Submitted by Chantel Borel from Matamoras Pennsylvania USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:42:49 2001
AJ!!!!!!!! Hi!!!!!! I'm so sorry again. I couldn't fit everything I wanted to say the first time. I'm soooo sorry about your grandmother. I should no what its like. I'm adopted. I got adopted like a month ago. But before that I lost my dad to cancer and I went through a difficult time and I never wanted anyone to go through that, especially you. It's very hard and I kinda turned to drugs but I thought about my life and I realized I want to sing and act and entertain people. People always say I could make the saddest person in the world laugh. I would try now but I really worried about you and scared. You mean alot to me and to your other fans. We really care about you and if I could I would trade places with you so you could be happy and on stage and I would do your suffering because you don't deserve to suffer. I love you with all my heart and I always will.
I love you always,
Chantel Borel
Submitted by Elizabeth A. from Springfield Tennessee USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:38:44 2001
A.J.,
You've got nothing but love and undying support coming from your biggest fan in Tennessee. Just remember to keep God in your heart and spirit, and He will guide you to full recovery. My family, friends, and I keep you and your mother in our thoughts and prayers.
God bless you, and we can't wait to see you again!!
Love,
Elizabeth
Submitted by Beth from Boone NC USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:38:21 2001
AJ,
You've given us hope and joy when our world seemed dark. You've brought a smile to our faces through your voice and your energy. Now, you need only to take care of YOU. Your fans aren't going anywhere. Remember, just take it "One Day at a Time." Namaste
Submitted by Nina from Campinas SP Brazil
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:36:47 2001
The world is cold
The people are false
They say things that don't really mean
Love promisses don't exist anymore
'Cause nobody love with their hearts
the fear of being hurt, make them close their hearts and souls
The song is suppost to help them
and you are making this
saying that love exist
and you love all people
that belive and support you
That is whay everybody say:
WE LOVE YOU IN ANYWAYWe are praing for you...
Submitted by Iva Littrell from BA Argentina
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:34:49 2001
A.J. You are all I need to make me happy!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Submitted by Jennifer from Beavercreek Ohio USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:34:45 2001
AJ- I owe so much to you. Two years ago, I was in your shoes. I was suffering from severe depression and had even attempted suicide. Your music was one of the things that helped to give me the strength to come forward and admit that I needed help. I commend you on doing the same. Because of you, there will be so many more people who will be able to also take that first step to recovery. I've been thinking a lot about your situation lately, and I wrote something for you. I'm not sure if you are even going to see this, but I want to post it anyway. I wish you all the love in the world and will be praying for you to have a safe and speedy recovery....
Who I Really Am
How could I let it
Get this far
It's too late
The damage is done
No one has to know
I can hide it
I can pretend
They will never see
Who I really am
Put on the mask
The show must go on
No one can know
Keep smiling
Don't stop
Never stop
I can hide it
I can pretend
They will never see
Who I really am
Hold it in
A little longer
Can't let them see
I won't give in
I have to be strong
I can hide it
I can pretend
They will never see
Who I really am
Too much pain
It's been so long
Take off the mask
It's over now
I can't go on
I can't hide it
I can't pretend
They will never see
Who I really am...
We love you AJ!
Submitted by Leslie from Barrie Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:33:24 2001
Dear A.J.Life is so ironic. Your music has always helped me through some difficult times, and now it is you who needs some help. Thank God you were able to realize it was time to ask for help. You are blessed with a wonderful support group, the boys,your mother and of course millions of fans world wide !! You will overcome this illness and be a better person for it. What does not conquer, only makes us stronger !! I wish you good health and all the happiness your heart can hold. Take care and rest. Don't come back until you are ready.
Love Leslie
Submitted by Adrienne Jeffers(AJ) from Miami FL USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:32:50 2001
Hey AJ. I know that you are going through a very hard time right now well with your father leaving you and the person you really love dying. I cant blame you, I myself have been through a tough time with my family my grandmother died about a week after yours did. I was so sad because she was always ther for me and the way that i found out that she died was even worse. my parents they dont have a good relationship. I have to tell you that i am really proud that you had the courage to get help and i really respect you for that to because most people wel ones that are celeberties would not have the courage to admit tha they have a problem because of there reputation i am proud of you and i just want you to know that i am there for you mabey not in person but in spirit and i am praying for you and i no for a FACT that you will get better because you are a confident and wonderful guy. miss you alot peace
Adrienne(AJ)
ps-i i seriously dont mind that you guyz canceled some shows what ever it takes for you to get better, feel free to take as long as you want all of your fans are here for you.
Submitted by Rachel from Gardners Pennyslvania USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:32:25 2001
AJ, we all love you very much. I will say like everybody else has, i'm praying for you. It doesn't matter how long your there, just that your getting the help that you need. We are all sad that your there, but happy that your getting help.
Submitted by Adrienne Jeffers(AJ) from Miami FL USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:31:24 2001
Hey AJ. I know that you are going through a very hard time right now well with your father leaving you and thea person you really love dying. I cant blame you, I myself have been through a tough time with my family my grandmother died about a week after yours did. I was so sad because she was always ther for me and the way that i found out that she died was even worse. my parents they dont have a good relationship. I have to tell you that i am really proud that you had the courage to get help and i really respect you for that to because most people wel ones that are celeberties would not have the courage to admit tha they have a problem because of there reputation i am proud of you and i just want you to know that i am there for you mabey not in person but in spirit and i am praying for you and i no for a FACT that you will get better because you are a confident and wonderful guy. miss you alot peace
Adrienne(AJ)
ps-i i seriously dont mind that you guyz canceled some shows what ever it takes for you to get better, feel free to take as long as you want all of your fans are here for you.
Submitted by Chantel Borel from Matamoras Pennsylvania USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:30:19 2001
AJ
HI!!!!!!!! How are you? I hope you are well. You deserve the best. I'm sorry about your grandmother. From what you say she seems like a wonderful person. I watched the MTV thing with Nick, Brian, Kevin, and Howie and I cried my eyes out. You always did make me laugh. You are the funniest person in the world. You are also 1 of the top 4 singers in the world and dancer. Every day I think about you and how you are doing and what is going on and wish I could do something to help you. I wish I could do something to help you but really all I can do is pray and give my love and support. I have been a fan since the beginning and no matter what happens I will always be a fan. My parents find it very weird that I care alot about someone I have never met and I probably never will meet but I tell them you and the other members are my inspirations. When I am sad or upset or angry or something like that, I put on your music and everything just slips way. THANK YOU FOR THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! I want you to know that no matter what the copycatters *N'SYNC do or how many Cds they sell or how good their songs are, I will ALWAYS be a fan no matter what happens. they are going to bury me with my CDs and mags and pictures of you guys!!!!! LOL!!!!!! :) I'm always thinking about you and I can't wait until you get back. I love you with all my heart and I always will.
I love you always,
Chantel Borel
Submitted by Kimberly from Iselin NJ USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:29:58 2001
When I first heard about AJ I started crying. I feel as if I lost something inside me. I'm so proud of him to come out to say that he needs help. He is so strong and I know that he will over come this. I always knew that AJ was the wild one but I didn't think that he was that wild. When I saw Nick cry on MTV I knew that AJ's condition was very serious. All of my prayers are with AJ and they rest of the guys. Just remeber AJ that god is always with you and we love you. And to Kev, Brian, Howie, and mostly Nick keep strong for you and for AJ. All of you will over come this and come back even stronger.
Submitted by Allie Henegan from Gaithersburg Md USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:28:21 2001
Hey AJ,
I watched TRL on Monday and I heard about what you're going thru. I was very sorry when I heard about your grandmother. I know what it's like to lose someone you love and are very close to.I've lost a lot of people I care about as well. Too many to name.I also went through a time when I was very depressed and I know what it's like to feel like that. It's not the best feeling in the world. But,I've been a fan of you and the rest of the guys for a very long time now and I've seen how strong all of you are. I know you are going to get thru this. I wish you nothing but the best and I hope that you know that all of your friends and family, not to mention all the fans are there for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you thru this hard time. Take Care AJ and Good Luck. P.S. I hope to see you back in action real soon, where you belong. Love ya AJ! KTBSPA! :O)
Submitted by Tiffany from Reynoldsburg Ohio USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:26:42 2001
Hi Aj,
I know your going through a real hard time, you'll be okay it'll just take time and sometimes time does seem like forever. I'm a good fan of the backstreet boys i may not know a whole lot about the group, but i do enjoy listening to all of your guys' songs they help me through some bad times as well.. I know this maybe short but its better than to have a long one going into detail making you feel worse. I'll be praying and i know most of the world will along with the rest of your close friends and other family members. You take care and i hope the best works out for you.Sincerely,
Tiffany
Submitted by MELISSA from YAKIMA WA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 19:20:34 2001
HEY AJ,
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IM THINKING OF YOU. TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED TO GET BETTER. YOUR FANS WELL BE BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. GET BETTER SOON. I'LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU every NIGHT. MISS YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS,
~*MELISSA*~
