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Submitted by ~Cherie G.~ from wetumpka, Alabama USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 23:12:35 2001
Dear AJ,
Hey i wrote you poem and i hope you get better and i love you. Here's the poem it's called
''I have never gotten down on my kness and ask for''
I have never gotten down on my kness and
hope for any one better and i have never gotten down on my kness for anyone who as a wonderful and beautiful voice that sings like no other and i have never gotten down on my kness for any voice that can heal the soul and up left's the sprit and mind like no other for that i thank-you and wish you the best and hope everyone feels the same and let that voice sing on and on for i have never ask for anything more wonderful in my
Life. I hope you like it and love it from your fan,
~Cherie~
we will be thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. bye
Submitted by Candice from Oceanside California USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 23:07:58 2001
~*AJ*~
Dear Lord,
Please watch AJ over this time and keep him safe. He has made such a great impact and is going through rough times. I just pray that you'll just be with him and help him at this time.
AmenI don't know if you're going to read this or not but incase you do I wanna say I love you and always have. I've watched you guys from the beginning and always knew you guys would make it big. Since then I've always prayd for you guys so I know you guy would be safe. When I heard what happened I felt so sad and started to cry. When I saw Nick cry, when he was talking about it, it made things worse. I'm so proud of you for looking for help because you can't do it on your own. I know people who are too stupid to to look for help and it's ruinning their lives. A gift from God above
I send you my prayers and my love
My inspiration
My guide
Your music helps me get through the night
When I wish my life would just end
I listen to you sing "The Perfect Fan"
With the voice of an angel
And a heart of gold
I will be your greatest fan
Even when I am old
Once again I send you my love
And thank God for His gift
His gift from above. I know you don't know me but I'll always be here for you. God Bless!
~*Candice*~
Submitted by denisefive from dallas texas USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 23:05:26 2001
A.J.
I am praying that day by day that little strength you have inside yourself,that little glimmer becomes a powerful flame once again. I pray after you get that flame back that you share your experiences with others like you said you might do. Not because of you being a "star" but, because if everyone can share at least one experience with just one person then, this world would be a much better place. I hope your recovery will not be to unbareable. And just know that you have people who love you for who you are inside and out. When I lost two members of family in less then a year span one thing that kept me strong was my cousin telling me," Some people die and go to heaven because one day there will be a family reunion in heaven and, you will see that familiar face and smile and be glad that you are there.Until then ,they will wait for us patiently and smile down on us and see how we are doing" And I am waiting for that day. From a Older Fan God Bless as he will always be with you as I will in your music
Submitted by Mancel from Leon Guanajuato Mexico
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:58:05 2001
Hi! Baby AJ, nuevamente te escribe esta leal admiradora mexicana que aunque no se aun hablar tu idioma te escribo esta carta con el corazon en las manos y con la esperanza de que algun dia tu puedas entenderla.
Han pasado ya 4 dias despues de la triste noticia que recibi sobre tus problemas espero que estos 4 dias hayan servido para reflexionar y comprender que en este mundo existimos millones de personas que te queremos mucho, no mas bien no te queremos te adoramos y te necesitamos en nuestras vidas, a ti y al resto de los Backs, ojala le pido mucho a Dios que pronto vuelvas a ser el mismo de antes, que pronto regreses a los escenarios para que hagas tantas locuras que nos encantan a todas tus fans, por favor cuidate mucho y recuperate pronto.I LOVE BONE
You are the best men in the world
God Bless Y tambien quisiera pedirles al resto de los Backs que no se desesperen que confien en la fortaleza de AJ; Nick my baby pronto AJ volvera a ser el mismo, please Dont cry more, I LOVE SOO MUCH Nick Carter, God Bless, Thanks for your honesty Brian, Kevin, Howie y my beautiful Winnie Pooh Nick. ATTE
Mancel
Los Amo Backstreet Boys
Se fuerte AJ, quiero volverte a ver en Mexico gritando BSB FOREVER O.K.
Submitted by Lauren Bader from Easton Pennslyvania USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:53:59 2001
Dear A.J., I am soo proud of you for admitting you have a problem and wanting to recieve help. That's the first step in getting better. You are a very brave man and I know you will get through this. I recently saw you in concert and it was one of the best days of my life. Just remember that you have alot of people who are supporting you and praying for you. Best wishes and good luck in your rehab. I will continuing praying for you and your family. May God Bless You always!!
Submitted by esther from dublin leinster Ireland
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:50:59 2001
dearest aj,hold out star you can make it.its not an easy task,i understand and the road will get rough,but with god on your side and all of your friends,family and fans,it will eventually get better.its a horrible feeling to know youre suffering and believe me were doing all we can.just remember we'll all be waiting for you when you come out,with open arms.youre loveed all over the world aj and youre so lucky to have four guys and a mom that cares so much about you.take it easy,and im sure youll find peace at last.those we love dont go away,they walk beside us everyday.im sure your grandmother is there hepling you to be strong.(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Annie Goen from Atwater California USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:50:19 2001
Hi AJ it's me again Annie
Ok i know that i have already written on here once before but i just wanted to check and see how things were going. I promise i'll leave u alone after i'm done with this k? [well i'll leave u alone for a little while anyway] I'm just so worried about u but i know that u are strong and u WILL get through this, however long that may take. And i just wanted to let u know something that i didin't mention in that letter. And this is just my advice, but ur gonna be in there for 30 days right? Well [and this is just advice, don't do this just cause the fans want u to get better, do it for urself and when U want to get better ok?] my advice is that i know that it's gonna be tough but u need to atleast try to resist the temptations, even though i know u will. I'm saying this cause their are gonna be alot of temptations whatever they might be. I'm not trying to scare u and if i did, i'm sorry that wasn't my intention. I just want u to be prepared of what might happen. And again don't do anything i said for us[i know i sound like a broken record don't i?] Do it for u, ur the only person that matters here. I was reading some of the get well wishes on here and this girl was talking about that old saying ''What dosen't kill us, makes us stronger'' and u know what? i think that saying implies to u. You have proven that no matter how tough ur problems have gotten, that they have not brought u down, they have only made u stronger.
Oh and by the way, i sent u my letter so u should get it by Monday or Tuesday, i hope. the only thing that i can say now is, God bless u, ur family, and ur backstreet brothers. May what has happened this week and what u will go through in the next 30 days not break u, but make u stonger. I love u a.j. and the rest of the bsb. I have prayed for u everyday after i found out what happened and i will continue do so untill u are better, but take ur time in getting all the way better ok? u don't want to go back onstage untill ur absoulutly ready. I'll leave u alone now take very good care of urself and again, God bless u. bye.
Love, Kisses, and Prayers
Annie
p.s
the letter i sent is adressed to the adress that ur mom gave out the Johnny No Name one ok? just wanted to let u know well see ya.
Submitted by esther kelly from dublin leinster Ireland
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:43:51 2001
dearest aj,hold out star you can make it.its not an easy task,i understand and the road will get rough,but with god on your side and all of your friends,family and fans,it will eventually get better.its a horrible feeling to know youre suffering and believe me were doing all we can.just remember we'll all be waiting for you when you come out,with open arms.youre loveed all over the world aj and youre so lucky to have four guys and a mom that cares so much about you.take it easy,and im sure youll find peace at last.those we love dont go away,they walk beside us everyday.im sure your grandmother is there hepling you to be strong.(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Chelsea from Zanesville OH USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:38:56 2001
aj, i think you are very talented and 1/5 of the most talented group in the world!!!!! your decision to tell everyone the truth was greatly appreciated. i have more respect for you now than ever before!!! i saw you guys in concert june 22nd and had no idea you had a problem.(by the way the concert was great!!!!) i am so sorry you are feeling bad and i hope you get better soon,and until then i'll pray for you every night!!! i love you and the rest of the guys with all my heart!!!!!!!!! bye for now!!! (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Kasey from Shelbyville Kentucky USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:37:08 2001
Dear A.J.~
I cannot tell you how extremely proud I am of you. You are so brave, and so strong and you will come out of this an even better person than you already are (though I do not know how that is possible because you are such an amazing person to begin with!) I too have been in your shoes. At the age of just 15 years old, drinking, depression, and an addiction to painkillers consumed my life, and had for quite a while. It took a near fatal suicide attempt for me to wise up and get treatment. Now, at the age of 16, I thank God everyday that I was so lucky. Had I gone on, I would not be writing to you right now.
Often we look at the five Backstreet Boys, like many other artists, as super beings. That nothing could ever happen to you. But you are only human, and humans suffer. I commend you for coming out and admitting you have a problem. You have taken the biggest, and hardest step. And your honesty, as well as your Backstreet brothers' is something to be admired as well. Thank you for letting us, the fans, know what was going on. A fan of nearly 6 years, I admired the five of you so much before this event. But I admire you even more now. You are truly amazing.
You are such a great person, A.J. and an inspiration not only to me, but to many others world wide. We love you so, so much and are behind you 110%. Take all the time you need to get back on track and feel better. We care only for your health, and your well-being. We will all be waiting for you with open arms. Lots of luck A.J., and tons of love!
Submitted by Fabiola Acevedo from lake worth fl USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:36:50 2001
I'm so proud of AJ. He is trying so hard to be the best he can be. I love this boy i mean man so much. AJ if you ever read this please get better I can't be without looking at your happy face. Here's a poem I wrote for you:
I know what you are feeling
I feel the same way too
You want to find true love
But it's to hard to do
The pain is cutting like a dagger
your eyes don't shine
Your smile is so differnt
So please get better we need you back
I love very much
love always,
FABIOLA ACEVEDO
Submitted by Maryan*AJzBaByGuRL* from Jersey City NJ USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:29:35 2001
hi, I LOVE you AJ...oh well I hope AJ feels better and get well soon, cuz I was suppose to go see them in concert On july 17th and now I have to wait till sep.7th ohh well it's all good I just hope my baby feels better! buh bye!!
Submitted by Lena from Norfolk Virginia USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:22:29 2001
Hey everybody! it's me Lena. I changed my e-mai address, but it's the same old Lena. Heeeeeeeeeeey AJ, buddy, pal, sweetheart, my sugar daddy, the one and only Bone, the A to the J, with your sexy self. I know that you might be having a difficult time right about now, but it's gtting better. You just need to take it easy and relax. I know we don't know each other, but I know somewhat a deal of information about you to know that you are capable of anything. Hope to meet you soon! I love you sooooooo much. Remember to keep your head up AJ, Howie, Brian, Kevin, and Nick. AJ will pull through more determined than ever!
Submitted by Shannon from Pittsburgh PA USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:22:18 2001
Dear AJ,
I hope you feel better!!! I saw you in concert a few weeks ago and you were great! I've been prayin' for ya everyday! I really hope you get better, and that you are happy!!!
Love ya lots,
Shannon
Submitted by Kat from USA
Date: Fri Jul 13 22:21:54 2001
get well cuz we're all rooting for you.take care a.j mclean, we'll be waiting for your return to the stage. kat
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