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Submitted by Melissa from West Bend Wisconsin USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:31:08 2001
How's it going sexy,I heard what happened to you on TRL. I just want you to know that you have my total support.I have so much faith in you and the group. My parents went through rehab with a drug and alcohol problem.They still drink heavily and have really bad fights, but i don't think they do drugs any more. They can't even admit that they have a problem.Wich is why i am so proud of you because you admitted you had a problem to the guys right away. I was watching TRL and as the guys were talking about you Nick had tears in his eyes.At that time i had tears in my eyes to. Nick,you and the group mean so much to me. Even though i don't know you and the group personally i still feel like a close friend. I have all the albums that the group has put out so far,I have all the posters of the group,and i am going to the concert on the 24th of august. I know you will pull through this.You are a very strong and kind hearted person. Do it for your friends and family, the group, the fans that love you,but most importantly do it for yourself.Like i said you have my total support. I am behind you 100%. All of the fans love you. On TRL kevin said that he was worried about you vocally. They are just worried about your health.After all this blows over i hope i will still have my favorite group out there to listen too.And you still better be in that group. without you they are just not the same. All of my prayers are with you A.J. All of you fans hope you get through this, we all love you.
Luv Alwayz
Melissa
Submitted by Monica from San Jose California USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:31:07 2001
Aj,
you know how much you mom, family backstreet brother and you fans love you right? well, i am another one of those fans that love you and i hope you get better. i know you are strong enough to do it, i believe in you aj!i love you as much as i can
Submitted by Sarah from Littleton Colorado USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:30:27 2001
Dear Aj,
im sorry what you are going threw. But im proud of you as the rest of your fans are and we are glad to know that you stood up for your self. You are in my prayers every night. When i was watching the news i was worried about you so much, but i relized that you are strong and you will make it threw. Its tough what happens in life but you do know that im with you all the way.
you went to Backstreet Boy to Backstreet Man!! i love u BONE! love forver. love ~sarah*
Submitted by Sara from Longmeadow Massachusetts USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:30:08 2001
I've never been good at expressing in letters what I feel, but I have always taken after Aj and put my feelings on paper in the form of poems or songs. Here are 2 poems I worte after watching TRL on July 9th.
Aj Please Don't cry-By Sara Lynn
You said "I want to be happy"
With a tear in your eye
And the way you said it
Made me want to die
Aj, Please don't cry
Brian stopped smiling
Howie was in hell
Kevin wiped his eyes
Inside Nick Died, I could tell
Aj, Please get well
Some people just laughed
And were happy all the while
But your friends and fans were speechless
My life was on trial
Aj, please Smile
I just wish I could talk to you
But what could I say?
To Make you feel better
To make you stay?
Aj, Please don't leave me this way
In all the pictures I have
Nothing seems wrong
But how oblivious I was
How did I ignore it so long?
Aj, please stay strong
My heart aches every second for you
And I would give anything
To make you feel better
And help you do your thing
Aj, please sing
I am too sad to speak
My feelings lay forgotten on a shelf
I can do nothing but write
My heart goes to you and no one else
Aj, please be yourself
You said "I want to be happy"
And I could see it in your eyes
For the first time I'm beyond tears
I just want to die
Aj, Please don't crySomehow I knew It had to be you-By Sara Lynn
I sit in all smiles to hide, what I feel inside
Somehow I knew it had to be you
It had been too long, something had gone wrong
Somehow I knew it had to be you
When my world falls around me, your light helps me see
Somehow I knew it had to be you
So I walked in self-pity, through the streets of that city
Somehow I knew it had to be you
I was so selfishly obsessed, while you did what was best
Somehow I knew it had to be you
This time it was weird, it was what I feared
Somehow I knew it had to be you
I watched without seeing, my heart was intervening
Somehow I knew it had to be you
News of that epic story, worth all of the glory
Somehow I knew it had to be you
I should have recognized the signs, read between the lines
Somehow I knew it had to be you
The fact you weren't there, something I couldn't bare
Somehow I knew it had to be you
The announcement was made, my life began to fade
Somehow I knew it had to be you
We all couldn't believe, you had been in such need
Somehow I knew it had to be you
I fell to the ground, without making a sound
Somehow I knew it had to be you
I knew it all along, now my world is gone
Somehow I knew it had to be you
Somehow I knew it had to be you
Yet in my heart I still long for it not to be true
And even though it seemed so out of the blue
Somehow I knew it had to be you
Somehow I knew it had to be you
And now all I want is a way
That I could help or give back or pay
For you always could help me when I went astray
But now I fear my depression is here to stay
Somehow I knew it had to be you
Submitted by Cheryl from Maysville Georgia USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:28:15 2001
TO AJ and the BoysMy thoughts and prayers are with you all. May God keep you strong and your TRUE fans will understand and be here for you when you come back . Love,Hugs, and Peace
Submitted by Kristina from Warren MI USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:25:45 2001
AJ, AJ, AJ,
You never fail to amaze me. Every time I see you, you have a new hair cut or goatee style. When I heard the news about your depression I thought why? Every time you see AJ you're so happy. This can't happen to him. Well I was wrong I know it can happen to anyone. I'm glad you realized you needed help and are getting it. Even though some immature fans might be mad at you for drinking and stopping the tour they need to get a life. Everyone loves you AJ and want you to get better. I would wait forever just to see you better and happy. That's what everyone wants for you is to be happy and that's what you want for yourself is to be happy. I love you AJ, and you are in my prayers. God Bless!
Submitted by Corri from Ft. Myers Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:25:42 2001
Hi to everyone reading this! I just wanted to say that I am really happy that he is getting help. I'm not happy that he's hurting, but it's the best thing for him, please keep him in your prayers, and please visit my website dedicated to supporting AJ in his time of need here's the address http://ajforlife.tripod.com/ajforlife
I'm not fully done with it yet, so please be patient, and I promise I will give you all the latest updates on AJ.Corri
KTBSPA
Submitted by *Ginna* from K*Town NY USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:25:13 2001
AJ, i hope you get better. everyone is completely here for you and we always will be. we've all watched this progress for a while, and im just glad that you could stand up and say that you had a problem. i think thats so wonderful.anyway, i wish you the best of luck and i cant wait until your 30 days is over. i know you'll be better and back doing what you love-performing. *Ginna*
Submitted by sub from North Korea
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:23:25 2001
AJ!I wish you get well soon. I'll pray for you.
Please the return of health.
형 빨리 나으세여!!
Submitted by Taryn from Worcester MA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:21:22 2001
AJ, I am so happy that you realized that you needed help and are recieving it! At first I was wicked angry when I heard the tour was postponed (I was getting ready to go to Boston for the concert on Monday), but when I heard about what happened, I realized I can wait. Remember, we all love you and will pray that you get better!
Submitted by lisa from oak brook illinois USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:19:54 2001
i just wanna say that i hope a.j. gets better soon, cuz i miss him and i know the show wouldn't be the same without him. i also hope that the rest of the guys find ways to deal with this because nick especially looked really upset. i luv them to much and i don't want to see them like this cuz then i'll start to cry again. please vote for "more than that" on every radio station and on mtv! ktbpa and pray for bone and the boys!:`(
Submitted by jaime from saugerties new york USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:19:50 2001
to the bravest soul in pop music, A.J., I am very proud that you have decided to get help before you found out the dangers of alcohool the hard way. I never had a personal experience with alcohool but, one of my dearest friends lost her cousin when he got hit by a drunk driver. I have seen how this has affected her and I don't want to see your family or friends go through the same thing. good luck A.J. and keep on trucking!!!
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"I'm not a victim i'm a survivor" ~Lance Armstrong 1999 and 2000 Tour De France winner
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To the rest of the group,
Thank you for your honsety. you gus have real integrity. Remember A.J. will only be strong if you four stay strong for him. You guys are an amazing group of men that put others first. I am glad that the world got to know a group of loving and caring people like you!!!!!!
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"Where there's life: there's hope"~John Lennon
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Submitted by INGRID from HOLLYWOOD FLORIDA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:18:44 2001
AJ,
I HAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER IF YOU ARE GONNA READ THIS OR NOT BUT IM GONNA PRETEND YOU ARE AND POUR MY HEART OUT TO YOU.I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM BEHIND YOU 100%IN EVERYTHING YOU ARE DOING.I READ SOME ENTRIES HERE AND ONE SAID "AJ,HOW CAN THIS BE TRUE?NOT YOU, IT CANT BE..." OR SOME B.S LIKE THAT.WELL THIS GOES OUT TO WHOEVER WROTE THAT: JUST BECAUSE AJ SINGS AND IS FAMOUS DOES NOT MEAN HES IMMUNE TO MISTAKES.AND OTHER PEOPLE ARE SAYING THINGS LIKE GET WELL SOON!WELL NOT ME. I WANT YOU TO TAKE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD SO YOU CAN GET BETTER BOTH MENTALY ANDSPIRITUALY.(I WONT SAY PHISICALLY CUZ BABY YOUR ALREADY GOOD!)ANY WAYZ I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I KNOW HOW IT IS TO LOSE A LOVED ONE AND I LOST SOMEONE WHO MEANT SO MUCH TO ME.I LOST MY GRANDMOTHER WHEN I WAS ABOUT NINE.YOUR PROBABLY SAYING THAT WAS A LONG TIME AGO I KNOW NOTHIING OF HOW IT FEELS BUT I DO.I WAS VERY CLOSE TO MY GRANDMOTHER BECAUSE SINCE I WAS A BABY I WAS WITH MY GRANDMA 24/7.WELL ONE DAY I CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL TO FIND OUT MY GRANDMA HAD BEEN RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL. THENLIKE A WEEK LATER WHEN WE WENT TO GO VISIT HER,THE DOCTORS SAID SHE HAD DIED.I WAS EXTREMLY SAD BUT WHAT KEPT ME GOING WAS THE THOUGHT THAT MY GRANDMA WAS BETTER OFF IN HEAVEN THAN IN THE WORLD OF CHAOS WE LIVE IN TODAY.AND DONT EVER THINK THAT SHE LEFT YOU B/C YOU CAN TALK WITH HER WHENEVER YOU WANT AND EVEN IF SHE DOESNT RESPOND SHE HEARS YOU AND YOU'LL SEE THAT YOU'LL FEEL MUCH BETTER BY TALKING TO HER.YOUR GRANDMA WOULD HAVE NEVER WANTED YOU TO BE LIKE THIS,BECAUSE YOUR HER BABY AND WHEN YOUR SAD SHES SAD.IF YOU EVER NEED ANYONE TO TALK TO IM ALWAYS GONNA BE HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN REACH ME AT DIRGNI@AOL.COM I REALLY HOPE YOU GET BETTER B/C I LOVE YOU AND DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOU UNHAPPY.I WANT YOU TO KNOW I SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY.AND TELL THE GUYS IM VERY THANKFULL THAT THEY'RE HELPING YOU THROUGH THIS AND EVEN BETTER THEY'RE MAKING SURE MY BABY HAS ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT THAT HE NEEDS.DONT EVER SAY YOU CANT DO IT AND DONT EVER GIVE UP.TE QUIERO MUCHO SWEETY!REMEMBER ALWAYS SMILE:) ABUELITA TE ESTA VIENDO DESDE EL SIELO Y QUIERE QUE SU NINO LINDO SE MEJORE PRONTO!I WUV U! PEACE,LOVE AND LOTS OF HUGS!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Submitted by Valentina from Rome Italy
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:15:56 2001
..A.J.,I know what you're feeling inside right now,you need a lot of sympathy and help from people you love most(especially from the other guys of the group)and also all of our fan-support 'cause you deserve it like everyone in the world,like also Nick,Brian,Kev and Howie.I believe that first of all you're HUMAN BEINGS and not only "popstars" and for this reason you HAVE to be happy in what you do and just try to not be destroyed by what happens in your life.We are all here for you and we'll always be,even if I live here in Italy:I'M FAR FROM YOU WITH MY BODY,BUT MY HEART IS THERE BESIDE ALL OF YOU,GUYS,NO MATTER WHAT WILL HAPPEN!!!!I hope you will solve all of your problems and find happiness once again in your life and I'm sure you will 'cause you're great and you have fantastic friends who surround you.WE LOVE YOU BONE!!!God Bless,Good Luck and Take Care Of You!*Vale*
Submitted by marie from USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 11:12:43 2001
i hope Aj gets well soon beacause i love him. bsb rules i hope u all get thought this love u all
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