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Submitted by Amanda from Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:37:32 2001
Dear AJ, I know that you will more than likely never read this but I need 2 get this off my chest. I am so incredibly proud of you AJ, and I say that with all of my heart. To come out and admit that you need help is the hardest thing that you will ever have to do, but I'm so proud that you have realized the need for help. When I first heard I was angry, and that's not fair...I was being selfish cuz I just thought that my concert was canceled but then I thought that you had to deal with this for the rest of your life, alcoholism is a disease that you must learn to live with. I respect you as a human more than I ever did and I am behind you every step of the way, as any true and dedicated fan will be. I know that you can do it AJ and I hope to see you in Toronto! Much Love Alwayz-Amanda
"Sadness is beautiful, lonlieness is tragical so help me I can win this war. Touch me now, don't bother if every second it makes me weaker, u can save me from the man I've become"
*God Bless*
Submitted by laura from chicago IL USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:35:32 2001
AJ (bone, alexander james)sweety~
I am very glad to hear that you are positive. When i read the interview with john norris, brian, howie, nick, and kevin it was so sad that when they said that you were scared adn that you cried it made me just want to start bawling. You are so sweet so full of life, just a really great person. I love you with all my heart and want you and need you to get better. I hope you come back very soon as good as new and stronger than ever. Your song brought me to tears when i read it. Im sure you know that you have millions of fans, your mom, and 4 great guys to help you through this. Everytime i see a pic of you i just stop to think how is he doing is he getting better is he feeling better? I hope you find yourself and be happy. i know you may not have a chance to read these but if you have a chance please do, there are a lot of nice and encouraging things said. We all really really care about you and want the best for you. We want you to be happy and healthy. i hope you know all the support you have and just focus on you getting better. Focus the best way to express your feelings is to talk to someone whether it be your mom, one of the other members or god u will feel better or just to sit with a loved one and knowing they are there feels good too. Don't be scared. I think you are very brave, to admitting to your problem and geting help. I know you have probably heard that a lot but it is the truth. Get better real soon so i can see you back up on stage doing what you love and having fun! May peace be with you. I love you with all my heart and support you 110%!
Lots of love
Hugs and kisses,
backstreet lover ktbpa: lauraP.S. i can't wait to see you come back to chicago so i can see you for the third time!
Submitted by Laura from Leicester United Kingdom
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:35:06 2001
Well, where do I start.
I've been a BIG BSB fan since day dot but as I've grown up and been through the usual trials and tribulations of being a teenager in this day 'n' age the BSB have become more than idols, they've become friends. My natural instinct is to help my mates when they need me as they would, but this is one friend I can't help, all I can do is pray. So Alex, I know you'll get through this and come out the other side a stronger 'n' wiser man than you were. It took great strengh to do what you've done, most men don't have the courage, I always knew you were special! We, the fans, will be here for you every step of the way and I know we can't offer the kind of support the other BSB and your family can, but you're forever in our thoughts and our prayers.
Take Care, Stay Crazy and, Bone, Keep Smiling:-)
Love ya forever babe,
Laura (16)
xxx
Submitted by Christina from Dublin Leinster Ireland
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:34:58 2001
Dear aj,I dont know whether or not you get this but just incase you do,I just wanna tell you how proud I am that you got help b4 it was too late.The fans support you all the way and take as much time as you want to get better.Remember that you are only human and you should only try and live up to your own expectations.The first step is always the hardest and we are with you through it all no matter what :) Love Christina
Submitted by Krystal from Washington USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:34:37 2001
~AJ~
Its takes a really man to admit to something like this and you were able to do so.... and I am so proud of you. As a BSB fan I am able to look at you and the rest of the guys and think 'Those guys are very respectful to their fans and want us to know the truth about this' and I thank you for that. AJ, I know that you will make it through this, with everyones love and support... your a strong person and deserve the best.. KTBSPA
Submitted by Jenn from Texas USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:34:36 2001
ok,just so y'all know, I'm not very good at these things so this is going to be kinda short. ok here i go, AJ as everyone said on here, we will stand by u every step of the way.I have faith in u and belive u can pull through this. Just remember u have so many people who care about u and love u sooo much, and will always be there for u. I love u guys so much. so take care, and be strong.
*hugs*
Love ya,
Jenn
Submitted by Lilly Conaghew from Orlando Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:33:48 2001
AJ: Ok, sweetie. I just heard about you in rehab, and I wanna tell you that I support you with all my soul.
I´m 18 years old, and my parents got divorced when I was only 7. I went to live with my mom and her husband, her husband just turned to a really crazy person and I was suffering a lot. So, I came to live with my dad, to get away from all that. Now, I´m 18 and when I was 17 I started drinking a lot on parties and all that, so now I have a problem with alcohol, and it also came from a very strong depression, cause my mom simple abandoned me. I started rehab one month ago, but I just assist to meeting, I guess is different of what you are in. And I´m really handeling it, with the support of my friends and my dad. So, I know you will too, cause you not only have the support of the other 4 angels, but also you have the support of family and fans all over around the world. Also I wanna tell you that I´m praying for you every night, I used to pray for my recuperation, but now you are also included in my prayer. I did the same when Brian was on surgery, and it worked out.
You have everything to get well soon and start all over again. Don´t worry J...everything will be fine.
We are all supporting you. You are wonderful! I love you lots! See you soon!
All my love to your family, and the other BSB.
Lilly
Submitted by Katie from USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:32:44 2001
Hi ya'll~
Well i'm an *NSYNC fan, but b4 you freak out on me...i just wanted you all to know that i will keep AJ in my prayers & i hope he gets better real soon! I can only imagine how you all must be feeling right now & i know the fans don't usually get a long...but i'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish we could all just stop this fighting & to an extent we have, but it's pretty pathetic that it took a tragic event in a man's life to do it! Well good luck AJ, may god be with you....
Submitted by LISA from MIDDLESBROUGH United Kingdom
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:32:05 2001
AJ I would just like to say how proud I am of you, you have already achieved soo much by admitting you need help and because of this it means that you are half way through recovery It takes alot of courage to do that and I know you will get through this I have alot of faith in you. I will be looking forward to seeing you and the rest of the gang over here. All my love and best wishes to you love Lisa
Submitted by AMY from San Diego Ca USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:30:46 2001
A.J.,
I know that what you're going through is hard, but I believe that you can get better. You have so many people supporting you. You will get better soon with the help of everyone close to you. We love you so much. I hope you get better. Love, Amy
Submitted by Ashley from Savannah Georgia USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:28:42 2001
Dear AJ,
I was so heartbroken when I found out you went into rehab, but then I realized that it was for the best cuz I wanted to see you in concert! Especially since I've never been to a BSB show before. So my extreme best wishes are with you and I know you will come back to us! You are with my always!
Love,
Ashley
Submitted by Nadia from castro Valley ca USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:26:45 2001
*~A.J.*~
Be strong!
we love you no matter what happens
we support U 100%
wish U the best of luck to you and the rest of the guys=) KEEP THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE!
god bless U love your#1fan
nadia
Submitted by Katie from Averill Park New York USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:26:23 2001
AJ,
I just want you to know how proud each and every one of us fans is of you for having the strength to do what you are doing. You are an inspiration to many many people. I know that you will come through this and be better than ever and I just want you to know that we support you 110% and love you!!
~*~Katie~*~
Submitted by Kristee from Waukesha WI USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:26:04 2001
Dear AJ, Nick, Brian, Howie and Kevin~
My admiration began about eight years ago and I will never forget my very first concert that featured you boys! It was so exciting, and then time went by and I went to the Millenium and Black and Blue concert and I am now waiting for my second B&B concert. I will wait forever for you AJ to recover. It is time to prove to all those people out there in this cruel world that you are something special and no one is perfect. My love, respect, amdiration and honor to be a BSB fan has grown 100 times larger than life. Thank you for being honest, by doing this you are igniting the flame, showing that you talented men are rare. And most of all, I am proud of you AJ for admitting your problem, it is an illness but it can be conquered and I will wait for the day to hear that you have conquered all!!!
Submitted by ashley from copperas cove texas USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 17:23:31 2001
AJ,You don't know how proud I,your fans and your group members are of you.Do you know how many people won't even admit they have a problem?Or how many won't even consider getting help?You are a strong,brave man Alexander James McLean and I for one am very,very,very proud of you.You are my insperation and my hero and it is for you I live.I wish you and your family luck in the near future and I as well as all your fans out there are with you 110% and we won't stop supporting you.I love you.
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