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Submitted by Kamalia from Boston MA USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:30:33 2001
AJ-
I just wanted to say how happy I am you are getting help. It takes a lot to admit that you have a problem, and I know you can get through this. I really appreciate that all of you decided to come out and tell the fans... You boys- Kevin, Howie, Nick, Brian, and AJ- all mean a lot to me, and I have nothin but respect! I'm here for ya.
Lotsa Luv and KTBSPA
~Kamalia~
Submitted by Rebecca from New Plymouth New Zealand
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:29:34 2001
plz get well soon ur like a god to me. when im upset all i have to do is look at
pic of u and then im happy again. :) i luv u
Submitted by Leonor Barría Reveco from Puerto Montt Llanquihue Chile
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:22:51 2001
Aj... receive all my support, allmy forces, all my love (from the botton of my heart), because I hope you early recuperation and I wanna tell you that you should came back where you have to be: in the shows with all the big love to the fans have for you.
I can´t explain with words all my feelings now... please come back for that you keep doing what you do up to now: CREATE SMILES WITH YOUR VOICE.
Oh, one thing more... please sorry my bad, bad, really BAD english.Bye.
Submitted by ALEJANDRA from OBREGON SONORA Mexico
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:20:06 2001
what´s up? hello my little bone, i really hope that you be fine, i wanna say to you that i love you a lot really and that you are very important in my life, i know that you can do it i know, i belive in you and i will be there for you always,
i am so happy that you are in rehb i am sure that you can do it. i wish good health and you be fine because i need you strong alright, send you hugs and a lots of kisses, i love you and i nedd yoube cool, be real and behave. ***** for you alejandra felix cantu
bye
i hope see you soon in stage (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by ANA CAROLINA from NITEROI RIO DE JANEIRO Brazil
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:17:10 2001
hi aj
i love yoou !!!!
i'm prayer for you!!!
i and brazilians fans ,i love you so much!!!!
god bless you(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Lauren from Bakersfield California USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:07:04 2001
hi aj!! i'm such a big bsb fan, and i'm so happy you're going into rehab, i hope you get better. when i first found out about this, i bursted into tears and couldn't stop crying. but i hope you get better. i'll pray for you everyday until you feel better.
Submitted by Annie Goen from Atwater California USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 21:00:39 2001
Hi Hon
Yeah i know i said that i would leave u alone after my last entry on here, but guess what?.... I LIED lol nah j/k i was just looking on here and i was reading all the messages on here from different people and they really do love and care about u and the boys, just like i do.[if not more, but that's NOT possible] And even though i told you in the letter not to let the fans pressure u to come back on the road, [and i didin't mean that u should forget all about ur fans, family or friends. Sorry if it might have sounded like that. I didin't mean it too.]I still ask that even though u shouldn't let them influence u if ur not ready to go back on stage, that u still remember that we all love u and that we're here for u no matter what. Face it pal, ur stuck with us whether u like it or not lol. Also try to remember that we wil love u forever, no matter what happens ok?
Alright well that's it. Now i PROMISE i'll leave u alone, for now. i mean it this time. Well i better go now, take care of urself and when u DO get out of there,[whenever that may be]we will all be there with open arms, I promis. I love u guys. Keep ur chin up ok? God Bless u all.
All my love
Annie
p.s.
Do me one more favor will ya? smile every once in awhile deal? thanks. ok well i'm outta here then love ya, peace.
Submitted by Missy from Fall River MA USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:46:25 2001
Hey Aj! I just want to wish you the best of luck. I was so worried about you when I heard the news and I just want you to be ok so you can come back to us fans in one piece. Im glad that you got help before it was too late, b/c I know how it can be to become depressed sometimes. I hope the help you need is there, and if not, I'll always be! I hope you get better soon so you can come back and share your music with the world again like you love to do. Best wishes and I love you! :::Muah!:::
Submitted by Lessa from USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:44:58 2001
Hi AJ!! Wassup?
Just wanted to say how much I miss you and I KNOW you'll get better.
Come back soon, all of us miss you!! We're with you in thought and prayer.
Get well soon!!
From,
Lessa
Submitted by Gabrielle from Fortaleza Ceará Brasil
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:42:31 2001
Our current for you is sure that is more immense than you imagine, I know that she will never break, we are so much strong as you, doesn't matter which is the moment difficult of your life, always us fans will be him supporting, even if it is the distance or through a computer, but only with a comfort word you feel already better, and it is that that you need, you don't care he/she knows us, but only in you to think that has thousands of people praying for you and ordering e-mails and letters saying: We twisted for you, you will leave that, we loved you, I am sure that is already enough to feel better and to get for you if it rehabilitates. It is always good to know that a person worries about us, imagine thousands of people... We will pray enough for you, and to always maintain the positive thought, you will leave that and it will continue being our Mclean always...
Submitted by Your biggest fan from Hamilton Ontario Canada
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:36:29 2001
Hey Aj!You are the sweetest, most caring, person I have ever known. You always manage to put a smile on my face, wether it is by listening to one of BSB's cd's,
or watching T.V. You have given me sooooo much, more than you will ever know.I have thought about suicide and your appreciation for life, has made me
realize that I have a lot to live for, and I thank you for that. I just wish that I could help you, the way you helped me. I know you are strong, and patient and you
will get through this. I just want you to be happy, and healthy. Take all the time you need, b/c the fans can wait. I just want to see you shine like you always do.
I can't wait to see that beautiful smile on your face again! God bless you always Aj, I love you and may your happiness shine like the star you are!
Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuua! I SUPPORT YOU AJ, FOR NOW.......FOREVER!!!!!!!
Your biggest fan!
Submitted by Romina from Caracas Venezuela
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:33:16 2001
HEY HEY!!! What's up AJ???Well, the only thing I'm pretty sure of, it's that you're going to be just FINE, wanna know why? 'cause you did the most hard thing, you accepted you have a problem and you asked for help, now you have to persevere to be the crazy and funny guy you were (still are) again. I mean, you're sick and illness has a cure and in this case your cure is be and rediscover yourself, try to find what you're looking for in this life and take your time to do that. I remeber when you came to my town (Caracas- Venezuela) I got impressed with you, you were the one who had the most energy on stage, the one who danced the best (and I'm sorry for the other guys-even when I like Nick- but that's the true) and it seemed to me you were having fun.....but I guess I was wrong, even though I'm sure you used to have fun once. Well, AJ you can be sure my prayers are with you every night; it might sound corny but I can't avoid to think of you every night and wonder what could be wrong on your life to make you feel this way.......Anyway, GET WELL!!!!!
=) BE HAPPY!!!! I adore you, big kiss, big huge Romi
Submitted by paulina from panama panama Panama
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:33:03 2001
que xopa... paisito... (this is like: w'ssup cute boy...)
i'm paulina, from panama, i'm 14 years old....
i hope you're ok... i know how you feel inside.... well... a little bitt.... i've felt like this before...
maybe you're thinking like: that's my fault, i should've be there....she needed me... i couldn't say goodbye...
4months ago my grandpa's died... it was very very hurt for me b'cos he was in the hospital... and i never came there to visit him... in his last month.... because:"i had most important things to do..." and i knew that he would die.... and when it happened,i didn't know what to feel... what to think.... what to say...... i'd felt in the middle of the nothing...
i'd never said "i loveyou" to my grandpa....
my father leaves me and my family... when i was just a year... now i know that my grandpa was like a father for me... but now it's too late,..,,,.. all nights for 3 weeks after he dies.. i was dreaming about him... i haven't a close relationship with him.....
you're lucky... because you had a very close relationship with your grandma.... so she knew that you loved her,,.... and still know that you love her,,... and miss her....
hey man... people don't dessappear.... they just aren't in the same way that they were...
i know it's very very very hurt...,,,... but that's the life... maybe she's now in a better place... or beside you...
now you can cry..... you can scream... you can do whatever you want... but don't destroy youself....
so DON'T GIVEUP... you will be ok.... you're a cool man... i don't even know you... but
i like you....=)
remember that there are so much persons that loves you.... and need you very much.... i'm sure that you have a lot of love to give........
SMILE!!!!!! GOD LOVES YOU AND THE WORLD TOO
hey gotta go... bye sweet heart....
Submitted by Teresa and Mariana from Culiacan Sinaloa Mexico
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:32:48 2001
Dear A.J
we hope you get better very soon, we know that you´re going to be healthy very soon because you are very strong.
We are praying for you everyday
we love you so much and we miss you A.J and we also miss the BSB but we know you will come back very strong.
Submitted by Hailee from Honolulu Hawaii USA
Date: Sat Jul 14 20:32:29 2001
Dear AJ,
I just want you to know how much I, and all your other fans support you. We all are very thankfull that you and the other BSB's were truthfull about your problem. I know that it must have been very hard to come out and show that nobody is perfect. Not even the Backstreet Boys. We are so proud that you recognized that you have a problem, and decided to get help. I hope you get well soon. Take care.With much love,
Hailee :)
xoxoxo
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