submitted by CHRISTIE from Orlando Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:01:00 2001
AJ, mah baby~
when i heard bout this i was in tears. it hurt me so bad knowing u had to go trough all of this. i'm so so SO proud that u are gettn help though. i want u to know i pray all my prayers with you in em EVERY night before i go to sleep and dream of you. Without you and the other guys i don't know what i would do. i love you so MUCH! i wish you new. and God WILL take good care of you and make you better becuz He knows u got way 2 many fans out there to let down. we are all behind u 200% babe! don't worry about anything becuz all of this is in God's will ya know. there is a reason for it. that was so thoughtful of the guys telln us fans about it. thank u so much. and i heard about ur grandmother died and that might be a reason of all this. I know EXACTLY how you feel. i was closer than ANYTHING to my grandfather and he died of cancer and i didnt get to say boodbye to him and he meant everything to me. he was the only person i could really talk to ya know.so i know how it is. But just ask God ta hold ya in those big cuddly arms of His, cuz He will and he wont drop you. i promise. we are supportn u all the way and i hope and pray you get better each day! if u wanna email me feel free its CutieWithDaBootie@wetwetwet.com if u wanna IM me my screen name is BabyGotBack12369. well i gotta go ta bed now its 2 in the mornin. i love you AJ...4ever n ever i will! bsb fans......u ROK!!!!! God Bless
luyas everybody!!!
~*CHRISTIE*~
Submitted by Courtney from Ottawa Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:00:29 2001
AJ,
I was incredibly suprised and upset when I heard of your news. And as many of your fans show their support and I know that you will be moved and touched. I just hope that you take as much time as you need to really recover. As one of the millions of your fans I know that all we want is for you to get well. And 30 days may not enough time. I know how much time things like this can take coming from a long line of family who had similar illnesses. We as fan may not formal know you but we've grown up to you and with you . In some ways we feel close to you. You have been there for many of us in good and bad times and we will forever be there for you in good and in bad times too. Through your music you have accomplished so much for yourself and others. Times may be bad but knowning how many people are behind you hopefully will help. You have given so many so much of yourself and we will give you as much of ourselves to help you get better. And when you do I know that you will be better then ever and prepare to face the world that loves you so much! In the past couple of days of heard so many people criticize the fact that you ruined the groups reputation but this of course is not the truth. We are all human even stars like you, and mistakes happen. I know this may sound bad but I apprieciate you and the boys so much more for being so open about your problem. You will always be in my heart! I know you can and will get through this. My thoughts and prayers are with you aj!
Submitted by Raquel from San Marcos Texas USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 02:00:12 2001
A.J.-
What words could I possibly say to express all that lies within? There are none that suffice...simply know this: the Lord only gives us what we can handle and the trials & tribulations that we face in this life only serve to make us stronger; there is always some lesson to be learned. Remember that you are not in this battle alone and you've already won half of it by choosing to undergo this treatment so that you can get back to doing what you love best & that's making music. You are a strong person and it all starts with one's will-believing in yourself is where it starts; you just gotta have faith! You will most certainly be in my thoughts and prayers for it is my most sincere prayer that you get back on path soon. The Lord has blessed you with a wonderful gift & just know that there is always light behind the clouds for life is never beyond hope - "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you..." - 1 Peter 5:7I leave you with this scripture hoping you keep in mind that the Lord is by our side always for He has said He will never forsake us... Phillipians 4:13: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..." GOD IS LOVE & LOVE NEVER FAILS...
In His love, Raquel M. Martinez
Submitted by Scheherazade from Caracas Venezuela
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:55:21 2001
Hey AJ!
I guess I just can say that, just as the rest of all your fans, I'll be here to support you just as I've always been!
You have a lot of courage and love and passion... and those beautiful things that make you who you are and that you've shared with us for all these past years are the ones that will help you be our AJ again!We'll always be here!
I will. LOVE!
Submitted by Jwana from Warren Michigan USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:53:26 2001
AJ..we all want u to get better! It doesn't matter if we never get to see the concert, we just want u to get well real soon! I love u..i think ur awsome as hell! Your a tough ass guy and u can make it through this! GET BETTER SOON CAUSE WE WANNA SEE U BACK ON THE ROAD AND DOIN WHAT U DO BEST! LOL...AND BACKSTREET BOYS...HOPE EVERYTHING TURNS OUT GOOD!..GOOD LUCK WITH EVERYTHING U DO..BYE GUYZ!..WE ALL LOVE U SOO MUCH!
Submitted by Lori from greenwood lake ny USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:49:43 2001
AJ,
First I must say that it takes a real man to admit that they have a problem and you have.Eventhough you are going through this difficult time all of us,your loving fans,know that you will make it through this and come out a million times stronger.And I also want to commend Nick,Brian,Howie,and Kevin for being true and real to us,the fans,and letting us know of AJ's problem.
All of my thougths and prayers are with you AJ,your family,and your brothers:Brian,Kevin,Nick and Howie.We love all of you and wish nothing but the best of luck.
Love,
Lori G.
Submitted by Laurel from Richmond, California USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:49:28 2001
AJ...wow...so much to say...
First off....my prayers are with you hun. In the same moment, I am mad at you...the same way I would be with a family member...but at the same second...I am proud of you. Proud of you for admitting that you have a problem, proud that you are willing to get help, proud that you are not hiding in shame.
"I know that lately things have been so hard, and looking out through your broken heart. All you can see is dark and lonely days ahead...just remember Jesus said: He knows every star in the sky,every single tear that you cry. His love is here, faithful and alive! I know that this world can be cold, in His arms your never alone. Thats the promise to you and I" Those are lyrics from a Plus One song that brings me a lot of strength. I hope that maybe it can help you too.
Have faith my friend...while this is going to be, admittedly hard...I know you are a strong man and that you can conquer this. Phill. 4:13.."I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me"
As hard as it is for those who have had their shows postponed, and as hard as it would be if more were....take your time. If in the 30 days, you don't feel 100%, it's ok. We love you too much to see you hurt yourself more for us. If it means pushing back more shows..so be it. I will just be glad to see you as yourself again, whenever that may be. You've been a blessing to me..and I hope that this lil letter can be a blessing in some way to you.
To the rest of BSB....good luck you guys...be strong and as supportive as you can of AJ, i know its hard..but we all need someone to lean on. Thank you for being honest with us. We are so thankful that you didnt cover it up. Even more reasons for us to love you.
Denise...(((((HUG))))) My prayers are with you. I can only imagine what it is like to see your baby go through this...especially on top of the last year. Good luck.To the fans, lets continue to support AJ in anyway we can!!!
KTBSPA and the AJSA (A.J. Support Alive)
Much Love, and many many many many Prayers!!!!
Laurel "MzMcLean" Clemons
Submitted by ~*~Brianne~*~ from New Prague Minnesota USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:43:43 2001
AJ ~
When I heard the news on TRL, I was devastated. I am one of your biggest fans, and the news brought me to tears. But I know you can get through this, because you are a very strong-willed person. I know the pain your family and friends must be going through, because my boyfriend had clinical depression and a drug problem. Fortunately, he was able to quit the drugs on his own. But he had to take pills for his depression for a long time. And finally, just a few weeks ago, the doctors saw it fit for him to go off the pills - his depression was cured! Now, he's the same fun-loving guy he was before depression hit. You can be like that, AJ. You can overcome this obstacle. All you need are 2 simple things - patience and love. I know you have patience; you must have it in your line of work. And you definitely have the love and support of millions of fans all around the world! Just remember that we're here for you every day, you just have to reach out to us. My family and I pray for you every day, for a safe and speedy recovery. Remember, from all of your fans -- WE LOVE YOU, AJ! :)
*Tons of Love*
(and much support)
~*~Brianne~*~P.S. Nick, I saw you on the TRL interview...your tears broke my heart. I wish I could give you a hug for each tear that you cried...but I'm sure you're getting plenty of hugs. One more wouldn't hurt, would it!? :)
Submitted by Anna from Oceanside CA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:43:02 2001
Dear AJ:I don't even really know where to start. I want to just give you my 100% support through this time. I can only imagine how much courage it took for you to admit that you had a problem, and to go about seeking help for it. You are such an awesome and gifted man, and I just know that you will come out of this rehabilitation stronger than ever! My heart goes out to you for having to deal with so much pain in your life. I know that you will get better, and when you do, all of us BSB fans will be here to welcome you back with open arms... especially me! We will forever KTBSPA, now for you more than ever! Love you!!! ~Anna Banana
Submitted by katherine from montgomery alabama USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:41:41 2001
@~~aj~~@
hey aj!!first i would like to tell you how proud all of your fans are of you!also that you are in our prayers all the time.i also want to tell you that i go through depression too.so i have a very small inclination of what you are going through.i can always tell right befor i get depressed, & i dread it,i'm terrified because i am such a happy person& it brings my self confidence down, i love to please people.i try and do whatever i can to help & meet everyones needs.i bottle things up inside & i dont tell any one how i feel, accept for one friend, i tell her everything,sometimes though, i cant tell her how i feel about certain things.i have helped myself get over some of my depression by talking about my problems no matter what they are to who ever i can trust thats around me at the time,and i cry, a lot!!!and it helps me, i also write songs and poems to whatever im feeling right then,i know you do to.i recomend taking a journal every where you go , even to the grocery store, i do that,its just a suggestion. i love you, you are in my family & friends prayers,im proud of you, & thank you for all you have done for me, i love you.
Submitted by Kristy from Robbinsville NJ USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:38:32 2001
It's a life lived in vain, and now, once again, angony has struck the Backstreet boys. I know AJ will not be able to read this because rehab centers don't allow outside contact until a clean bill of health, so I'm not worried or upset if the boys read this or not. I just have to say I saw the boys on July 3 and it didn't look like the boys or AJ for the matter were in trouble; but i will let you in on something. If it looks like there is no problem with someone and they all act peachy, there is something wrong. I always felt that one of the boys would enter a rehab center, but i never thought it would be AJ. I always thought it would be Nick or Howie cause, you have to admit that they always act too peachy and happy. I wish that i could be as happy as they always seem to be, but that'll never happen. Right now, AJ seems to be in a lot of sh*t (i hope i can say that) and he needs support. I'm glad he asked for help cause he looks like a person who would have a hard time asking for help. He's got b*lls to ask for help, and i'm glad he did. I know alot of people are thinking that AJ and the boys did this for publisity, but when i saw the pain and tears in each of their faces, i knew this was a genuine group of guys. Nick looked like he'd burst out crying like a baby and his voice cracked in complete sorrow! If they're acting, there're really great actors on grief. I never heard or seen the boys that upset and thats how i know that they are really worried and this is really happening. If you see another interview of them, look at their eyes. You can see in each of them, "My brother needed help. I can only hope he can make it." It seems that they love him, and nothing will change that. Besides, NIck and Howie's attitudes make lying almost imposable. They would seem to have a very hard time lying. I'm proud of AJ for having the b*lls to admit he had a problem. I prolly will never be able to admit a problem like that and i am so proud that he admited to himself that what he was doing was ruining him mind, body and spirit. If the boys are reading this, i just want to let you know that even though we never met, we love AJ just the same and we want him to get better just the same amount. No matter the distance, each of us can reach in each others hearts and give the same amount of love to a person who needs support. Take care everyone and hope everyone can have some sleep tonight, knowing that AJ is in good hands and in everyone's prayers. Good night a God Bless. If anyone wants to get in touch with me just to talk about him, I'm always on to talk to someone about my boys and their support. My IM Name is Angeldevilwings1. Love you all and sweet dreams,
Kristy "Da Penmarker" G.
Submitted by haley from vancouver BC Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:38:00 2001
AJ,
I wish you all the best for your recovery. Hope you get better soon. God Bless you and the boys....
lots of love
haley
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