Submitted by samantha whitaker from garner north carolina USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:48:11 2001
aj,i know what you are going through... i am 21 and i have been doing the same thing you are doing... i have been hiding behind partying and drinking to hide that i am tore up inside... i have lost alot in the past 4 years... my family, friends and my will to live... my parents divored and i moved to north carolina to get away from a mother that told me that she didn't want me any more... my friends are mad at me cause i left them.. and i was raped 1 year ago on the 9th... so i did the one thing a 21 year old would do drink till i couldn't see straight... i even did this when i was underage... i am proud of you for taking a stand i just wish i could... one of these days i will be able to say i am not depressed and it is because aj mclean showed me that i can live through it and get help and i will meet you face to face one day and i will hug you and tell you i love you cause you and the boys are the only ones that care about me cause i am your fan and you love your fans!!!
i love you aj
sami
Submitted by Melissa from toronto ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:47:39 2001
Dear aj,
I just wanted to tell u that ur in my prayers every single night and pray to God that u will be better..when i heard the news i was in shock..i really hope u get better..i cant stand thinking about my most fav guy in the whole world is suffering. it brings me to tears just thinking about it. I love u so much! and will keep on praying..cant wait to see u in concert!september 14th! muah! love u lots melissa
Submitted by Meggie from Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:46:20 2001
Hey AJ-
I just wanna say that we are so proud of ya! I know you will be just fine!!! I know this has become a shock to everyone what you were going through, but I'm glad the rest of the guys opened up about it. I luv you and the rest of the guys very much and i cannot wait to see you and the rest of the guys on sept. 13th in toronto!!! :) :) :)
Luv,
***Meggie***
Ontario, CANADA
Submitted by yadira from México D.F Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:45:43 2001
AJ
Recuerda que siempre tendras un apoyo en todas tus fans que te amamos y que nos sentimos tristes por lo que te esta sucediendo pero se fuerte superalo recuerda que los que te queremos te necesitamos
Echale muchisimas ganas que tu puedes superar esta etapa solo recuerda que "your are my shining star" y por lo tanto te quiero ver de nuevo "happy " para que yo me sienta igual
Recuerda que te adoro
ATTE:
Yadira McLean
Submitted by Liza Treyger from skokie IL USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:45:38 2001
Dear A.J,
I have loved you from the begining. I have been by your side like many fans threw anything. This of course is no different. We love you and we will always love, are love is unconditinal and are prayers and blessings go out to you. I'm writing to you so you won't feel ashamed or guilty we can wiat for the tour we will all wait forever for you to feel better. WOW that rhymes hehe. Keep on smiling your sexy smile. Get better and stop drinking it ruins lives and kills brain cells ur worth so much more than that party scene you have so much to give so give it and live a healthy life. God Bless!
Submitted by Lindsay from Mattituck New York USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:45:03 2001
Dear Aj,
Frist i would like to say I've been a fan for 5 years now, and that i love u and the guys soooooooooooo much. Also I would like to say is that i am very proud of u, saying that u had a problem and that u needed help that showed me u had a lot of guts. When I heard u were going in to rehab i couldnt stop crying i was so upset, im not that upset now b/c i know that u r getting help and that you will be much better. I just want to let u know that me and the rest of bsb fans r sticking behind u all the way. Get better soon.
lOVE UR #1 FAN
lindsay
P.S. Keep The Backstreet Pride Alive
Submitted by Cyril from Jacksonville Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:41:51 2001
Hey, Aj. All of us respect and care for you very much. We know you are strong, grown man and we know you CAN make it! ;o) XOX
Submitted by Laura from Washington Georgia USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:40:39 2001
Alexander,
I love you are one of the cutest in the
BSB group up and Howie and I know you miss them
but I hope you get better soon and I'll pray for you to get better soon A.J and take careLove Always
your fan
Laura
Submitted by Nikki from Lake Charles LA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:39:06 2001
AJ!
I am so proud of you showing what everyone has known from the start. You are a very strong willed person with alot of faith. We all support you and wish you well. We miss you Lots with bunches of love from Lake Charles, Louisiana. Nikki of Shadows of Destiny...
Submitted by tabita from caracas dtto capital Venezuela
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:35:10 2001
dear angel: i love you from the first moment i saw you, i hope you get well soon cause i dont know what is life without you...dont worry you are strong and you will get throug this...i´m doing the best i can to let you know that i support you and i wish yo the best, even in bad times.....
love and support
tabitapd: vote on play my song for aj´s song "i wanna be happy" it´s very important please vote
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Submitted by Lindsey from USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:34:47 2001
AJ:
I want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. i think you are incredibly brave for taking this step. all bsb fans are praying for you around the world...in fact, people who arent bsb fans are praying for you too! i love the backstreet boys and i know yall will be around for a long time. get well soon, aj!
Submitted by ***********SHELI*************** from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:34:33 2001
Alexander, I forgot one thing....
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Submitted by Christine from San Diego California USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:33:44 2001
A.J., I really don't know what it's like to be going through what you have been but I do know that we (the fans) will always be there for you and the other guys will too.
As thousands, even millions of people already do, I wish you the best of luck and I hope you'll be ready to come back on tour very soon. We miss and love you and I know that the guys are either really good actors or they're really broken up about this whole thing, especially Nick. They miss you terribly and I can't wait until those thirty days are up.Love,
Christine
Submitted by itzel avila from México D.F Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:34:11 2001
AJ:
Quiero decirte primero que nada que te quiero mucho y sinceramente me duele por lo que estas pasando tienes que recuperarte yo se que tu vas a ser "more stronger" cada dia; y tus fans estaremos ahi siempre,aparte te queremos de vuelta en los esenarios ya que todos los BSB SON ALGO DEMASIADO
INPORTANTE EN MAY LIFE Y CREME QUE SI ALGO DEMASIADO PERO DEMASIADO MALO LES YEGARA A PASAR A CUALQUIERA DE USTEDES NOSOTRAS SUS FANS NOS MORIMOS POR QUE DE VERDAD LOS AMAMOS. Recuerda que pase lo que pase estaremos con BSB forever
kiss for AJ and BSB CUIDATE QUE TE MEJORES AJ.
ATTE:
ITZEL AVILA
Submitted by ***********SHELI*************** from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 20:31:31 2001
Alexander, I forgot one thing....
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