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Submitted by heaven in your eyes(nickname) from Japan
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:51:17 2001
(I'm Korean.) A.J... I don't know your problom's real reason deep in your heart. but i can give you my heart. i hope you will be a nice man again. and... don't forget your fans and bsb are always beside you. cuz you don't need to cry... i really miss you!! love you A,J~!!
Submitted by Elisa Anaid from Mexico City Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:43:39 2001
Dear ALEX: i really like to help yourself but I am not just a simple fan, possibly you never read this but I want that you know that it is not important if type of problems you have here exists people who wants you love you and simply stay there for you always I want that you know that for my you are more than this incredible man who appears and sings, that you are an incredible man with wonderful feelings, which you love to the life and you love what you do.For all these things and more you have been an inspiration to continue my lifei Really like to be able to help more than with only these words. Only think a moment about the wonderful mother that you have, in the boys (Kevin, Nick; brian, Howie) and in all the girls that to diary they think about you (including me to my) . I know that you are in this problem because of your depression for the death of your grandmother, but think that(that) wherever that she are , it down extremely happy and proud of you and that this beautiful woman not like she that see you so sad. Also I am sure that this she it together with Jesus and now it is one of his beautifuls angels and always this taking care of you and your family. Possibly you do not remember me but we knew ourselves when your and the BSB came to Mexico with the tour black and blue, when I knew that permissions dedicates myself learn groins only to be able to speak with you and could not I saw you and I remain only meeting, I impress myself seeing in your look so many sincerity and the beautiful thing that they are your feelings. All the girls said that I was mad because if they look at you closely only kissed you and I the only thing that i wanted to ask if you wanted to have a sincere friendship. And even I say it to you if you look for a sincere and loyal friend it does not matter if only you need that someone listens to you I can help you and you know because, simply because that you are incredible and you do not think that I say all that only because you are A.J of the BSB's but for the interesting and beautiful Alexander James Mclean F. that this inside you.I that possibly you are not interested in this but remembers that we all are human and sometimes we makes mistakes but we are never alone someone never needs you like never before, someone wants your love, only you have open the door again and light the light of the happiness. ok this is only a small part of everything what i wish to say to you, I expect it I (help) a bit in your rehabilitation, you can do it just decide now.Just remember this words that you said and i adopt of this way "MUSIC IS LOVE ,LOVE IS MUSIC, MUSIC IS OUR LIFES AND YOU LOVE YOUR BEATIFUL LIFE" pleas edo it for the music and your life. I like have news of you promptly and to know that these perfectly well,I hope you could return to Prompt Mexico. Just remember that you are in my prayers every night, your and the Boys. With the whole fondness of the world sincerely yours Elisa Anaid God bless you forever be happy and smile Be cool, Be real , Behave but the most important thing BE STRONG
Submitted by TiiNi from Prenzlau Germany
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:20:38 2001
Boner_Babe!!! :)
Submitted by TiiNi from Prenzalu Germany
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:18:53 2001
Boner_Babe!!! :)
Submitted by M.L. from isla vista CA USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:18:33 2001
AJ, i just wanted to let u know that i have so much more respect for u in doing what u've done...not a lot of people will come face to face with their problems such as yours, and by facing your problem head on, u are only making yourself so much more stronger than u have ever been. By making your problem public, u have shown us that life in the business is not what it's cracked up to be..yes, it does have it's perks, but in reality, u are only human. I also wanna thank you and the rest of the guys for always being honest with your fans and because of that, u all have my deepest respect. I saw u guys in concert in march in oakland and all i can say is u guys totally ROCKED!!!...Your energy and charisma is so amazing...So, please take care of yourself and i can't wait to see u in concert!!!... God Bless!!!
Submitted by Waaaa from Waaaaaa Waaaaaaaa USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:16:54 2001
Waaaaaaa Waaaaaaaa.... Oh sorry I couldn't see the keys through my tears.. Waaaaaa... Waaaaa. Sorry again ...there I go.. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...uhhh..I better go and get some tissue...I think the rest of you better do the same.
Submitted by Maddie from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 03:06:55 2001
To AJ: You re such a strong person....I believe you can do ANYTHING you put everything into. BUT you have to want it bad enough first....and you've shown us all that by taking the first step. Don't ever give up on anything. We support you through this all and ALWAYS will. My concern is YOU being healthy and happy on the inside....and on behalf of all the fans, I am just scared you are worried what we as your fans will think of this situation....I think you should just relax...cuz the fans love you...in a fan way:) so don't be concerned at ALL!!! We all have problems and obstacles to overcome...and with hard work and determination, we can do it-and you can too!! To the Boys: I've seen how choked up you all were, and I just feel horrible. I can't say the usual, "I know hw you feel," cuz I don't. BUT I have a PRETTY good idea...and I'm sorry. You guys are bothers and best friends through it ALL...and you have each other....this will make you stronger...you just have to keep God in your life and he'll help you out along the way...Just look at this as an eye opener to you, and ppl around the entire world....it's horrible that people will learn lessons at AJ's expense...but there will be people who learn from this...and they'll be abl to look up to such a strong man, and his 4 strong best friends, and say they can do the same...so be proud and use this as a reality check....and always remember to pray....cuz ONLY God and your TRUE trustworthy friends will be by your side through all o this
Submitted by Blaine from Baton rouge Louisiana USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:59:17 2001
A.J. When I heard the news about what you have been going through it really hit me that many people out there dont realize that you are a person too, And you go through some hard times. Eventhough I dont know you I am one of your biggest fans. And I have nothing but respect for you and the decision you made to help yourself. It takes a lot of strength and courage to do what you did by taking the step to take care of the problems you had. Although it hurts me to know that you have been going through some hard times I wish you and your family nothing but the best. I know that you will get through this o.k. and I cant wait until you are all better so I can see your beautiful face out there with the bsb again. Until then keep your faith up and remember, soooooooo many people including myself love and respect you, not only because of your music and what you have done but because you are a strong, wonderful person. c-ya soon!I love you!!!!!!! P.s. look up, smile, and know that he is taking care of you.
Submitted by Nadia from Pomona California USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:51:55 2001
oh god! i am so proud of you. it's not easy to accept that you need help sometimes. i guess maybe i can sorta realate because my grandmother died when i was very young. i cannot remember her, and i kills me. my parents both had jobs when i was little, so she was the one that practically raised me. i started to cry when i heard carson daly tell about how you were in rehab. everyone thought i was nuts, but i didn't care. i really hope you feel better soon. i'm hoping to go to your guys' concert in august. that's the month of my birthday. umm, well, i guess i ran out of junk to say. i love you all, nadia
Submitted by Tina ( Tia :) from Milpitas Ca USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:51:40 2001
I would like to say to AJ and the rest of the Boy's I am very proud of you telling us, your fan's the truth. I know what AJ is going through...When my grandma died I also got depressed. AJ pick drinking I picked something else and lost a whole year of my life. I think of her a lot. I have bad day's and good. Just the other day I had a bad day could not stop crying...I miss her. I Do Understand. I know it's hard. You never forget but, you have to live on and not destroy yourself. My grandma wouldn't want me to do that to myself and IM sure yours wouldn't want you to either. I know you well be stronger after all of this. IM so proud of you....Like I said IM a BSB fan but, now a bigger one. Keep Smiling :) Tina
Submitted by JoBob from yeah right huh USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:43:06 2001
Hey..It's JoBob again with a little message.. Ok not really. I was just wonderin' what ya'll been drinkin' or smokin'. You guys on crack..or somethin. All this yibber yabbing about love and peace... haha. I ain't never seen such a thang. Ok well I've takin enough of ya'lls time...just one more thang what was you drinkin again? Love..I mean..peace..I mean..... Sincerely yours truly JoBob
Submitted by Ashlee C from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:30:38 2001
AJ, I'm so proud of you. When I heard you checked yourself into rehab I was like "Oh my god!" Then I started thinking about it. It became aparent to me that really in my mind I knew this day would come. I'm so happy you realized that you had a problem before it was to late. I think that if you wouldn't of I would of lost the love I have of the Backstreet Boys an in you. I will always support you an everything that you an the other guys do. Good luck with everything and get better fast. I miss seeing you on stage. An believe me I see you a lot. On this tour alone I've spent over 1,000 on my own tickets to see you an the other guys. But your well worth all my money,time,an effort. We love an support you always AJ!Love always, Ashlee C.
Submitted by Heather from Bellwood Pennsylvania USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:29:50 2001
AJ, I want you to know that I think you are the most courageous person I have ever known. It takes a strong person to admit to having problems and then getting help for them. You are truly blessed, with the love of your family, friends, and your fans, I know you can overcome this. I hope by you coming forward with this, it helps others who are in the same situation and they know that they too can get help also. You are truly an inspiration to many people. May God look over you and help you in your time of need, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Heather
Submitted by Jodi-Aanne from Windsor Ontario Canada
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:26:01 2001
Aj, I just want to be one of hundreds that tells you that I'm so happy and proud of you for reaching out. I have lost a few friends to depression because they never asked for the help they needed. I have also delt with minor clinical depression when i was a teenager, I was lucky and caught it on time and got the help I needed. I'm so happy to see that your getting it. I just hope that you know that if you need more time, that your fans will be here in 30 days or how ever long it takes. All that matters is your health and happiness. I wish you all the best in your long recovery. I'm here supporting you and the "boys" 'til the end. Love always an eternal BSB fan Jodi-Anne
Submitted by Katherine (Kat) from Terre Haute Indiana USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 02:23:38 2001
A.J., July 13,2001I know it's hard to say you have problem. I'm 14 and I have more problems then most people. But once I heared you were in rehab and then I say that video it made me cry. I told my friend something wasn't right and when I looked at your picture I looked in the eyes and I knew just by looking at them something wasn't right. My mom has really bad depression and it doesn't help any that my parents are divorce and she still loves him. But anyway,I'm happy you came out and said you have a problem and I'm glad you got help. I'm not like the other fans. They all believe in the lord I don't. I've noticed everytime I pray to him about someone that person dies the next day and I don't want to lose the one person I look up to. I'm still crying from you going but thats only because everyone is making a big deal about it. You got help good for you but they don't need to make a big deal about it,you know? Well it's early (1:20 am) and I need to get off the computer and get my sleep. Hope you feel more relaxed and I know you are dying to get back on that stage. Best wishes. See ya. Peace,Love,and A.J. kisses, Katherine C.
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