Submitted by Julia from Kunak Sabah Malaysia
Date: Sat Jul 14 03:13:03 2001
Dear AJ..
Get Well Soon !! May GOD Bless & I Love You Sooooooooooooooooooooooo Muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
Submitted by AJ Henry from Columbus IN USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 03:03:40 2001
Dear AJ,
I am not sure if you will get this, but I want to say what I feel. A friend of mine and I were listening to the radio here in my hometown when they announce you went into rehabilitation. This might not sound good, but my first thoughts was about drinking. I want you to know that my friend, Rach, and I both agree...we are very proud that you admitted to the problem and have admitted your self in to rehabilitation. We think it is very strong of you to admit to the problem. I want you to know that we support you in any decisions you make no matter what you choose. I also want you and your mom to know I understand what you are going thru. I have an Uncle with a drinking problem, but he was not smart enough to realize he had a problem til it was too late and he dealt with it the wrong way. I am grateful you realized your problem and that you are trying to over come it. I am letting you know, I have mailed you a small letter, I am not sure if you will write back, but I want you to know weither you do or not will not make me care for you less. I am very proud that you admitted your problem and took your first step to recovery. My friend and I wish for a speedy recovery and for your health. We miss you and love you AJ. Take good care of yourself. Please don't forget your fans love you and wish for your health and recovery to come.
Submitted by Cassandra from El Paso Texas USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 03:01:28 2001
Hey baby,{A.j} I am glad you ran to the guys for help!!When I heard the news about you I started to cry and put one of you guys songs which was I'll never break your heart and back to you heart.Not only you have inspire me as you fan it feels like your my brother.
Just to tell how much fans you have over here in El Paso, Texas we all love you guys maybe more than New York or where ever else you guys go, just think that over again and maybe you will feel are breath that we have for The Backstreet Boys.Just remember feel better later,but i can't wait till i see that crazy bsb .
Love always :Cassandra
Submitted by meredith from USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 02:53:54 2001
Hi AJ! I hope you are feeling better. I know how hard it can be, being depressed. Its a hard rut to climb out of. But I know you can do it. :) You are strong, you are going to MAKE IT! Don't worry about the people who are slamming you and the other guys. What do they know? Unless they've been there, the know nothing and you shouldn't care about the crap that they say.I feel for your anexity attacks. I have been having them since I was 11. They aren't fun and I feel for you, I really do.
Don't worry about disapointing fans. If they truly like the music you make, they should care only that you are getting better, not that their concert was canceled. I am PRAYING THAT YOU ARE GETTING BETTER. I know you will.
Keep it up boy, I'm PROUD of you!!!!! =)
luv,
Meredith
Submitted by Lindsay from Minot North Dakota USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 02:23:57 2001
Dear My Sweet AJ, Hey I know this is my 3rd entry but that is how much I care for you! I think you did the right thing by admitting you had a problem. You need to know that some people are supporting you. I will support you 100%. I read something on MTV where you can write to you and this one guy said some thing on the lines of Man you are so rich you have like everything you have so many girls out there that want you so why are you depressed. That just made me mad right there it is not about the money the fame or how ever many girls it is about you. If a person feals like they are not loved or special in their own way it hurts. I sometimes don't feel loved by my mom because she hardly ever talks to me and I live with her. Thats pretty bad huh? I think so. My parents got divorced when i was about 10 or 11 and now I am 15. I get to see my dad about 10 weeks out of the whole year and when i am with him i feel loved and special. Because he listens to me he is around me alot more than my mom. It hurts me alot still that she says she has never loved my dad and they were together for 18 years. Why marry someone if you dont love them. But you are probably sick and tired of hearing my life story so i will quit talking about me. You are the one I should be talking about. I hope you get better soon! I LOVE you so very very much. Nick, Brian, Kevin, and Howie also love you very much and they need you as well as me. I just want to meet you so very badly because i look up to you and i admire you so much. Thats why I LOVE you so much and because you are really really Hott and Handsome. But you are probably tired of reading all of this so I will quit. I hope to meet you in the near future. I will keep on praying that that day will come very very soon. I will also pray every night that you get better and fast. I LOVE you.
I Love You Sweetie,
Lindsay
Submitted by Elizabeth from Albany New York USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 02:16:05 2001
AJ - Your voice has touched so many people over the past 8 years, and helped many through their own tough times. No one could possibly understand what it's like to be in your shoes, but your true friends and fans will always be there for you. We are all praying for you and can't wait to see your smiling face again...
Submitted by vanessa muyet from CAGUAS, PR. Puerto Rico US. Puerto Rico
Date: Sat Jul 14 02:00:57 2001
aj; se que quizas no entiendas mi idioma pero vale la pena escribirte aunque sea para que veas cuanta gente se preocupa no solo por el grupo si no que mas bien por ti. me siento mal por lo que te sta pasando actualmente no le deseo eso a nadie y deverdad me senti super mal pero mas preocupada que nada. no pense que era tan grande tu problema hasta que vi la entrevista que le hicieron a los chicos y creeme se les notaba tanto la preocupacion que me senti muy mal por no estar ahi para ayudarte personalmente aunque sabes quizas lo unico que haria seria preocuparte mas por que soy tan sensible que me pondria a llorar de inmediat. se que dios esta juntoa ti porque el nunca nos deja solos aunque aveces sintamos que estamos muy lejos de alguien y muy solitarios. enrealidad jamas pense que te podria pasar algo asi y quizas sea por esa falsa idea que tenemos las fanaticas de cree que ustedes son como nosotras creemos y no nos acordamos de que son humanos tambien y que todos tenemos problemas unos mas graves que otros pero son problemas. es mas sabias tu que desde que estoy en octavo grado me gustaba es gruppo pero noes hasta noveno que me convierto en una fanatica, es tanto mi admiracion hacia ustedes que suelo inventar sueños junto con mi mejor amiga carla en donde ustedes aparecen y son nuestros mejores amigos y otras cosas mas que no te contare por se casi increibles como loes que kevin no este casado apesar de que me alegra que este muy feliz, aveces creo que para tener 18 años soy muy infantil pero de que vale vivir si uno no puede soñar con lo mas que a uno le gusta mi sueño mas grande ahora es que tu salgas de tu problema para que le des esperanza a todos los que estan pasando por problemas similares demostrandoles que si se puede salir de un problema y que uno no puede esperar a que el mundo se detenga a esperar por uno por que el mundo y el tiempo no espera por nadie y el que se detiene a pensar en los problemas mucho temina mas undido en ellos de lo que piensa. por amor a tus compañeros de grupo nick, brian, howie y kevin. es que deseo que te superes ademas claro esta para seguir viendote en los esenarios cantando bailando y sonriendo haciendo a tus fanaticas felices, no sabes cuanto daria yo por estar ayudandote mano a mano . pero es asi de lejos como me toco vivir a mi de ti para que tuvieras mas apoyo de esta islita en donde a ti y al los demas los quieren y aman mucho. att. vanessa
Submitted by Susan Giammarino from Brooklyn New York USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 01:57:02 2001
Hey Dude!
I hope your feeling better, I'm praying for ya babe..you can do this. were all behind you 100%.
Just take however much time you need so you can get back to kickin butt "BSB style"!
Good Luck babe! Luv, Susi Q
Submitted by MAYRA from AUSTIN TEXAS USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 01:40:17 2001
aj,
please get well soon for all of us(the fans) need u and the boys to stay together for a very long time and to keep inspireing us with your music throughout our bad times and u know that we will be there for you during your bad times like this one. even though your grandma isnt there with u now we know that she is looking down at you and that she is proud of you to. we all need you and we hope that you get well soon.
love, mayra p.s-ktbspa!
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Submitted by Christine from Toronto Ontario Canada
Date: Sat Jul 14 01:38:02 2001
Hey There AJI know how much pain and sorrow you have been through and I want you to know that you are not alone. My grandfather on my dad's side died of skin cancer last thanksgiving and it hit my family pretty hard. I've been going through some depression days too. Not only do I miss my grandfather but I've also had problems with some friends that I thought were my best friend.
I love you guys with all my heart and soul.I've been to three of your concerts,and have joined the Offical BSB Online Fan Club. I feel that each passing year I become closer to each of you.Your inspiring words and music have had a positive effect on me through the five years I've been a fan,and I'm proud to be one of the many fans out there that love all of you.
The best of each group member has come from all your personalities combined. Always remember who you are and to let your loved ones know how much you love them. Love is one of the most powerful feelings so spread it as far as you can.
I haven't had the chance of meeting all of you yet but I'm hopeing that dream will come true in the near future.
Lots of Love for all BSB and their families. A devoted music lover and BSB fan 4 ever.
Christine
Submitted by Rosana Santos from Nova iguacu Rio De Janeiro Brasil
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AJ, THE BRAZILIAN FANS LOVE YOU!!! KNOW THAT EVERYBODY BE PRAYING FOR YOU!!! WE HOPE THAT YOU BE BETTER AND COME BACK TO BRAZIL MORE TIMES!
Aj, Você São Assim que
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