Submitted by VIRIDIANA RDZ from Mexico city (df) Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:49:06 2001
aj: bad news!!!! just wanna let you that all your fans need you sooo much!! get well, try to be strong!!!! make us happy!!!! we are behind you!!!! dont be weck!! we love you!! we are with you!!!! get well please!!! i need you!!!! aj no necesita nuestra compasion si no nuestro apoyo!!!!
Submitted by //\\//atalie from Durham North Carolina USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:45:45 2001
Dear AJ,
I heard the news about you and I was happy. I know this sounds mean, but I was happy for you! You found the strength inside of you to admit that you needed help and I totally applaud you for that! The first step to healing a problem is to admit that you have one and you did the right thing! I really hope you get well soon, but if you need longer than 30 days then all your fans completely understand! Take as long as you want, just make sure that you get better and keep feeling better! Your fans are with you and we support you 100%!Get well soon!
peace, love n lollipops,
//\\//atalie
Submitted by Jessie Stamper from Manchester Missouri USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:40:26 2001
Dear A.J,
I am a huge backstreet fan and i want you to know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers from now on. I know that not many people know what your going through but my mom had to go to rehab for alcohol and she is much better now. Just keep your head up and never forget that you have so many people out there cheering for you. Even if you never have the time to read this, it just makes me feel better to know that i tried to help you and i hope you get better soon! I love you and all the boys so much!! We will always be here to support you :)
*Party safely, rock n roll, we're the fans thats outa control, we're so wild, we're so free, were the fans of BSB! ***KTBSPA!***
- Jessie aka: Nick Carter/BSB lover
Submitted by Uknown from Miami Fl USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:37:22 2001
Aj..
I honestly don't know if you're going to get this or not,But I'm still going to take this chance and going for it.
I heard by my brother that you were in a (*Rehab*). I thought it wasn't true, I didn't think you'd do something like this. But like humans we all do things that end up hurting ourselves and our sorroundings.each and everyone of us has a reflect towards this. i'm sure as i say this I speak for other fans of *BSB* we're all inspired by You and your talent as well as the other BSB members.I know it does seem hard because you feel as if you wanna give up and not go on. But hun noone can do this but you,in order for all this to go away you need to put your mind and heart to it.If it's because of your *nana* Memories are stored within your mind and heart..if it's because of love..we all end up getting hurt at the end,No matter how many times we give our heart to someone we always end up shedding tears within the cold.Hun whatever the reason is that took you to this point of life, Remember noone else can do this but you.Put your mind and heart to this.. get out of it.. I've seen so many get hurt by this and why?
because they let themselves fall into it.you're much more better than this.When i went to the concert in Miami I was amazed by the energy you showed..Hun use that energy to fight this.. "Someone once told me in order to fight the war you need to win the battle within you"..I hope somehow you understand what i'm trying to say by this.. HUN may all of our thoughts and prayers be with you..
}~{Love always}~{
Submitted by Nancy from Cochrane Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:32:34 2001
Dear AJ,I know times seems that no one cares or understands and that you might of felt alone but do know this that we the fans do care and you have great brothers that do love you and care about you. And they will be there for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Just hang in there and you'll see that everything will be alright.
Your Fan
Nancy
Submitted by Audrey Green from London ENGLAND United Kingdom
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:32:03 2001
Dearest AJ
I am very sad to hear what is happening to you at this moment. I just want to let you know even though you don't know me I love you very much, why you may ask ? when I don't even know you, well you are a human being first before BSB/popstar and I respect that and what you do in terms of your job. But AJ you come first... you are important not just because you are in BSB but I believe we all have a call on our life that God wants us to fulfil. You bring alot of joy to many people and maybe the one person you are missing out is your own happiness/peace that can only come from Jesus.
If you ask him he will give it to you.
I heard you lost your gran mother, I know that can be hard. I lost mine when I was 13years old, she lived in Jamaica I my family lived in England, so when she died I was very upset because I never got a chance to meet her because we couldn't afford it, AJ you have one thing that can not be taken away from you .....and that's the memories you have of her, she also saw you make your dreams come true....she must have been so proud of you....make her proud again honey and get well.
I really hope you read this letter, I will leave one more thing for you
please read :-
Psalms Chapter 91
Psalms Chapter Chapter 77
Jeremiah Chapter 29 V11-13
Isaiah Chapter 54, V17
God Bless you AJ maybe God his love shine upon you, and may their be God's peace in you heart and soul.
AJ you are in my prayers, what you are going through it is just for a season it is not forever speak to God I know you believe in God and let him know how you feel he is right their beside you...trust me he is just waiting for you to call on him.
Love
Audrey
Submitted by Susana from Guadalajara Jalisco Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:31:09 2001
I encourage A.J. Me you that your you will leave ahead.
Your you can my adored boy.
They are difficult moments that you rot them to overcome with the time and when you believe to need help you don't doubt to request it since in occasions it is better to face the accompanied problems that you try to solve it your alone, but clear if you will undergo a treatment you make it for you.
YOUR YOU CAN....
Submitted by Vish from Pune Maharashtra India
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:27:22 2001
hey AJ,get well soon, man. trust me, everything's gonna be alright. AJ first, AJ last, AJ always.
heaps of love,
Vish
Submitted by Harriet from Hong Kong China
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:26:33 2001
AJ! hey be strong! dun forget that God holds our future, so dun worry, everything will be alright. U gotta be strong, dun turn to drugs nor alcohol. It sounds stupud, but they're not the solution. Escaping is not the solution. You should be FACING it! come on, you can do it! God, your friends,family, The BSB and not to forget all your fans will be here for you to give u strength!i'll be praying for ya!!!!
Submitted by Syeta Anja from Knoxville Tennessee USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:26:21 2001
Just want to take the time to say-A.J. hold on to God's unchanging hand, for He is the one that gives you the strentgth and the power to hold on. You are in my prayers, and I hope that everything goes well for you. You will always be a HERO in my book, because it takes a strong man to take the stand you have taken. Be strong and believe that you will achieve the level of love and strength you so desire in you life. Keep the faith.To Kevin, Nick, Howie, and Brian:
Be strong and hold on to your faith, for that is what you need now and always. Thank you for allowing us to be in support of you while you go through some very trying times. We'll always love and respect you guys for being who you are. Keeping you all in my prayers forever and always.
This I pledge to the fans- In support of the A.J., his family and the Boys, I pledge that everyone young and old wear a White Ribbon-to show your support and to let A.J. know we are behind him 100%. Please wear this ribbon until A.J. comes back to us. Thanks
Submitted by maie from Australia
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:23:12 2001
hey aj ... i know i may not be ur #1 fan ...
but i know that no matter what happens i will still be one of the biggest fan ... hope u get better soon, and i know u can handle whatever problem that may come along through your life,
there are many peeps out there who love u ..
esp. ur mom, grandparents, especially ...
THE BAND - BRIAN, NICK, KEVIN and HOWIE ...
Most especially your fans ...
I know u'll get through this ...
GOB BLESS & always remember ...
- WE WILL ALWAYS LUV YOU COME WHAT MAY -
.alwayz.
.maie.
Submitted by Burcu aka DaBone from istanbul Turkey Turkey
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:18:46 2001
ALEX UR THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO ME!!!!
hi, first of all i want u to know that ur the most important person in my life. u always say u love ur fans so much, well then if u really love me, and if u really love the other fans, take care of urself, obey what the doctors tell u to do, and get well soon.u are very important to me and i wanna see the "HEALTHY" Alex again. my prayers will never stop. i send u all the best wishes. I Love you!!!!!Get well soon!!!!!C ya!!!!!
Burcu (DaBone)
Submitted by backstreetgirl from Pakistan
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:13:03 2001
this is the second time i'm writin here cuz i'm feelin kinda guilty.When i got the news about aj i wuz like "hey c'mon whats the big deal...he'll be alright soon".But then later i realized "hey hello! its aj mclean we r talking about not any ordinary person!!!!". And then i decided to write here again. So aj my man letl me admit that u r not my fav bs boy but i've always considered u the best in everything...u r the best dancer, ur voice is cool and the best thing about u is that u r brave. Its really hard to pluck up courage and tell others ur problems specially the kinda propblem u have. I know u might be feeling that u have let ur band down and u have let ur fans down but u r so Wrong!. aj we love u and we always will .....our prayers and well wishes will always be with u!!!!!.
LOVE YA.....
tanya!
Submitted by #~Korean~# from Seoul Korea~(No Japan)---> Japan
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:09:29 2001
Read it, read it~~~!
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Hi, everyone...
I'm not good at English but I wanna say something to AJ...AJ, don't be sad~~~
God helps you,
God Blesses you,
And...we love you so much...!
Please remember it...
Korean fans hope you feel better!
CHEER UP,
CHEER UP,
CHEER UP~!
*AJ FOREVER*
*BACKSTREET BOYS FOREVER*
Written by Min-ah Song
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A.J!!!!
I hope you get well soon!!!!
Every Korean fans are same with me!
Believe your god...
Cheer up!!!
Written by so-young Kim
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hi!a.j! I understand how you're feeling about yourself. by the way,, you're sick and heartache. we're sick,too. keep your health!
we always love you!! cheer up A.J
and I love you~ from KOREA
Written by Mi ryo
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Dear A.J
My heart is sick, because...you are sick. ¤Ì.¤Ì
I hope you can get better soon.
Cheer up.
Korean fans always love you.
Backstreet boys Forever
Written by Gwi-Jeon Lee
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A.J!!!
Cheer up!!
[Korean fans always love you!!]
We love A.J!!
Fighting!!
Written by Bo-ra Kim
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A.J~~~~
Korean fans love ya~~~~
Cheer up!!!
Submitted by L.L from miami Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 09:09:05 2001
~*AJ*~
Sweety,
How can this be???..
I couldn't believe this until this morning.. someone had said that you were in a *Rehab* on Monday. I didn't believe it,I didn't want to believe it, I didn't want it to be true, Yet now I found out it is true.It's funny how some people lose someone or something that we don't know how much we love them until their gone and as humans we tend to do silly things to get our minds off it.. at that point of lost we feel as if we don't want anything or anyone else, as if we're part of a play and we're being told what to do and what to say.. we feel numb inside.
No matter how manytimes we weep in knees,it's not gonna do any better,Sure it makes us feel better for a couple of seconds mayber even minutes,The person that makes you smile the most is the one to make you cry at the end.know this keep memories within mind and heart "they help you through"....
~*~My thoughts and prayers are with you~*~
~I know you can pull through this~ ~A lost soul dying her beauty forgotten she lays alone with noone to bother her unresting soul~
