Submitted by julie from summerfield nc USA
Date: Sat Sep 1 22:21:14 2001
its been a while
since i could hold my head up high
and its been a while
since i first saw you
and its been a while
since i could stand on my own 2 feet again
and its been awhile since i could call you
and everything i cant remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
all may seem the consequences
that ive renderd
ive streched myslef beyond my meansITS BEEN A WHILE
SINCE I COULD SAY THAT I WASNT ADDICTED
AND ITS BEEN A WHILE
SINCE I COULD SAY I LOVE MY SELF AS WELL AS YOU
AND ITS BEEN A WHILE
SINCE IVE GONE FUCKED THINGS UP JUST LIKE I ALWAYZ DO
AND ITS BEEN A WHILE
BUT ALL THAT SHIT SEEMS TO DISSAPEAR WHEN IM WITH YOU
AND EVERYTHING I CANT REMMEBER AS FUCKED UP AS IT ALL MAY SEEM
THE CONSEQUNCES THAT I RENDERED
IVE GONE AND FUCKED THINGS UP AGAIN
WHY MUST I FEEL THIS WAY
JUST MAKE THIS GO AWAY
JUST ONE MORE PEACEFUL DAY
and its been a while
siince i could look at myself strait
and its been a while
since i said im sorry
AND ITS BEEN A WHILE
SINCE IVE SEEN THE WAY THE CANDLES
LIGHT YOUR FACE
AND ITS BEEN A WHILE
BUT I CAN STILL REMEMBER JUST THE WAY YOU TASTE BUT EVERYTHING I CANT REMEMBER AS FUCKED UP AS IT ALL MAY BE
i know its me
i can not blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me (well i wouldnt go that far)
its been a while
since i could hold my head up high
and its been a while since i said im sorry!
i love you baby
julie
Submitted by Laura from Birmingham England United Kingdom
Date: Sat Sep 1 20:33:39 2001
To AJ,
Congratulations on getting well again.We all knew you could do it.Your Friends, Your Family and Your FANS!!! We are all proud of your courage, determination and honesty with us and We are all gald that u chose to sort yourself out before it got any worse. Remember.... if anything puts ANY of u boys down, think of your fans and everything will be ok!!! LOve u All and yet ageain, Well Done AJ . I hope to see all of you in Birmingham shortly. Luv u All bsb!!!lots of loves, kisses, hugs and support (all 6 years of it!!) x X x X x X x
Submitted by Kelly from MI USA
Date: Sat Sep 1 18:46:52 2001
AJ~I know you'll never get to read this, but I jsut wanted to share my thoughts.
When I first heard the news I was shocked and even a little bit mad that my concert had been postponed. After I thought about it for a minute I felt ashamed that I was mad and my feelings changed to being proud. Not many people can admit to themselves that they have a serious problem before it is to late. You taking the step of going inot rehab shows that you are willing to change. Now that you are back out on tour, I wish you the best now & forever! See you in Detroit 9/20!!
Love, Kelly
Submitted by kim from hamilton ontario Canada
Date: Sat Sep 1 17:12:38 2001
hey AJ i hope u get this . I am so glade to see you out of rehab and back on your feet . I am happpy that you
are going to be ALL right . I am prod that u have gone 59 days with out drinking .Now that is why
i look up to u guys alot .
(LOVE U GUYS ) ( AJ I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART )
YOUR #1FAN KIM
Submitted by Elyse from stouville ontario Canada
Date: Sat Sep 1 16:38:31 2001
I love you, your fans love you. you've got so much going for you so don't give up hope.
Submitted by Andrea from Wittlich Rheinland-Pfalz Germany
Date: Sat Sep 1 15:35:18 2001
Hi AJ!My best wishes to you and just have faith in GOD....hope to see you on stage very soon again!! yours...andrea
Submitted by Maricarmen from Autlan Jalisco MÃÂéjico
Date: Sat Sep 1 00:53:11 2001
Hola A.J. solo quiero hacer una plegaria por y antes que nada decirte cuanto te quiero y que eres la fuerza para vivir de mi ya que conocerte se me ha hecho un SueÃÂño bueno solo le pido a Dios que te de fuerza para seguir trabajando, que te de paciencia para superar lo que ya haz sufrido, valor para afrontar las cosas con serenidad y que asÃÂàtengas en el alma Completa confianza en ti para poder seguir adelante en este camino y para que nos alegres el corazÃÂón a muchas e tus fans
Submitted by Anica from Waltham Massachusetts USA
Date: Fri Aug 31 19:12:07 2001
Hi AJ ! All I want to say is have faith in GOD and you will suceed! Keep HOPE alive to !
LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR FAN Anica
Submitted by Amy Eversole from hazard kentucky USA
Date: Thu Aug 30 23:16:11 2001
Dear A.J., Hi! I know it must have been rough an all goin through allthe stuff that you have, but always know that you have fans out there that will never give up on you, especially me!!!
Don't let all of this slow you down, this will just make you and BSB stronger than ever, you have to anyway, your fans count on you!!!! LOL!! I love you A.J.!!!!!!!
Submitted by Just me from Netherlands
Date: Thu Aug 30 13:12:01 2001
I hope that AJ really receives this message, because that's what it's meant for. Anyways I wanted to tell how deep I feel with AJ and the other guys, I myself for one, know how hard life is during a depression. Time and love are everything you need and want at that moment. I will try to be strong to keep going on and on, because I know that AJ will too. Just like during all the other trials and tribulations I KBSPA and the guys themself will too, although times are changing, real love will always be there somehow!!!!
Submitted by Paula from vlaardingen zuid holland Netherlands
Date: Thu Aug 30 04:11:06 2001
Hi A.j.How is it to be on tour again for almost a week? and how do you feel now?
I hope all the best for you guys.
love allways and i hope i see you guys here in Holland soon.
Paula.
Submitted by Tina Xiao from ShaoGuan GuangDong China
Date: Thu Aug 30 03:43:06 2001
Hey!
How's everything going on?
I hope everything is ook now!
AJ is the best in my mind!
I will never forget AJ in my life!Thank you for you brings me so many good music and give me so many love(AJ is love all of as!)!
Best wishes to all of you----
Backstreetboys!
You are the best!!!!!
Yours
Tina
Submitted by ~Crystal B.~ from Oregon USA
Date: Thu Aug 30 02:57:20 2001
GOD,
Grant me the Serenity to Accept the things I cannot change
the Courage to change the things that I can
and the Wisdom to know the difference
AMENBest Wishes for the Future to AJ and the entire Backstreet Family!
~Crystal~
Submitted by n/a from n/a n/a USA
Date: Wed Aug 29 20:31:35 2001
wondering arounf this distant path of fear and pain
displaying the thoughts and hopes of tomarrows game
locked away into the secrets of the unknown
where landless terror is cold
spinning in and out of this web of shame
passing the days old clouds of remennseing pain
crossing the lines between pain and plesure
living is a sin
and ive seen you walkin up my street at night
only hopeing that youll find the light
while the light shines though the cold
and lights dance all alone
walkin though my semi circle of reconizion
thinkin of my dreams and hopes that were lost
while lost though ill stay inside her womb
jelous of these
and the light shines though the cold
and the lights dance all alone
save me from my departure
as i will never be
as the light shines thought the cold
and the light stands all alone
while the light perices me whole
and the light goes though my soul
spread open your fears and let me perice your light!i'm proud of ya baby ... keep your self safe dont get mixed up in shit youve already been there its to damn easy to go back so lets move foward
YOU DO SOMTHING FOR SO LONG YOU GET TIRED OF IT AND MOVE ON
good luck
Submitted by davi from Wasserbillig Luxemburg
Date:
A.J. Ãnderungen du Musst, Und du Musst,
