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Submitted by from Los Angales California USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:20:36 2001
AJ,
I love you and I always will. I am so proud that you are doing this. I know how hard it is to admit that you have a problem, and then getting help can be even harder. I am also gald that you decided to be honest. We all love you, and support you. We'll try our best to help you, you can win this war. We love you so much. One of my friends was even inspired by you, and finally decided to get treatment for depression, which she desprately needed. My father recentely died, he was my only role model before, but now, you are my hero. Feel better soon. I'll be praying for you.
Love,
Allie
Submitted by Jen from Oceanside Ca USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:20:02 2001
Hey AJ...
.....It's Jen from Oceanside again...
.....I just wanted to let you know that I lost my father not too long ago...and I know how it feels to have someone I love pass away like your grandmother...but it was you, my BSB, that helped me with your music to get thru it. I never stopped listening to your songs over and over again...and it helped me. You give me so much joy that I cry from it. Your music is not only beautiful, but inspiring. I want to thank you soooo much for everything. I've been with u from the start of BSB, the baby-faced Lou Pearlman children, thru hard times of Howie and his sister, Brian and his health, Kevin and his father, Nick and his family, the Pearlman crisis, the boyband competition, all the good stuff too-the marriages, fame, fortune, and all that was in between...and AJ, don't think I'm gonna just turn my back on you now........I would sacrafice my very life, all u have to do is say the words, cuz there would never be no other...
-----AJ McLean and KRYStLE, You're The Reason
-------AJ, there's no one like you!!!!!--------- I LOVE YOU!-So does the brothers and the Father!
AMEN.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jen Forever~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Submitted by vero from Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:16:29 2001
hi aj:
i don´t know what do you think now, but i think about it, you don´t alone and i know you are a strong, wonderful person.... and need you said: i love you..and
god given support and all bless to you.
you have all support for the persons that love you,i´m worry for you but i believe in you!!!! i waiting for you and see a smile in your face...
i always love you. sincerily.... vero....
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Submitted by Angela from Garden Grove CA USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:07:59 2001
Dear A.J.,
I just want you to know I've been in your situaion. I know how hard it is to step back and say ok, I have a problem, and I need help. You are very brave for doing this. I learned the hard way, I didn't realize I had a problem until my aunt died. I loved her very much and I still miss her, but it wasn't until then that I got the courage to ask for help. I was 13 then, but thanks to my grandmother and cousin who I thank God for, I'm a happy 15 year old. Anyway, I'm very proud of you and just keep faith, God will help get you through this. We all love you. Your biggest supporter,
ABHKNPride@aol.com
Submitted by Jen from Oceanside Ca USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:56:04 2001
AJ...
.....It's so very late and it's been a long day but I can't seem to stop thinking about you (like my favorite song ever made that u sung). I've been praying for you ever since I heard from a friend and broke down. AJ, to you I'm just another fan, but you mean so much to me.
.....Your life is amazing. You're an inspiration to me. Your voice is such a God-given talent. It puts me in awe. And for you not to sing puts a frown on my face! The group isn't BSB w/o you, 4 guys isn't the BSB I'm crazy about.
.....I know you'll get better cuz u have God and I'm praying for you and so is all my friends! WE LOVE YOU!!! Keep praying and you'll get better. The B.Boy Team is there for ya too!
.....Your grandmother is in heaven and she's looking down on you and is so so so very proud of all that you've accomplished in your life. She's proud that you have God in your life. She's proud of your difficult past. She's proud of all the joy you've given the world...from the little ventriliquist boy...to the mature stunning man you are now. She sees how much the fans love you and would do ANYTHING for you. (One time in Vegas, I was going to a March concert, I asked where you stood in McDonalds exactly...and I stood right there! Me and my best friend looked everywhere for you guys! We stayed right across from "The Mansion" where you guys were supposedly staying! It was the best day of my life when I saw u guys in concert!!!!!)
.....But most importantly, it's so awesome how you realized on your own that u needed help. I am so proud of your whole life! I can't wait til u get better and serve the world with your beautiful spirit and AMAZING voice! God Bless you and the guys...I'm here and thinking of you........so take my hand...dont say goodbye
-------AJ McLean, More Than That .....When things sometimes start looking down, ur with me, no matter what, no matter how, u seem to find a way, sharing ur love from up above, ur all i'll ever need, God must have sent u to me...
-------KRYStLE, Angel On My Shoulder .....And I can't stop thinking 'bout u
.....And I wouldn't if I could
.....But I can't keep waking up
.....W/ dreams of u
-------AJ McLean, Cant Stop Thinking About You (BEST SONG EVER MADE!!!!!) .....You're my first thought everyday
-------Brian Littrell, No Goodbyes .....AJ...I LOVE YOU!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~Jen forever~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Submitted by Barbarah from São Paulo São Paulo Brazil
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:44:44 2001
AJ hope u get better as soon as possible. I believe you, I'm sure this all in the end will be just another nightmare.I know you can and you want ! You have sung for us since you was a boy and we are thanked for all hapiness you gave to us and now it's time to show how thank we are so we are supporting and praying for you. Hey don't give up because who does not give up always win EVERYTHING !!
I hope you come back better for your Tour and of course come back to BRAZIL so we can show how much we love you.
AJ I love and I will always love you... for all my life !!KEEP THE BACKSTREET BOYS PRIDE ALIVE !!! Kisses of your brazilian fan !! Barbarah :-)
Submitted by Rozzel from Australia
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:28:16 2001
To AJ,When I heard about your problem, I felt lost and sad for you. I don't feel angry, nor even let down by what happened... so don't even worry about how your fans would react to this situation. Don't think that you have lost the admiration and love from your fans.. but have given fans more to admire you for. I have always admired you for the person that you are.. and I know that you are a strong person (which you have shown by facing up to your problem).. and I know you could get through this hard time. I can't say that I know what you went through losing someone close to you because I have never lost anyone close to me, like you have. But with the news about your problem and what was going on in your life... I felt a bit of
the emotions that you felt about losing the one you loved... depressed. Your song "I wanna be happy" gives me an understanding of what you are going through.. and it makes me cry to think of your tough time. I cry everytime I hear that song.. cause all I wish for is your happeniess! It made me sad to see the reaction of the other guys when telling the public about something so personal. Now people can really see the closeness and love you guys have towards each other. You are like brothers and what
brothers do is stick together through thick and thin. Which gives me another thing to admire you guys for. It was hard to see the guys faces when telling people about your situation... that was probably the first time the public has ever seen a music group let out their emotions and cry infront of the public and media (who can be
really harsh). That was the first time I had seen Nick cry.. and it was very emotional.. becuase he once said he doesn't like to show his emotions and he keeps it inside.. and that he doesn't like to cry in public. You guys have given not only your fans a greater admiration for you, but other people also. You guys are an inspiration to us all!! I hope the love that we all show for you will be your guide to becoming an even stronger person then you are now. We all love you AJ.. and we want you to be happy! I will pray for you always
until you are better! Love your fan
Rozzel
Submitted by Monique from Las Vegas Nevada USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:25:22 2001
Hey AJ...you probably won't even get this but anyway. First of all I just wanted to say to not be scared at all because all of your fans STILL love you, and no matter what anyone says were here for you and all of us give you our full support! So your deffiently not alone in any of this. And what your doing now just makes me love you even more. It takes a lot of courage to do what your doing and I admire you greatly for that and hope I can be only as strong as your being one day.
So anyway here is something I wrote for you.
To a friend I don't even know, sad and low no where to go. No where to hide from all the pain. Everyday in comes the rain. But don't forget your never alone. And when it's all over the answers will come, and when it's all over the nights won't be as long. And when it's all over you'll see again. And when it's all over we'll be waiting at the end. Don't forget you've just begun and after the rain comes in the sun.I'm not done with that poem yet but anyway, just know were going through this with you. And don't worry about the concerts...take as much time as you need. I would rather see you better then at the show. So DON'T WORRY about the press and your fans at all. Just focus on YOURSELF!!!!
Much love, and KEEP SMILING because remember... after the rain comes the SUN! I love you AJ & my prayers are with you. :)
-monique
Submitted by Carolina Bueno Angelo from Campo Grande Mato Grosso do Sul Brazil
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:25:04 2001
A.J., eu e todas as fãs do Brasil, torcemos pela sua melhora... eu e acho que todas as fãs choraram muito quando souberam do que aconteceu, estamos esperando sua melhora, e queremos ver nosso A.J. de sempre, feliz, alegre, fazendo suas palhaçadas... nós te amamos muito... e mandamos uma força para você e para todos do grupo,e é claro, não podemos nos esquecer de sua mãe,ela é a pessoa mais importante pra você e pra todas nós. Então, fica aqui o meu recado, estamos orando, rezando por você, sua mãe e os outros integrantes.
BEIJOS PARA VOCÊ, SUA MÃE E OS OUTROS INTEGRANTES
CAROL
Submitted by Nikki Baker from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:19:14 2001
Hey There AJ,
I just wanted to send you a little something..even though you may not get this i'm going to feel so much better just saying that you are and will be in my prayers always..I hope you get well soon. I support you 110%.
I'm looking foward to seeing you in Toronto In September.
All The best,
~*~NIKKI BAKER~*~
Submitted by Sara from Corona Cali USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:08:40 2001
My Dearest AJ,
When I heard about the news I started to cry. Then I thought what a real man you are for facing somethings that people never usually do. I stated to think how people will see that you are getting help and they may too. Your getting help is only a begining to what you may do to save many people from dying of depression and alcohol. I think what you are doing will show people not to be afraid to ask for help instead get help just as you did. I hope that you come back stronger and better than ever and as a fact I know you will. As I sit here writting this to you I only hope you get better and are ready to see that the fans are here to stay through the BSB ups and downs and yours too. I hope to see you in August and Hopefully get a book that me and some friends are making for you. Hugs, Kisses and sweet Dreams,
Sara
Submitted by Claudette Landry from Sunset Louisiana USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:04:40 2001
Hi, A.J. -I thought this had been sent earlier by a mistaken 'click', but I don't see it on the message board. It must be floating somewhere in cyberspace. Computers!!! I hope you're feeling much better. Take ALL the time you need to recover; your return to good health is the most important thing right now!! We, your fans, stand behind you 100%!!! We want you to be happy, too!! :o) And you WILL be again. Turn to God, A.J. - lean on Him. He never abandons us. He sustains and consoles, if we but ask. "Shelter me, O God
Hide me in the shadow of Your wings.
You alone are my HOPE!" Keep the FAITH, Baby!! We'll be KEEPing THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE until you're feeling well enough to come out and play with us again!! ;oP YOU ARE LOVED THE WORLD OVER, A.J.!! Thoughts, prayers, and peace - Claudette
Submitted by Allison from Cheyenne Wy USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 01:01:33 2001
Aj, I wanted you to have this song by Eve 6, it's not only for you but the rest of the boys. I think of it as a toast to you getting help and making it through and everybody hearing you loud and clear on you alcohol experience, and it's goodbye to the alcohol.
So denied so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day, love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrows gonna come too soon
AJ if you or the other boys (Kevin, Brian, Howie and Nick) ever read this PLEASE e-mail me and let me know how you are doing. I get to see you guys in concert this summer for the very first time ever. And I want a chance to get to know you for you NOT what you are or what you do, but who you are deep down inside, ya know?? wcw_wwf_1@hotmail.com (yes, I'm a wrestling maniac) Love Lots, Allison
Submitted by Smarty from Berlin Germany
Date: Fri Jul 13 00:59:59 2001
Hey AJ!
I´m from Germany and if you somehow happen to read this I just wanna tell ya we all love you! We don´t care about the tour we´re not even afraid you guys could split up. We want you to be healthy, that´s more important. Don´t listen to the teenybopper girls crying about the postponed tour. The real fans do NOT care about that. We want you to feel good. No matter what´s the reason for your feelings I´m sure you´re gonna notice even your life can be fun! I know life´s a b*tch but you´re cool enough to handle that. We need you and the other guys need you! Don´t let them down they´re willing to help you and they´re really your brothers. It´s amazing how much everyone loves you and cares for you so it´s even more sad you didn´t seem to know. We´re here for you!
Submitted by Jennifer from Buffalo NY USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 00:57:46 2001
Dear AJ whether or not you might read this doesn't matter it's the fact that I am saying it and thinking it and sending it in my prayers. We are all so proud of you, the millions of your fans around the world who will support you anyway we know how. Remember the lyrics in Everyone "Here we stand together and a million strong" remember that you are not alone. Do not feel guilty or feel that you have let us down because you haven't. If anything you have made us prouder than ever to be fans of the most amazing guys in the world. Admitting you have a problem took guts and we know that, forget the tour concentrate on you getting better because that's all we need and all we want. Though not all opinions will be positive remember that for those few there are at least a thousand who feel the same way I do. We love you and we always will. God bless you A.J. Love, Jen
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