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Submitted by Ana paula G. Girardi from SÃO PAULO SÃO PAULO Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 10:10:45 2001
HELLO , HONEY
HI AJ , i JUST WANT SAY THAT i LOVE U SO MUCH , AND iAM HERE TO SAY THAT i AM PREYING FOR U , AND i WANT U KNOW U HELP ME WHEN i NEEDED , AND NOW i WILL HELP U BECAUSE U NEED , AND DONT FELL SHAME FOR WHAT ARE HAPPEND WITH U , BECAUSE THIS CAN HAPPEEN , BEACUSE U ARE JUST A REGULAR PERSON LIKE US , YOUR FANS , AND HERE WE ARE TO HELP U AND SAY THAT WE LOVE U SO MUCH
AND DONT FORGET U ARE OUR FAMILY AND WE WILL BE TOGHETER AGAIN BECAUSE i KNOW U ARE STRONGER AND WILL WIN THIS COMBAT ...
THIS IS ALL OF UR BRAZILIAN FAN
ANA PAULA
Submitted by LyS from Paris France
Date: Sun Jul 15 09:54:19 2001
Hey AJ !How ya doin? I know that u probably not read that but I want u to know that MY HEART STAYS WITH YOU!!!!!
I can't wait to hear ur beautiful voice and to see ur body sway!!!!
well I believe in you and I know that u'll come back soon stronger and sober...u r such an inpiration for me, I 'm soo proud of u for ur honesty ...just like the others guys too... Please come back soon becuz I wanna scream "BACKSTREET'S BACK ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" see ya soon in France, I'll always waiting for u aj and for the bsb!! LOVE & SUPPORT
Submitted by Lina from Rio de Janeiro RJ Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 09:42:13 2001
Hey, AJ!
I hope you get better soon. I know you will.
Every single fan in Brazil hopes it too.
You are such an inspiration for us because of your honesty.
To see you have a problem is the first step you had to take, now it can be a little difficult, but since you want to get better you will. It won't happen in a month and you know that, but you have friends, family and fans that WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU, MAN! It is such a challenge for you...But I want you to know that everybody is supporting you...It really doesn't matter where we are, if there is one thing that now is putting us, your fans, together is our love and prays for you.
NÓS AMAMOS VOCÊ, AJ
MELHORA LOGO!!
Love always
Lina
Submitted by katherine (kay) robles from mississauga ontario Canada
Date: Sun Jul 15 09:21:06 2001
Dear A.J.,I hope that my words will inspire you and help strengthen you will and determination to get over this ordeal. I know that you are initially a strong-willed individual so I have faith in you that you can fight the darkness and once again find that light and happiness that you so deserved. During those times when you are at your lowest, remember the good times with your friends, family and fans who have supported you all these years and will continue to do so. Remember the good times you shared with your grandmother who have played such an important role in your life...Remember that she is still alive--in your heart that is and that she's always watching over you.....And during those time when you are feeling alone and in need of someone to listen, to cry on, that GOD is with you and is there to offer comfort. I know that you've got so much to deal with what with your grandmother's death and your father who wants to become a part of your life...I understand it's not easy and that you undoubtedly have some anger inside with respect to your father but I think Will Smith said it best in one of his songs when he said "Let GOD deal with the things they do 'cuz hate in your heart will consume you too"....I know hate is a strong word and you probably don't feel that way about your father but the emotion you're feeling is something of the sort. Don't dwell on the past and what has been, instead focus on what could be so you don't miss out on what's in front of you and what is to come. Don't feel like you've let your fans, friends and family down because of what has happened because that couldn't be farther from the truth. In fact, we're all very proud of you and the step you have taken in order to better yourself. I only hope that my words have in fact inspired you...I merely wanted to give back for all the things that you and the boys have done not just for me but for the other fans as well. I know you've heard it before and probably still don't believe that you guys can have such an impact on one's life but believe me--it's true!!! I wish you a speedy recovery (and I know you can do it!!) and remember that you and the boys will always be in my prayers. A fan and a friend,
kay
Submitted by natalie kim from sydney Australia
Date: Sun Jul 15 09:09:36 2001
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I love you so much!!! Good luck with you!!
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Submitted by Nora Moe Graff from Siggerud Norway
Date: Sun Jul 15 07:08:45 2001
AJ~we still love you and respect you more than ever. you have showed us that you are strong and you keep on amazing us every day. you definitely did make the right decision and we are proud of you for that, we are proud that you admitted your problem and sought help. we are not going anywhere and will be right here waiting for you whenever you are ready. we wish you all the best of luck!! Love always,
Nora:)
Submitted by Nora Moe Graff from Siggerud Norway
Date: Sun Jul 15 07:01:36 2001
Hey Babe!! what's up?! i hope you're getting better every day, I believe you do. I believe in you babe, I know you've got what it takes, I know there's so much strength somewhere inside of you. just dig deep and you'll find it!! I STILL LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH today, as I've done for as long as I can remember. since i first got to know about you, you've meant so much to me the whole time, i know my life is never boring with you:) I am so sorry for your troubles and like everyone else here, I keep wishing for the best and praying for you, we all wish we could "save you from the man you've become", but i think that no matter how many people are behind you, this is something you have to do yourself. We will try our best to help pull you through, but YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IT IN YOUR HEART THAT YOU CAN DO IT!!THANK YOU FOR YOUR HONESTY, i respect that so much!! I BELIEVE IN YOU AJ, I BELIEVE YOU CAN KILL THE DARK INSIDE OF YOU AND COME BACK TO KICK SOME MORE ASS!!! I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND WILL NEVER TURN MY BACK ON YOU...NO MATTER WHAT!! YOU ARE ONE IN A MILLION...NO, WAIT! THERE'S NO ONE LIKE YOU!!
WHEN I SEE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, BEAUTIFUL SOUL AS YOU, THAT'S WHEN IT'S INEVIETABLE....
I MEAN, LOVE.
LOVE IS INEVIETABLE. I LOVE YOU. MILLIONS OF HUGS & ENDLESS LOVE TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GUY IN THE ENTIRE WOLRD ~~NORA:)
Submitted by Kathy from Dedensen near Hannover Dedensen Germany
Date: Sun Jul 15 06:39:04 2001
dear aj,
i hope u are ok at this moment!!!!! i wish u all the best!!!! i miss you so much!!and i love you! u are not alone we all stay behind you!!!
see ya soon!!! i love u so so much!!!
your kathy
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Submitted by zonie from Oakland California USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 06:25:13 2001
Dear AJ:
I am so very sorry you are having to endure this separation from the thing you love. You will heal and be the man you want to be. If anyone can do it, it is you. Over the years you have been part of a circle of love between your other "brothers" and your family, friends, and fans. What you need to realize is that a circle of love encompasses you now with prayer and loving thoughts of healing. I want to share with you this prayer that seems to have been written for you and Nick, Brian, Howie and Kevin.
I HAVE NO OTHER HELPER THAN YOU
A Prayer from Ghana
I have no other helper than you,
no other father,
no other redeemer,
no other support.
I pray to you.
Only you can help me.
My present misery
is too great.
Despair grips me,
and I am at my wits' end.
I am sunk in the depths,
and I cannot pull myself up
or out.
If it is your will,
help me out of this misery.
Let me know
that you are stronger
than all misery and all enemies.
O Lord, if I come through this,
please let the experience
contribute to my and my brothers' blessing.
You will not forsake me;
this I know.
AmenI don't know if you will ever read this, but know this: even now you are teaching, helping someone out there who ordinarily would suffer in silence, feeling the all the things you have felt but without the support so many people bestow on you now. That in itself is worth alot. Be well!
Submitted by Diana from Malaysia
Date: Sun Jul 15 05:56:41 2001
Hey AJ! Thanks for telling us. You make us respect and trust you even more. You're being rational and so strong it would be ridiculous not to support you. We all wanna see you pull through all this and be healthy for yourself, your loved ones and us, your fans. Thanks for keeping it real. You're dope, bro. Stay true, the AJ style!Love & Peace
Diana
Submitted by Kitten from Saint-Petersburg Russia Soviet Union
Date: Sun Jul 15 04:44:19 2001
It was pleasant?! I soon shall try to find still something for now you can esteem wishes of hair driers … Though all of them such identical …
Submitted by Beauty from Saint_Petersburg Russia Soviet Union
Date: Sun Jul 15 04:42:21 2001
And I have composed this poem myself!!!!!!!!!!
"Distance".
It was time - they loved,
But their villains have separated;
And fidelity with the truth not in hearts
Live now but in heavens.
For ever for them the pleasure was lost;
life Is thorny, without color that apart life will pass youth,
And an idea, poison it in soul pours Madnesses …
But into lifes by it deserted,
Already to both to not find,
Than it would be possible sufferings to charm deserted Soul.
With each other apart, and pangs ulcers all
Are intimate skeeps
So two terminated by a thunder-storm,
Rock gloomy cost:
Their chasm of the sea separates,
Their thunder hits and shakes,
But in them neither the thunder,
nor a whirlwind, neither a hailstones,
Nor summer heat,
winter cold have not exterminated
Traces of that whom
there are no time they each other …
Submitted by Annett from Saint-Petersburg Russia Soviet Union
Date: Sun Jul 15 04:40:16 2001
It was pleasant?! I hope what yes. One more my favourite:
"Handsome man":
All in him harmony, all wonder,
All is higher than the world and passions:
he is based bashfully In beauty the solemn;
he circle of looks:
he does not have contenders, there are no friends;
Handsome men of ours the pale circle
In his light disappears.
Where you hurry up
Though on love appointment
What in heart you would not have secret dream, -
But, meet with him,
is confused, you Suddenly will stop involuntarily,
Revering devoutly Before a relic of beauty.
Submitted by NEWta from Saint-Petersburg Russia Soviet Union
Date: Sun Jul 15 04:38:02 2001
Greetings Alex! Speak, the poetry cheers up the person! I have decided to write to you one of my liked poems (it without the name). Enjoy:
the Poem devoted to you …
I remember strange instant;
In front of me were you,
As a fleeting image,
As the genius of pure beauty.
In languors long hopeless,
In alarms of noisy vanity,
the voice gentle Sounded to me long,
And lovely fig dreamed.
In guzzle, in a gloom captivitis days mine,
Without a deity, without inspiration,
Without tears, without life, without love
Lasted silently.
Shower awakening has come:
And again you were,
As a fleeting image,
As the genius of pure beauty.
And heart beats in ecstasy,
And for him tears, and love have revived again
Both a deity, and inspiration, Both life…
Submitted by Annie from Saint-Petersburg Russia Soviet Union
Date: Sun Jul 15 04:34:46 2001
Denis I would like to address to you! I want to say thanks, that at you such son! He an idol of millions on this planet, and at him an idol are you! I want to express gratitude, that you have presented this world of such person!!!!!!!!!!!! I think you of him very much like, be proud of him and try to help him … to me it seems that Alex has carried with mum! Say to him, that we are proud of you!!!!!!!! Yours faithfully Annie.
P.S. Now i am here your song "The Call" and think that you Boys perfect!
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