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Submitted by Liz from NC USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:42:59 2001
Dear AJ,
I'm probably not the biggest Backstreet fan there is actually I am more of a Nsync fan than a Backstreet fan. But I still think you guys are great. When I heard the news I hit my knees right there in the middle of my room and began to pray. I've prayed every night and morning since for you. I hope that you get better. I don't think that music would ever be the same without you guys you brought Pop music back to us. Please get better. We'll all pray for you until then.
Liz
Submitted by whitney from lorton VA USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:41:04 2001
A.J.
i just want to let you know how much i love you! you are such a talented person when i saw you on june 15 i almost cried you're voice is amazing.... you are such a strong person and you will get through this and make BSB a stronger unit then ever and you will conquer the world once again. when i heard about this on monday it brought tears to my eyes becasue it takes such a strong person to admit that they have a problem and i am so glad you and brian, kevin, nick, and howie, were honest with us becasue that is the best way to show your fans you care. you were born to perform and to be on the stage and BSB is your destiny i can see it when you perform you guys are so perfect together it's amazing they could never go on w\ out you!! i know i couldn't! you and your boys are such an inspiration to me and i really hope you get better i know you'll do it with flying colors and make many more albums i just can't wait to see you guys again stronger than ever tearin up the charts! i love you with all my heart and i will be a fan forever NO MATTER WHAT.. i've loved you all for 6 years and i will never stop... god bless you A.J. i pray for you night and day! you're in my blessings..
Love always~~Whitney
Submitted by CRISTINA da Silva Falcão from Sumaré São Paulo Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:40:43 2001
To the Sweet and Lovely AJ,
I'm Cristina and I am a Brazilian BIG fan of the Backstreet Boys and a huge fan of you, of course ! I want you to know that me and all the Brazilian fans are here praying for you every single day because we want you to get better really soon and we know that it will happen !!! You can see that there are a BUNCH of messages from fans in Brazil here, and thats the way we found to send our positive energy and positive thoughts to you, besides our prayers =))
I'm here to support you, I'M SO PROUD THAT YOU LOOKED FOR HELP !!! I THINK THAT YOU'VE WALKED 90% OF THE WAY DOING THAT,5 % OF THE WAY GOES TO THE PEOPLE THAT ARE KNOW TAKING CARE OF YOU ( I really wish I was there to stay with you an be a part of this team, that includes all people envolved with your recoups,your family and friends, THE OTHER 4 BACKSTREET BOYS!!!) AND FINALLY THE OTHER 5% I'M SURE THAT GOES TO US, THE TRUE FANS (kinda worried) but PRAYING FOR YOU AND SUPPORTING YOU !
Brian, Kev, Howie and Nick are waiting for you, so I am, the BSB fans that keep the Backstreet Pride alive are also waiting ! Please, we can't wait to hear your amazing voice and to see your beautiful body again, specially the Brazilian crowd ( yes, we want you in concert one more time, come to Brazil someday ! ).
I REALLY HOPE YOU GOT TO READ THIS AND THAT IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER.
MY BEST WISHES TO YOU, with love, **ALWAYS** !
This is your Brazilian fan CRISTINA,
ALWAYS KEEPING THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE
" I'll be there for you...
wherever you go
WHATEVER YOU DO " >>>>>>>>>>>>>> CYA !
Submitted by Justine from USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:39:17 2001
Hey AJ, wassup? I hope u r continuing to improve and that u can get out of rehab fast and start fresh. If u ever need some influence, there is one song that really inspires me and i think it can help u too. It's by mariah carey and called "hero"...u've probably heard it before, but it really helps me. Anyway, ttyl. Luz, justine
Submitted by Rianne from Middelburg Zealand Netherlands
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:38:29 2001
sweet a.jyou can do it sweetheart.
al the fans seport you.
so do i, and my friends 2. we love you bone!!!!!!! kisses + alot of hugs for the sweet a.j
rianne come on babe (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Brandi from Nashville Georgia USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 12:36:54 2001
AJ
Hope you feel better soon. My thoughts and prayers are with you. See you soon.
~Brandi~FREE BSB PICS!! ANYONE INTERESTED IN FREE BSB CONCERT PICTURES TAKEN FROM THE THIRD AND FOURTH ROWS FEEL FREE TO E-MAIL ME!
Submitted by Paulien Bosman from Koog aan de Zaan N- Holland Netherlands
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:56:14 2001
Dear AJ,
When I first heard about your problems I was very worried and I hope you get wel very soon. I love you very much and I hope this support will do you well. I have heard a song and when I heard it I must think of you (it's a little bit crazy, but so am I). It's the song performed by Train on the album Drops of Jupiter. The song is called I wish you would. This is a little part of the song:Sleepless nights and endless days
And all I do is promise to change my ways
Leave the lights on, you know I'll pretend you're on you're way
You used to say that there's a time we all deserve to lose our minds
So I lost my mind now I'm ready to find my way It's a beautiful song. I hope you will like it when you hear it.I will pray for you every day. Lots of luck in love and live and a lot of kisses from
Paulien
Submitted by Melissa Roesch from Johnstown PA USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:45:31 2001
Psalm 25:1-22 Of David.To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;
in you I trust, O my God. Do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me.
No one whose hope is in you will ever be put to shame, but they will be put to shame who are treacherous without excuse.
Show me your ways, O LORD, teach me your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.
Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love, for they are from of old.
Remember not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you are good, O LORD.
Good and upright is the LORD; therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
He guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way.
All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful for those who keep the demands of his covenant.
For the sake of your name, O LORD, forgive my iniquity, though it is great.
Who, then, is the man that fears the LORD? He will instruct him in the way chosen for him.
He will spend his days in prosperity, and his descendants will inherit the land.
The LORD confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them.
My eyes are ever on the LORD, for only he will release my feet from the snare.
Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish.
Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins.
See how my enemies have increased and how fiercely they hate me!
Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you.
May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you.
Redeem Israel, O God, from all their troubles! A.J., I LOVE YOU. I AM PRAYING FOR YOUR HEALTH EVERYDAY. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU FOR ADMITTING YOU HAD A PROBLEM AND REFUSING TO LIE TO YOUR FANS. WE WILL GET YOU THROUGH THIS ALONG WITH YOUR FOUR BROTHERS, BECAUSE WE WILL BE WITH YOU TO THE END. WE RESPECT YOU EVEN MORE NOW AND THINK NO LESS OF YOU. WE GOT YOUR BACK. WHENEVER YOU FALL, WE WILL BE THERE TO PICK YOU BACK UP. THE BACKSTREET BOYS WILL BE HERE TO STAY UNTIL YOU GET TOO OLD TO DO THIS ANYMORE. YOU GUYS SAW EACH OTHER GROW UP AND HAD EACH OTHER TO CONFIDE IN AND STILL DO. IT IS A VERY HUMBLING THING TO WITNESS THE BOND AND CLOSENESS YOU GUYS HOLD, AND NO ONE CAN TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU! THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE GOING TO PROVE ALL THE MEDIA AND NON-FANS WRONG THAT THIS WON'T BREAK YOU, IT JUST WILL MAKE YOU ALL STRONGER. YOU HAVE MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF SUPPORTERS ALL AROUND THE WORLD THAT PRAY AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. THAT SHOULD GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH YOU NEED TO GET BACK ON YOUR FEET. YOU ARE MORE OF A ROLE MODEL THAN EVER. I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT YOU HAVE CONVINCED PEOPLE WITH THE SAME PROBLEM TO ADMIT THEY NEED HELP AND LOOK UP TO YOU NOW KNOWING THERE IS SOMEONE THEY CAN RELATE TO. WE LOVE YOU AND KNOW YOU CAN'T WAIT TO GET BACK TO YOUR PASSION OF PERFORMING!!! A FAN TO THE END,
MELISSA
Submitted by Kristi from Poultney Vt USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:43:28 2001
Heh alex,
I've been through the same thing with the depression and anxiety before. I did not have to deal with the alchol problem but I did deal with an eating disorder, people say it's just as tough.
Although i'm only 17, I know how hard this is. Just know your loved very much by all your fans around the world. You can get through this, I did.Love always,
a loyal fan
PS: If you ever get to read this and you do want some help from an experienced sorts. I'm here, Love ya buddy.
Submitted by Li Ying from United Kingdom
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:29:44 2001
Dearest AJ:
I wish you all the best and hope that you come back real soon for us, for the boys and for those who love you deeply. Come on...you can do it!!!!
All the fans here in Europe will be waiting for you......I still love you and the boys. Thanks for not keeping the truth away from us.....With love and support
Liying
Submitted by Angie & Linda! from Stockholm Sweden Sweden
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:18:30 2001
Hi Aj!!We love u AJ!!!! We are two swedish girls who just wanted to give u our support for life! We love u so much and if anything happends to u and the fellas we will stop listening to all music for life!! We live to hear UR music and to see u aswell! We love u so much! Please get better soon so u guys can come to Sweden and rock the roof of the Globe!!!! The last time u did that i almost died!!! =) Oh well... please get better soon! We love u all so much! =) Lots of hugs & Kisses, Angie & Linda! Backstreet Boys rules and that´s the truth!
Submitted by Mariella from Salerno Italy
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:11:23 2001
Dear AJ,
you are the best and I'm sure that you'll turn back better than first. Don't forget that your fans love and support you!!!
I love you AJ, I'm so far from you (I'm from Italy) but now I'm near you with all my heart!!!
Don't forget that here in Italy I'm waiting for you and for other BSB...
I'll love and support you forever!!!
Take care
God Bless
Bye bye
Hugs&Kisses from Italy
Mariella
Submitted by Magdalena from Forserum Småland Sweden
Date: Sun Jul 15 11:03:51 2001
Hi!
I've just been trough the worst night of my life, my best freinds father came to a party we were at drunk as a...I don't know what!!
He had come in his car to pic us up as we had said before we left home.
We din't want him to be more drunken then all the teens at the party though. And we most sertinaly didn't want him to be driving in that condition!
Anyway my freinds father made a complete fool of her and really was mean to her and I could see her suffer as hell but couldn't do anything!
I also know that this isn't a rare thing in their hous and I know that her younger brother and sister are hurting too.
That's why I really really admire you AJ!! You are a strong and brave man and I hope you feel that we all suuport you the best way we can!!
And I wisch that you can take my freinds fameily as an exampel.
If you ever doubt that what you'r doing aint right, I mean going in rehab or you feel like turing to the bottle agin!! Pleas it you won't think of you self or even you fameliy think of those millions and millions around the world that love you and prais you, do it for them do it for us!! We'r huring when you'r hurting!!
I will alwayz love you and think about you and especially in these hard times!!
May god be whit you!!
Love Magalena
Submitted by Amanda de Carvalho Lopes from Rio de Janeiro Rio de Janeiro Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 10:54:33 2001
Dear Aj,
I want to say that I love you so much and I want to give you my support.
I am a big fan of Backstreet boys, and I want to see you well.So, when I saw Nick, Brian, Kevin and Howie at MTV program talking about you, I cried very much.I don´t want more anything.I just want to see you well.You are tired of your life, I understand it.But, try to understand our love, our attention, because we (the fans) just want to be near you, hear your voice, see you...
I wish to you all the hapiness there is in the world!!!!
I love you AJ!!We love you!!Don´t forget it never!!
Kisses of your fan and friend,
Amanda
Submitted by ~Singlemom~ from Waldorf MD USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 10:43:49 2001
DEAREST AJ,Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest. MATTHEW 11:28 PEACE, LOVE, HUGS & GOD BLESS!!!!
~Singlemom~
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