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Submitted by Isabel from snellville ga USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:26:26 2001

Alex:

You've helped me through so much ... just hearing your voice in the worst of times in my life has made it all a liltle bit better. I've had it so hard ... but i always look up to you and take strenght from you and keep smiling and brushing it off like it's nothing. Right now i am not doing good at all and it breaks my heart to know that you aren't doing so good either. But i know if you can make it through this, then so can i. I love you with all my heart.

Submitted by Natalia from Santiago Chile
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:31:29 2001

Hi my baby Aj,Now only I can say one thing "Strengh man" you have the light,and all your friends and the persons that love you (me to)have the love's energy and all this is for you now.

(Sorry if you don't understand something,but I speak spanish and is difficult for me follow my feeling to a paper and in english.)

Aj you are a great man and I know that you'll be good, now you must take the love that me and many persons send you...and common the sun shine again, but now is for you Aj,really is for you. I'm wait for yours good news here in Chile. Bye many kisses and a big big hug. (because this can make feel more,close your eyes and feel the power,is god man,is LOVE) NATTY.

Submitted by Gry Jeanett Henriksen from Tønsberg Vestfold Norway
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:22:00 2001

Hi AJ!I'm sending you the best wishes and prayers!I am thinking of you and ask God to help you come through this!I love you ,as a true Fan!And i'm worried!I'm more then happy for you seeing help!
I want to thank you for the crazy,sexy,nice and lovable(ect.)person you are!with the most amazing voice!Im also glad for you and the fellas being honest with all of your fans!You truly are good boys wourth living for!
And for me,and millions of fans out there:GET BETTER SOON!!WE LOVE YOU!,I LOVE YOU..!
good bless!
take care,thank you!
*Jeanett*

Submitted by samantha from nlpas FL USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:21:47 2001

HI a.j i love you.

i miss you get well soon.be with us then.and i miss you a lot.i have to say thank for thing you do for us and we love you a.j get well soon.all if your fans love you.I said thank you.


ps I love a.j get well soon
love samantha


Submitted by donna from manila philippines Philippines
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:17:28 2001

dearest aj,
i may not know how you are feeling right now, but i do know that you are strong. though it was said that you were only hiding lots in a facade of a rebel,i know that you will make it through. i hope you dont hate the rest of the band for coming out in the open. i know that the bsb story cant be happy forever....it wasnt appy at all when you guys started out in the first place, but as they say, there has always been a rainbow a the end or light at the end of the tunnel. no matter what happens , i will always be a fan. please help yourself...........take care and please dont ever forget that though you might not know your fans at a personal level, they will a lways love you and believe or not we believe in you! get outta there asap! smile!

Submitted by Alyda from CserszegtomAJ Hungary
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:14:19 2001

A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


Submitted by Shannon from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:13:49 2001

AJ,
I think what you are doing is wonderful! You have really inspired people who have the same problems as you. Whenever I heard you where going into rehab for being depressed I cried! Because I was in shock and I didnt know what would happen to you. But now I know what you did was great! I know that the easiest way for people to overcome these sorts of things is they have to want the help, that is what you did! And AJ I know that you can and will get better! Iam praying and faith in you!
I have had depression, it is not as bad as it was before, but what you are doing is really inspiring people who are depressed to get help! I think that is wonderful that you want the help! I wish you the best of luck and I hope that the best will come your way and that you will have a happy life again! I miss you AJ! But get better! Thats the most important thing!
Whenever I saw the guys saying what was going on and how sad they where, I knew that they will not give up on you, and I know how much you mean to them and how much they love you as a friend and as a "brother". You guys are gonna back better than ever! I wish the best of luck and I hope that you can be a new AJ and not be sad, but happy! Good luck! And you are in my mind and prayers! Good luck!
Love ya!
Shannon

Submitted by Jen Stack from Lee Center New York USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:08:38 2001

Hey AJ!
I hope you get better cuz we all want you too! Even if you think this has affected your fans respect for you in a bad way it hasn't. You were strong enough to admit you had a problem. AJ, that takes a very strong person to do that. Please get better so we can see your face on MTV and live because we ALL love you! We want you to feel good about yourself! AJ, we don't wanna lose you now.
From,
Jen

Submitted by aiko kristen young from stockton califoina USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 13:02:01 2001

dearest a.j.
I know what you are going though.I have depresstion myself.But I try not to get sad or anything. Cause when I do I just think of a happy place. Or I just liten to music.I'm going to tell you a little something that I did when I got Sad or mad, I stared to cut myself.I though I was cool
but all my friends stared to say things to me that made me stop.I was a cutter for two years.but off and on I still cut myself.but for six mounths now I really did stop for good.Cause I think about what my friends say to me. Cause ever sence I was five years old I had depresstion and I got put on alot of pills. none of them work.But I got put on these on pills that helpt me.It made me change my life around. But if you keep you head up to the sky you konw everything will be alright!!!! Ihpe you get well soon. And I will be praying for you.Smile god loves you!!!!

Love alwayz and 4 ever
Aiko Kristen Young!!!!!

Submitted by Cindy Potoczny from Palatine Illinois USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:58:21 2001

"A.J."
You brought me hope,
gave me strength from afar.
But all the while,
you were bleeding from your heart.
When I look into your eyes,
I see an angel standing there.
But deep within your soul,
all you know is fear.
The pain and loss,
of someone you loved true,
has left your once strong spirit,
broken and stained of black and blue.
Despite all of your pain,
you still inspired me.
to spread my wings,
and show the world what I can be.
Now my only dream is,
to stop the torment in your soul.
To wipe your tears,
and make your heart whole.
At night I pray for you,
to see all the beauty inside.
That God gives you the strength,
to free the hero that hides.

~~Cindy Potoczny~~
July.13,2001

Submitted by Alyda from CserszegtomAJ Hungary
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:57:09 2001

A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


07/12/2001 11:37 p.m.

Submitted by Mandy Stroud from EXETER Devon United Kingdom
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:53:38 2001

AJ I've left a previous message on this board which should be in the first 100 pages but since then I wrote a poem, it's not as good as some others you will have recieved but it's mine:

When I first noticed you
I thought 'What a character'
One of a kind
A unique soul
You stood out from the crowd
Your voice made a statement
YOU made a statement.

I was sorry to hear what you had been through
Pain you didn't deserve
Heartache that wouldn't leave.

Sadness sets in.

I can't say I understand exactly how you feel
But things will get better
I promise
I promise
I really am so proud of you
You're an inspiration
You were strong
You had hope
Others will follow in your steps
You made a difference
YOU'VE made a difference

The first step is admitting
You did it
You were smart.

Whereever there's life, there's hope
Whereever you've gone
Don't stay there too long
Within time you'll find your way home.

PEACE, RESPECT!

Mandy, 18, UK!
shopoholic91@hotmail.com

Submitted by Susan from Budapest Hungary
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:53:22 2001

Dear A.J. ,

When You overcome your illness, will You go to shop with me ?

I hope You will be better and You will haven't so hard problem as it .

Don't forget the shoppin' !!!!


Thank You for You're alive.

Sue

Submitted by Eleonor from Heby Sweden
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:43:33 2001

AJ!!!!
You can´t be anything else but proud of you for seeking help for your problems.....that makes you a great rolemodel!
I hope you´ll get well...and keep your positive attitude!!!!
The world needs a voice like yours!!!!!!!!!!
I´ll hope you take the time that you need to get better.......it´s not about the group now.....it´s about you!!!!!
Thank you for being the a great rolemodel and an asume singer that you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope to see you soon!!!!
Eleonor from Sweden

Submitted by Cinthia Tejeda from Merida Yuc Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 12:43:26 2001

I hope that you're better. The moment is hard that these happening but with the aid of God, your family, friends and your fans but mainly with your optimism you managed to leave the alley. I want U A.J... we want see to you in Mexico again.

Forever with BSB
FanClub.
Mérida, Yuc. México


KEEP THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE...GO AJ!! GO AJ!!

KEEP GOIN'G AJ!!!!

WE LOVE U ALWAYS!!!!!!!

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