Submitted by Desiree from If I tell you i'll have to kill you. :) Indiana USA
Date: Sun Aug 12 18:26:26 2001
Hi everybody, I have decided to make AJ a poem book. I originally was only going to fill it with my own poems, but
I think it would be better if it was filled with not only my poems, but the poems of his fans.
So I am asking you to sumbit your poems for AJ. I have limited space, so I might not be able to
use every poem I receive, but I will do my best. If you have any questions or you wish you sumbit
a poem, send them directly to me at swtd7@hotmail.com. When you send your poem, you may also
include a note to AJ if you wish, but please keep them brief as the more pages I use for each
poem, the less poems I can include and I would like to include as many as I can. Due to school
beginning for me in two weeks, I am not sure when I will get the book done, but as a curtosy to you,
once the book is finished and on it's way, I will e-mail everybody who had a poem in the book so
you know the book,did indeed, get sent to AJ.
I also need idea's for the cover of the book. A title and what, if anything, should be put on the
cover. If you have pictures, you can submit them, but please be aware of the size. Also, if they are
of yourself with AJ or at a concert or whatever the picture might be, include a caption for it.
As to exacly what sort of book I make, I am unsure about. I plan to go to the store here that sells
hobby and craft things t see what I can find. But the book will be made with care and to the best of
my ability. I do not have a scanner or anything, so I will not be able to show a picture of the
finished book, however, when I send out the notice when the book is sent, I will be glad to tell you
what it looks like.
So many people have sent AJ cards and letters andpoems, but this book would be more than a letter
or poem, it will be a collection of poems that come straight from the heart of some of his fans. We
all love AJ a lot and I can't think of a better way to show it so please submit your poems to me and
help me in the making of a book that AJ will hopefully love and keep for years to come.
Thank you.
The e-mail again is swtd7@hotmail.com.
Desiree
(Please talk to me before posting this anywhere else. I don't know how much space for poems I will
have and don't want to have to leave anybody's poems off if I don't have to.)
Submitted by Amanda from Mt Vernon Kentucky USA
Date: Sun Aug 12 17:46:12 2001
Dear AJ:
I've been a fan of Backstreet Boys since my parents let me listen to other music besides Christian. When I heard the knews that you were sick I cryed. I think the whole world did. It seems I cant get enough of your music, let along your pictures and you TV shows. I wish you nothin but good health and a great rest. I love the Backstreet Boys and each and every one of you hold a differnt place in my heart. I know Im only one out of maybe 3 million that has sent this kind of leter, but the way I see it, if one more makes a difference than so be it. I cant wait to see the Backstreet Boys on TRL, The Late Show, or even on the local news. Good luck and God Bless!Love Always
Amanda
Submitted by Dana from Israel
Date: Sun Aug 12 17:14:01 2001
Dear A.J!!! How are you doing?
I'm wishing you the best, and lots of goodluck!!
I love you, and take care!!!
I dont have more words to say, so just heal quickly and know so many care about you and love you so much.. Dana.
P.S-pleeeeeeeeeease come to Israel!!
Submitted by Jennie from Whitby that is around toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Sun Aug 12 17:04:17 2001
to: A.J
I just want to tell you that keep up the good work. I am happy that you are getting better. You are sooo cool. My couson had the same problem that you have and he got help and he is fine just like you are going to be!!! you have over 50 millon people that love you and i am sure one of those people. i send my love to you and your famley. luv you forever and ever Jennie
Submitted by Camri from st.clairsville ohio USA
Date: Sun Aug 12 13:26:47 2001
Dear AJ , HI !! Our names are Kelli and Camri and we just wanted to tell you that we love you and that you will be in our hearts and prayers . We loved you at the concerts we saw and we will always love you . We are behind you and the Boys 100% . We want you healthy and better then ever . You are number one to us in our hearts . We saw your mom on 20/20 and we thought that she was a big support to you as well as the Boys . We wanna tell you that we are praying for you and that for you to come back stronger and healthier . We wish you the Best of Luck !! We love You !! and We Miss You !! Good Luck !! Be Strong !! " Be cool , be real , behave " ~ and Stay Healthy and Strong !!
We love and miss YOU !!
Camri and Kelli
Submitted by Elisa Anaid (again ) from Mexico City Mexico
Date: Sun Aug 12 03:34:33 2001
HI Alex :HEy man I know you´re better now and I´m very very very happy about this I can´t wait for see you in action ,well really I can wait for I wait for all my life believe me I love you very very much
I saw your mom in tv last night and I very sure that she´s great I love she is very strong and I´m agreement with she about you´re different one beautiful , lovely and gentle person is Alex and I love him I love the way that i know he is , and another very different person are AJ he´s sexy,also lovely crazy and beautiful. I love both of you and anyway for me yoou are VERY SPECIAL and ddoesn´t matter what happen I´ll be there for you. I really like call you always Alex ´cause is more special for me.
I haven´t written you in a couple of days and I feel sad ´cause I said I would writte you every day but I Can´t I hope you forgivme .
Well see you letter please say to your mom how much I admire she
If you wish and have just a little time you´re welcomed to email me back I hope very soon
ok I LOVE YOU MEN
Care yourself and care you family
GOD BLESS YOU FOREVER AND EVER
LOVE U ALEX
LOVE
ELISA
Be Cool , Be real , Behave.....but the most important BE HAPPY , BE STRONG AND BE YOURSELF FOR EVER
Submitted by Vicky from USA
Date: Sun Aug 12 02:16:26 2001
Alex~God I love you so much! Im so happy that you are doin better! I cant wait to see you back in action again! You looked great in that pic on 20/20!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU!! I LUV YOU!!!
Luvin you 4-ever~
Vicky
Submitted by Diane from Texas USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 20:23:17 2001
AJ I saw the 20/20 show and I just want to say how great you looked with your head shaved.I have been a huge fan since 97' and I just want to say that we cant wait till you come back. You dont have to come back as the "bad boy" either we will luv Alex just as much as A.J.! I never realized how hard it can be on you guys and I have a new respect for you. Luv Ya Lots Diane!
Submitted by Shauna C from Shreveport Louisiana USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 16:22:38 2001
Seeking treatment is the bravest thing that a person could possibly do. That's because you're admitting to having a problem (which there is nothing wrong with that)and wanting to change. There are some wonderful daily self help books that will help you through this. I read one everyday and it has helped me realize alot of things about myself. Who cares what other people think of all this. It's you're business and your life. So take all the time you need to sort things out. Keep up the faith and best wishes to you.
Submitted by Callie from Springhill Louisiana USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 15:45:09 2001
aj, i have been a backstreet boy's fan for about 3 and a half years now. i am praying for you during your hard times. you will make it through this!! bless you,callie(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Anastasia from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Sat Aug 11 12:18:01 2001
AJ/Alex,Baby, I watched that 20/20 thing, and I totally understand how you feel. It's not easy doing what you do, being in the spotlight all the time. Hopefully you will be able to come back stronger than ever. And just so you know, you don't have to be the "bad boy" for us fans, we like you for YOU! For Alex! God bless you baby forever and always.
Luv,
Anastasia (ur biggest fan!)
Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuua! xoxoxoxoxox
Submitted by Jennifer from USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 11:22:05 2001
Dear Alex, I'm so sorry that I didn't e-mail you for two days. I've been really busy. But each day I've still prayed for you and kept you in my thoughts. I was babysitting and missed your mothers interview and felt so horrible. So this morning I went to NBC.com read the story and printed it. It's so sad the things that you went through. But I know that you're strong and courageous and will overcome these things. I pray for the day that you return to being the happy Alexander James McLean. Just know that A&F I'll Luv U! You'll always be No.1 in my eyes! Take care babe! Luv U!
Submitted by Rosiane from Rio de Janeiro Rio de Janeiro Brazil
Date: Sat Aug 11 11:17:19 2001
hi,aj!!
this is the second time that i am writing for ya!
all i wanna say that i love you and that me and renata we are planning about a fa-club and she is here saying that she loves you!(and who doesn,t?).
i hope you will get better and come back to rio as soon as possible because we are missing you!!!
i am sending my best wishes(renata too)and we know
that you are going to get better(than ever!!).we need you!!!
be cool,be real and behave!(that,s what you wrote at black and blue) kisses and we love you
rose,renata and more than one million fas all over the world!
p.s:we are with you!!!!!! (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Tu-Anh from USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 11:11:50 2001
we love you aj(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by dana and alex from harleysville pa USA
Date: Sat Aug 11 11:08:41 2001
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