Send Your Best Wishes To AJ

First Page - Previous - Next - Last - Add Entry - Other Topics - Message Boards - Exit Page 203 of 475 Submitted by Serena, Mariarita, Mirella from Florence Italy Date: Thu Jul 12 19:19:45 2001 I'm sorry for my horrible English!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER that we are looking forward to your return on the road. If your life is on stage, our life is see you on stage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS, WE NEED YOU. Come back soon in Italy!!!!!!!! CIAO........BELLO!! Serena, Mariarita, Mirella Your biggest fans!!!!!!!!! Submitted by Cait from Michigan USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:14:17 2001 Dear A.J.~~ I have been looking for a place to tell WHOEVER is reading this how i feel. I dont even know how to begin telling you how much this whole situation has touched me. A.J., from reading these letters to u, i think it is amazing how much impact u have on people, from the US, to Europe, to Africa...and i am sooo proud of you for what you are doing. I know how u are feeling, i have had lots of troubles in the past, beyond belief, a father situation similar to yours, and i am just glad that u had the courage and strength...u are the coolest! That song that u sang on TRL was beautiful, i cant get it out of my head, cause it is sooo true..I have used the Backstreet Boys' music for years helping me through my problems...and last year was the worst year...and i made it through, i have u and the other guys to thank! I just want to let u know, that u are the greatest and are an inspiration to anyone and everyone, young and old. I think that u can get through all of this, you have so much love, and so much support from the guys and all your fans! Take all the time u need! I end with this quote: "Anything is possible, if only you believe" -----Peace and Love---- Submitted by Chrissy from NY USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:09:14 2001 Hey AJ! I know you'll get through all of this. I know how it is to loose a loved one. You seem like such a good person and don't forget that! I'll be supporting everything you do and have done 100%! You are in my prayers, have my love, and support! Love ya always Chrissy Submitted by ashleigh from bangor ME USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:08:45 2001 Dear, aj hey whats up whats been going on nm here im really sorry that your going through so much when u didnt have ur concert in bosten i was so mad but when i found what happened to u i felt bad i hope some of ur depression isnt from fans and what not but if it was i would feel worse i really love bsb and every thing about them there so cool all my sisters (2) and cuz and friend of ours all love u and bsb i really hope u get better ill pray for u and hope u get back on track and i cant wait till the concert in bosten its my first concert and im gonna lose my vocie we all made signs for the concert on the 9th and shirts one person had a heart and a b and a s and a b and a we so it said we love bsb u guys r the best band ever and i hope u guys last im gonna tell my kids abut yall Aand how hot u guys r man u guys are fine and brian has such a cute butt kevin hes hott he was way hotter if he had a hair cut i really want to no y he doesnt get one lol and nick omg i would love a close up pic of him not one out of a mag i love him hes so sweet and baby faced man i love every thing about him and man hes hott i love that kid lol and u man u r so hott i love ur styles who ever gets mad about this is dumb and doesnt like u man they got a prob lol sorry its jut u guys r so cool and all and i will love yall 4ever lol well aj i hope u get better im really sorry. love yall ashleigh Submitted by Danielle from Chesapeake Virginia USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:07:16 2001 hey AJ, how ya doing? i just put a card in the mail for you today! hope you enjoy it! i made it by hand! :0) anyway, i just wanted you to know that i got your back all the way! and that i love ya and think that you are doing the right thing! i knew that from the first time i heard bout this on tuesday the 10th of July. And you know whats strange? i had a dream that something bad/good was going to happen to one of the fellas! and when it actually did happen i thought 'wow, that was weird' anyway i send my best wishes and all my love and support for you! signed your #1 fan no matter what! ~DANIELLE S~ Submitted by JoBob from yeah right huh USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:04:42 2001 exactly...what were you drinkin'? Submitted by *Stephanie* from Raleigh North Carolina USA Date: Thu Jul 12 19:02:22 2001 ~My Beloved AJ~ I can't put into words about how much more respect you've gained from me for wanting to be honest with everyone. I would also like to say that I'm behind you all the way and will be praying for you every night! Submitted by Brandy from Tennessee USA Date: Thu Jul 12 18:58:47 2001 Hi AJ! Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and I that I am behind you 100% in all the things you do. I am glad that you realized you had a problem and decided to get help. I really look up to you for that. Cause alot of people don't admit that they have a problem until it is too late. Good luck and God Bless! See you on tour. Lots of Love, Brandy Submitted by Valentina from Bogota Columbia Date: Thu Jul 12 18:55:27 2001 A.J. We can´t live without air like backstreet boys will die if you´re not join us. You have lots of everything you need right now LOVE and that will help you to be stronger ´cause BACKSTREET BOYS IS LARGER THAN LIFE I hope you understand this messagge because I don´t speak english. KTBPA Submitted by Nana Carter from juiz de fora minas gerais Brazil Date: Thu Jul 12 18:55:01 2001 hi dear Nick, I love you and I can't waste the chance to tell you I'm sorry for your hand...poor baby!!! Loving you from a distance makes me happy anyway!!! Kisses and be strong, AJ needs us more than ever!!! Nana Carter Submitted by Lynn Ashe from Brevard NC USA Date: Thu Jul 12 18:52:22 2001 Dear A.J., I am very sorry to hear that you have suffered the loss of your grandmother. My grandmother died this past November, she was 96 and had suffered from Alzhiemers Disease for several years. She had really left us years before because, as you know, Alzhiemers destroys the mind making people forget everyone and everything they have known. However, I feel blessed to have had my grandmother live so long. We were best friends and there isn't anything we would not have done for each other. I read that you were also very close to your grandmother, so I do have some idea how much you are hurting. For you to have loved her so much, she must have been a wonderful person. You must have many wonderful memories to comfort you. Think of all the good times you two shared and remember your grandmother would want only the best for you. She would be very sad to know you are so unhappy and that her passing was a big part of your unhappiness. When you feel sad just think of her in her happiest and healthiest times and know where she is today she is even better than the times you remember. I am not a young fan, in fact I am the mother of a 15 year old BSB fan. I have been to three BSB concerts, we usually have to drive quite a distance to one of your concerts, and I can't express how much we both have enjoyed each and every concert. It is our hope and prayer that you will soon be well and back on tour. Please take care of yourself 1st. Your true fans will always be there for you and the Boys no matter how long it takes for you to recover. We just hope it is soon for we will be missing you very much. I hope knowing that millions of people out here really care about you and want you to have a speedy, complete recovery. I don't know about your faith and beliefs, I hope you know Jesus and that He can and will help you if you but ask Him. God bless you and know you are in the prayers of millions of fans all over the world. Please tell Nick we hope and pray his hand will soon be mended, we are real sorry he broke it. Sincerely, Lynn Ashe Brevard, NC Submitted by Julie from Columbus Ohio USA Date: Thu Jul 12 18:51:25 2001 AJ We wish you all the best. You are a remarkable singer and entertainer. Looking forward to many more concerts! Take your time and may God bless you and give you the strength to see this through. Julie and Lauren Fox Submitted by Angela from Howell NJ USA Date: Thu Jul 12 18:50:56 2001 Hey. Well, this was quite a shock to me. When I found out on Monday, I was in shock. I acted like everything was normal. But then, right after they played More Than That, I got up and walked outside on my porch, and I started crying. Not just sobbing, but really bawling, and I couldn't stop. It hurt so much to know he was suffering. All day I was crying. All night I cried. Yesterday morning I re-watched the TRL thing (I had taped it) and when he sang that song, just when I thought I couldn't cry anymore, I cried again. There was so much pain and emotion in his voice. It's been almost 48 hours and I can't get that song out of my head. Poor Nick! He didn't even speak, and then when they played the longer interview, everytime he did speak, he got choked up. How hard it must be for them. I can't imagine. I was listening to Black and Blue last night and Shape of My Heart came on, and during every song, when he would start to sing, I would start to cry. He has the most beautiful and soulful voice I've ever heard. The lyrics he sings in SOMH actually relate to what he's going through now. I didn't even realize. Do me a favor and listen to it, his part, and you'll see how incredible the similarities are. "Sadness is beautiful, but loneliness is tragical, so help me I can't win this war"?!? I was thinking, he CAN and he WILL win this war. I know it. It may take a while, but he'll do it. He needs our support, and it showed that he not only has our support but non-BSB fans as well, as shown on TRL yesterday. They were #1. I thought that was great, to know so many people support him, and are not running scared. Please, let's all keep it up, they need us to be there for them, it's gotta be hard enough as it is. Oh, and to the girl who wanted to know the lyrics to his song(since I've been singing it over and over, I happen to know it pretty well, =P)here they are: "Sometimes, I find myself/Within me/And I need sometime to find true love/But if I don't then I won't stop tryin'/And if I can't then I won't live lyin'/Yes/What do people really want?/They wanna be happy/I wanna be happy.// I hope that helped. If anyone has any thoughts or comments on my entry, just respond here, I check this page all the time. Thank you all so much, I love you. Bye. Pray for AJ, please. KTBPA! (I never write that, I figured I'd throw that in there, hehe.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Submitted by Nana Carter from juiz de fora minas gerais Brazil Date: Thu Jul 12 18:49:04 2001 Hi dear AJ, I'm a brazilian fan and I got very sad when I heard of your problem. I always thought you were the soul of the BSB and I began listening more carefully to your songs just because of your 'black voice and style'. I was one of the lucky fans who went to Rio Concert and finally saw from live, you doing that great performance. I got really impressed when I first saw you performing 'All I have to give' at that 99 Orlando Concert - that day I found out you ruled and you were 'the artist' in the band. Well guy, all I wish you is that you get better soon so we can party again here in Brazil. YOU ROCK!!! * it's not that I think the other guys are bad, I love them all too but ...you know what? when on stage..NO ONE ELSE COMES CLOSE TO YOU!!!! Kisses and ktbspa more than ever!!! Nana Carter Hugs also from Angelica Richardson, Mary Littrel, Júlia Dorough (4 years old he he ) and Paula Mclean WE LOVE YOU!!!! Submitted by Michelle K from Ask Me CA USA Date: Thu Jul 12 18:45:59 2001 AJ, I wanted to share this with you. I have had some experiences with what is happening in your life, the worst times being when my parents divorced a few long years ago, but I cannot say I know exactly what you're going through. What I can say though and what I know is that I love you so much and support you. I want to thank you and the rest of the guys; Howie, Brian, Nick, and Kevin for being honest about what is going on. I feel very honored. When I learned about what happened to you from depression, I was filled with emotions, because I didn't want you to hurt inside. As did many fans, so we comforted each other, knowing that you would be okay. When? We don't know, but I know that you are a strong person. And you deserve to be happy. God will take of you. Thank you for showing me the light when I was in my darkest times, so now, I want to show you the light. I don't want you to feel any guilt, or shame, or fear. Everything will be okay. It might be hard to find the happiness, but when you do, I know it will be the best. Either it be through true love or just singing again, you will find it. AJ, you are in my thoughts and preyers. On me you can rely and trust, you can read it from my eyes and know that's true. I'll be your friend forever. Love Always and hugs, Michelle Kouvalas (contact is KTBSPA3000@aol.com) First Page - Previous - Next - Last - Add Entry - Other Topics - Message Boards - Exit Page 203 of 475