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Submitted by Elizabeth Slezak from Griswold CT USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:17:04 2001
A.J.I am a 43 yr old mother ,who has a 8/1/2 yr old
daughter who loves you and your group.I love your music too,and was very excited to see you perform June 29,2001 at Hartford.
My 41 yr old brother was alos there with his fiancee,and I must tell you he has been clean for 11yrs.
In 1989,our family thought we were about to lose hi,however he went into treatment,and as he says he takes it one day at a time.I admire you all for your honesty.Take care and hope to see you performing soon,Beth-Griswold,CT
Submitted by naty from rancagua O'higgins Chile
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:14:30 2001
dear aj:
don`t worry because we know you are gonna be fine i know your soul is strong and you are not gonna give up. all the fans are with you and don`t worry because god will never leave you alone. you`ll be in our prayers. we love and i hope to see you again on stage where you belong.
all my love and support your fan. kco
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Submitted by Sarah from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:14:29 2001
To A.J., and all others who lose loved ones.This is a very beautiful thing. I respect a.j. so much for confessing.It shows a lot of strength to reliaze you have a problem.I keep worrying, thinking he may not recover, but i try pushing those thoughts from my head.He has his friends and family, but also has an extended family he may not know about.And there are millions of us.
We love u a.j.!
Submitted by Constanza Villalobos from Santiago Región Metropolitana Chile
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:11:46 2001
Dear Alex:
i just wanna say to you how much i love you and i say to you too,i´m so proud of you, for your stronger and be so brave.
let me tell you something, anyone is perfect, so don´t be sad for yourself, be strong, first for you and then for your mother and, of course, for Nicky (he loves you so much!), Brian, Kev and Howie, they never,never leave you alone.
anyway, i said to you that i love you, every night, you and another guys be in my prayers.
GET BETTER SOON BABE!!!!!,
I LOVEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUU SO MUUUUUCH!
with love,
Cony.
Submitted by cristina gonçalves from Braga Portugal
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:07:52 2001
To AJ (and all the BSB members)
I just want to congratulate you guys on the way you have been dealing with this "uncomfortable" situation. I'm an high school teacher and every day I realise the great influence you have on young people's lives. Unfortunatelly,every day I also deal with youngsters that are facing problems similars to AJ's. So, by choosing to tell all about it, instead of "hidding it under the rug", you can be sure you are helping a lot of people .And I wanna thank you for that. I want to wish you, AJ, all the best and I really hope you get better real soon. As for the rest of the guys: be strong! I'm looking forward to seeing you live (for the third time) here in Portugal or Spain. But for now, just focus on your friend's health and happiness. All the rest comes second. Best of luck, Cris
Submitted by Charlene aka ~Singlemom~ from Waldorf MD USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:05:04 2001
DEAREST AJ: Admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery. No need to be ashamed or feel guilty just because you are famous/a Backstreet Boy -- does not make you immune (smile). You are just as human & your problems are just as real as the rest of us. This decision must have been the most difficult thing you have ever had to do in your young life. The most important thing is that you did seek help (NOW) & hopefully millions all over the world (both young & old) who are struggling with similiar issues will find the courage deep within to come forth & seek help, too. You have begun to love YOU!!!! & have come to a place in life where you must do some serious "soul searching". Get to know who AJ is and what he is all about. Once you do, true love will not be far behind (trust me).I am 49 and a singlemother who has been in 2 relationships with substance abusers (drugs/alcohol). Living with a person who has a addiction is not easy and I thank God for "tough love". I will continually keep you, your mom, Brian, Howie, Nick & Kevin in my prayers. What will it profit a man if he gains the whole world & loses his soul? DO YOU HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST? He has made all the difference in my life & HE can change yours, too. PEACE, LOVE, HUGS & GOD BLESS!!! ~Singlemom~
Submitted by ADRIANA from EL CAJON CALIFORNIA USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:58:17 2001
a.j. i really hope that you feel better because without you there is no backstreet boys. so please get better. i love you soo much that i don't want anything bad to happen to you. lots of love to you a.j. mclean!(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Lisa Bierlein from Detroit Mi USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:52:25 2001
Dear AJ
I can only imagine the pain,hurt and lonliness that you're feeling right now. But in a way I can bacause my heart and soul ache so much for you right now and the pain doesnt go away. I love you AJ and get better soon. Love lisa your greatest fan.
Submitted by Katie from Los Angeles California USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:51:48 2001
deAr aJ:
hi i would like to first start with just a big HELLO!!! :) well, im just a big fan of u and the rest of the guys and i just have always wished u guys for the best, and i know what you're going through is super super hard, i know i can never put myself in your shoes because it would all be too overwhelming for me but i just want you to know, there are a lot of fans out here in the world who have you in our prayers and wish you the best of luck...we all know you can get through this...all your fans are behind you 110% we love you and just hope you get well sooN!
Submitted by linzy from I think its Arden (process of moving) North Carolina USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:49:08 2001
Im sure you're not reading this but hopefully someone is. I can tell u that i know how you're feeling right now...Im still getting over my stage of depression and i have to say that you are the smarter one because unlike you...i didnt tell anyone. I kept my feelings inside and when they finially came out...Hell broke loose! I had cops knocking at my door one afternoon, and truthfully, it was the scarest moment of my life. My problem wasn't because one of my loved ones passed away (Which recently happened a few times) it was a jerk-off who i trusted and it turned out that he was a liar who only wanted sex... But because you told someone that makes you a better person inside and out. You had the guts to admit there was something wrong and i on the other hand told myself i could pull through alone..and i regret that everyday, Because i couldnt. I thought no one could understand how i felt. I started drinking with my friends (Parents still dont know to this day) and hanging with the wrong crowd. At one time i lost a good relationship with my parents. I stopped talking to them, i thought they were ashamed in me because i knew and they knew that they raised me better than that. I thought i was greedy for thinking poorly of myself because i have a lot more than some people have and Im just starting to get back into the faimly thing and im one of the happest people alive right now because i know that they were behind me when they found out and they wern't gonna let anything happen to their baby girl...and thats what the guys and your mother are doing for you. You were the wise one when you decided you needed help...I now look up to you in a strange way. Now if i ever start thinking about the stupid things i did your face will pop in my head and i'll know to be strong and to hang in there..and to tell someone instead of the school and the po-po finding out. Thanks i guess...Because you were strong, i feel stronger!
I hope everything works out for you and you can continue to do what you love and to do what you do best...Making people happy!
Love,
Linzy
Submitted by Mayi Richardson from MEXICO Qro Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:44:37 2001
Hi BONE! I just want to say that I'm with you, I trust in you, and I'm proud of you!...I love you! well, that's not true I love Kev I'm just kidding! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AJ! and I don't like this!! but I know you're strong and...i don't know what to say...so...bYe!...aj!! you are the best!
Submitted by Mary Cosgaya from Juarez Chihuahua Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:40:32 2001
Hello dear AJ: With this, we want to offer you I support and to tell you that not these alone one and he will never be. We know that you go by a painful crisis but we are sure that you will leave ahead, you are very strong and we know you to get up as a bird phoenix. We pray every day for you, because we care and we want your happiness above all... Your Fans and Friends Mexicanas
Paulina Aguilera and Mary Cosgaya P.S. I love you AJ
Submitted by Cindy Potoczny from Palatine Illinois USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:34:46 2001
"Hero In Hiding"You brought me hope,
gave me strength from afar.
But all the while,
you were bleeding from your heart.
When I look into your eyes,
I see an angel standing there.
But deep within your soul,
all you know is fear.
The pain and loss,
of someone you loved true,
has left your once strong spirit,
broken and stained of black and blue.
Despite all of your pain,
you still inspired me,
to spread my wings,
and show the world what I can be.
Now my only dream is,
to stop the torement in your soul.
To wipe your tears,
and make your heart whole.
At night I pray for you,
to see all the beauty inside.
That God gives you the strength,
to free the hero that hides. ~~Cindy Potoczny~~
July.13,2001
Submitted by fabiola lopez ruiz (fabiola carter) :) from Monterrey n.l Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:33:42 2001
hola "BONE"
soy de MEXICO y no hablo español ,pero solo te quiero decir que tu puedes superar todo esto con el cariño de todas tus fans ,sabemos que tu vas a salir adelante ,te queremos mucho (i love you,smile forever :)AJ MY PRAYER IS FOR YOU ,I HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON
Submitted by samantha from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 21:28:01 2001
aj:i just wanted to say that i admire you for comen foward and saying you needed help.ive said this 23985757 times before and i'll say it again; you've helped me thru so much in the past couple of days..more than ever before..and i don't know how to thank you.i'll keep you in my thoughts and in mah prayers intill you recover.i love ya hun! you and the boys are truely amazing.always remember that. xoxo - samantha
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