Submitted by Italu Velasco Rueda from Mexico City Mexico Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 00:02:49 2001
Wassup, I relly hope that A.J.'s health is going to be better after this. I´m really sorry of his grandma's death.This new affected me a lot,and more when I saw the news in the T.V., when all the boys were sad and Nick was crying, because as a real fan I'm very, very worried about A.J.'s problem.I'm very sad because of this, and my mother says that I am a CRAZY girl.I want A.J. to know that he can count with my support and the support of all the mexican fans.
P.S.HUUUUUUUUUURAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY for A.J. and all the BSB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. MEXICO LOVES YOU.
Submitted by Mandy from Little Falls New Jersey USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 00:00:59 2001
Dear A.J
I personally dont know what your going through but I do know you'll get throught this rough time because you are a strong person. Also you have us the fans, we're here for you now and forever. When I heard the news I was very upset but I also was very surprised. I never saw this coming but that just shows everyone in the world including the BSB fans and the non BSB fans that your a real person and go through the same hard times like everyone else. I admire your courage because what you are doing takes a lot of guts to do. Also what you are doing may reach out to fellow musicians & other people out there that are dealing with the same problems as you are. So I just want to thank you for asking and getting help.
I have you and the rest of the guys in my prayers.I am praying for you and your family every day.Get Well soon!Iluv you and I'm very proud of you. You'll get through this.
luv you always,
Mandy
Submitted by vanessa muyet from CAGUAS, PR. Puerto Rico US. Puerto Rico
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:59:16 2001
hi aj; hope this help you.
well i am from puerto rico i went to the concert the may 19. and i did not realize that you were having this kind of troubles, i am real sorry about it but hey god is going to help you and i will pray for you from the heart i hope that you get better like the aj that start with the group.
love you my friend! get well!!!
vanessa.(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by mariana alves from santo andre sao paulo Brazil
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:58:16 2001
Hi aj!!!!Firt I Love you....second i am from Brazil.... dont speak english but.....estou com vc sempre q precisar eu sempre me alegrei ao te ver e hoje ao saber que vc estava mal eu tambem fiquei... vc nao deve se sentir so numca pois eu e muitas garotas estamos ao seu lado porque vc e os outros nos fazem felizes com suas palavras de amor.....eu nao vou prolongar isso pois vc ja deve ter percebido que nos fas estamos com vc porque nos faz felizes.........I love you....
Submitted by Jacqueline Tran from California USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:55:31 2001
Hey AJ!
First of all, I just want to let you know that the Lord above is w/ you. He's watching over you and I know that through time, love, patient, and support you will get better. We're all praying for you and will be here when you come back. I really don't have much to say, because w/ the letters you have read and w/ all the love that has already been express to you, you know that we got you back and will be here for you. So I hope you get better and were waiting to see you and the Boys again, but it's a matter of time and you got all the time you have! Luv ya and GOD BLESS!xoxo,
Jacqueline
Submitted by Nancy Yater from Harvest Alabama USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:51:56 2001
AJ,
Hey babe what's up? The news of you really kinda shocked me. You come off as such a strong person inside. I'm really happy that you wanted help. It's great that you're not carrying on a struggle anymore. I respect you even more now as a individual and role model. I know you will over come this and be a stronger person inside and carry yourself with pride knowing you did the right thing. I'm here as a fan and friend to back you up 110%. God is truly watching over you and you have angels of light surrounding you to guide you along the way. Think of all the good things in life you have. You will rise above any fear you have and prosper in life. You're in my prayers and many others.Remember you always have someone to help you in times of need. Keep your chin up and smile. Love ya bunches and more.
Sincerley,
Nancy Yater
Submitted by Michele from Brampton Ontario, Canada Canada
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:50:34 2001
Dear AJ,I just wanted to drop you a line to say that I, along with countless others are thinking and praying for you. I know what it is like losing someone very close to you. The pain sometimes is unbearable. Your grandmother is now in the Lords hands being taken care of and I am so proud of you for the decision that you have taken. May the Lord be always by your side. Trust in what He has planned for you. You are a wonderful person!! Bye for now, Michele
Submitted by dana from mn USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:48:44 2001
hey~
just wanted to say I admire that the group told the truth. Also admire that you are the one to do something about the problem, it takes a real man to admit if he has any problems.
Submitted by SAMANTHA ELIZABETH from monterrey nuevo leon Méjico
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hola aj primero que nada me alegra bastente que haigas tomado la decision correcta , que mejor que reavilitarte a tiempo, solo te pido que tengas muchisimos animos y pienses que muchisimas personas estan contigo y pase lo que pase no te van abandonar, cariÑo te necesitamos y nos tienes muy preocupados te necesitan tus amigos , tu familia y 4 chicos que te quieren muchisimo y te esperan con los brazos abiertos para seguir triunfando y millones de chicas que te amamos y te necesitamos demaciado,no te dejes vencer de esa maldita enfermedad tu puedes acabarla muy pronto y estar de nuevo con las personas que te aman demaciado y te necesitan ademas de extraÑarte,se que no te conosco pero creeme que me tienes preocupadisima te quiero muchisimo al igual que a kevin, howie , brian y nick ,pero a ti te amo mas y te necesito los necesito a los 5, se que saldras adelante y nunca olvides que hay muchisimas personas que te necesitan demasiado y te aman no te dejes vencer te lo pedimos muchisimo. cuidate muchisimo te juro que daria mi vida por ti y siempre estaras en mi corazon y en mi pensamiento al igual que millones de chicas que una vez mas te digo te necesitamos y te extraÑamos , aliviate pronto hazlo por ti y por tu familia y por el resto del grupo porfavor vuelve pronto. (todos los casquillos
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Submitted by julie from summerifeld nc USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:44:16 2001
alex hey wassup how r u doing.... so this would be day 4 of me writting you i think youve been in there 5 but ya know i didnt find out you were ther untill day 2 so whatever its not like it mattes anyways, however im still writting you everyday b/c i want to show some constand support i think alot of people are doing it although i have no clue where your head is so it makes it exstremally hard to write you ... i do love you alex and i belive you can get though this though... i belive in you and i think you will be okay in the end.... anyhow heres a little poetry fro ya .... its not very motivating buthowever it shoudl explain exsacly some of the ways u have been feeling with the depressive side i wrote it when i was going though some drug problems this was right befor i got help
bed sheets and bus stops
pack mate and flower shops
cault up in the essence f you time
sit back everyone gets high
im liying still
a billion tears along the side
and im the one who still feeds the kill
broken glass and crush bones
and i still feel like some kind of drill
bleeding veins we can deny
can you hear a soul cry?
history bears the scar of a civil war
over the moutain tops
the falg comes charging forward
and in the pouring rain i stop
to wonder is this what im dying for?
and as i look out across my horizen in my mind
i will c you standig there with open arms and
-tearful crys
hit a brick while going 95 in my toyota
i dont care what happens to me
the worlds on a downward spiral
and if you sit and hear me out
you might figure somthing out
and if you look across the sky yumight hear an
-angel cry
exposions going off in my head
as im layin on my death bed
i remember a child i saw'l
crying and bleeding on a blood all
im lying still a billion tears along the side
and im the one who still feeds the kill
broken glass and crushed bones
and i still feel like some kind of drill
bleeding veins we can
deny can you hear a soul cry?
history bares the scare of a cibil war
over the moutain tops
the falg comes charging forward
and in the pouring rain i stop
to wonder is this what im dying for?
and as i look out across my horizen in my mind
i will c you standig there with open arms and
-tearful crys
hit a brick while going 95 in my toyota
i dont care what happens to me
the worlds on a downward spiral
and if you sit and hear me out
you might figure somthing out
and if you look across the sky yumight hear an
-angel cry
its kinda reptitive but it go made into a song for a local band that know hey do a really good job... however didnt write you to tell you that... basically its really hard for me to not give advise in situations like this ... i love you to death and i know all about alcohole (welll everything butthe spelling lol) anywayz igrew up around it so i know it very well... and i knowaddiction though my own drug problems and soeing cigs..which apperenty we both know about smokes but anywayz, i guess i just cant give ou advise cuz i dont know exsaclly where you head is i wisi did but i dont so therefor half of my advise would be bullshit to you cuz you would have already have known it .. all i can say is stick this out make it work ... only you can make it work but you cant do it alone... and im beside you 110% and ilove and care for you very much .... i guess all i can do is what im doing and prey ... but iguess ill leave you alone for now you can do this alex
love ya
julie
Submitted by Louisa from Calgary Alberta Canada
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:43:20 2001
Dear AJI'm sorry to hear what is going on right now, but know that you did the right thing for yourself. You are such a strong person, so I know that you'll be fine! It just takes time. Keep in mind that this is about you, no one else. You have to make yourself happy before you can make anyone else happy. I hope that all goes well, and you get better soon! My thoughts and prayers are with you! God Bless.
luv&hugs,
Louisa
Submitted by Julie from Justice Illinois USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 23:39:56 2001
Dear AJ,
hey!..i really hope that u are starting to feel better. Monday afternoon my friend Kristen called me and said she had some bad news. I asked her what it was and she told me about u. I was basically speechless, but u know what?! I am really proud of u for admiting your problem to the guys. It takes a REAL MAN to fess up..and u are!! I'm just happy u are helping yourself!! I hope that all of the next 30 days will be good for u!!....I'll c u in Tinley Park on Sept. 22!!
bye!!!
love,
julie!!...
k.t.b.s.p.a.!!!
