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Submitted by Wanda from New Brunswick Canada
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:15:35 2001
Hey AJ,
I hope you are doing much better, it takes time and strength to battle this thing!!! I know you can do it. I am 26 years old and I have been fighting this battle since I was like 18, I am by-polar and I have a panic disorder which is always followed by depression. Some days it is so hard just to face yourself let alone everyone else in the world. AJ if I can do it you sure as hell can, it is an ongoing battle something you will have to fight for the rest of your life but you can do it!!! I am with you 100% and then some!!! Just rember we are here for u and so are your family and Nick, Kevin, Howie and Brian are they for surport if you need it. Remeber the SUN ALWAYS SHINES AFTER THE RAIN!!! God Bless and I am with you always!!!
Love
Wanda:)
Submitted by Megan from Indianapolis IN USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:06:48 2001
Hey AJ! I know you'll get through this, and continue to do what you love to do! (Making
music to keep us happy!) You are a strong person and I support your decision to get
help. Your fans are behind all the way and we love you! Love,
Megan L.
Submitted by Jesse Green from manchester Tennessee USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:55:03 2001
I realy realy hope aj gets beter soon.
Submitted by Beth Ross from Auburn Maine USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:45:25 2001
Hey U, I'm sure you're sick of me by now, but it seems all my letters disappear
has Denise been printing them off lately?? Well anyway remember, it's Capetown
South Africa!!!!!!!!! LOL. So wassup?? How's it hangin'? Know this, "I'd go anywhere
for you, anywhere u ask me 2. I'd do anything for u, anything u want me 2."
I luv ya ALOT! Now get better and get your sexy body back on that dance floor.
Remember, Krystal needs ya and she loves ya and so come back to BSB for her
sake, and ours to, cuz Auburn (which sux big time) luvs ya and four of BSB's
biggest fans are up here, so come back to BSB and make us happy.Has any fan ever told u that she looks @ BSB not just for their good looks?
Cuz thaz a bonus, Tiff and I look @ BSB for the harmony and the voices.Also
the talent the five of y'all contribute individually. Thaz what makes BSB whole
is the tight harmony (which kicks butt), different range in voice quality ( u know
what i'm sayin'), and the talent. Not to mention the awesome choreography (which
has my mom hooked). Now BSB can't go on w/out u, they need the harmony, they
need your voice and they need your talent. So there, now get out of rehab and get
back on that stage. I'm sorry, but I have to watch my mouth around my parents.
Remember (how many times have I used that word?????) that Jesus loves you
and it is Him that will get u through this. By the way Tiff says hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love ya lots. BSB are like my five older bros I never had and it's tough watching
one of my bros go through this, but I know in my heart that u'll get through
this and be back on stage where u belong. Well Nick's my b/f, and i'm gonna marry
him someday, right Nick???????????? Luv ya baby. And Alex if I made u cry, deal
with it, now i'm joking i'm sorry but it feels good to cry, believe me!!!! Well g2g
Love ya lots bro!!!! Beth/Tiff (She's gonna marry u someday!! Just and FYI) lol.
Now get on that laptop over on the corner table and e-mail us!
Beth- meggie_shortie_112@hotmail.com
Tiff-keepdreamin_ajzmine_78@yahoo.com Now get busy!!!! Hugs,kisses and cookies!!!
(got that from D!) Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Submitted by WADHA from DOHA QATAR Kuwait
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:43:34 2001
aj wher ever you are i want you to know when you read this that ther are peopl care about you from all the world & we are with you sweety i hope that this words make you happy remmber that we love you & we are with you
love you
wadha(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Kristin from USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:11:43 2001
Anyone who would like to send their get-well messages to A.J. can submit them to my scrapbook located at http://home.att.net/~we-luv-aj/index.html Please spread the word about this scrapbook in order to make it a success for A.J.!!! Thanks!!Kristin
Submitted by Nicola from Ramsgate Kent United Kingdom
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:02:47 2001
AJ,
I just wanted to say that my heart goes out to you at this moment in time. I think you are very brave for admitting that you needed help and I am glad that you are getting the help you need to get well again. I hope you get better soon, you have my love and support along with every Backstreet Boys fan in the world. We love you always.
Love Nicola xxx
Submitted by Ashley from Coventry RI USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 18:00:24 2001
Hey AJ,
I love you soooo much AJ!!!! U mean sooo much 2 me even though i neva met u. I hope that u get betta VERY soon. I'm ganna be going 2 see u in concert Sep. 10th so i hope that ur betta wwwaaayyyy be4 then. I want u 2 know that i am backing u up all the way. I dont care what utha ppl or what utha web sites say or think about u going 2 rehab. U had a problem and u were man enough 2 admit that u had a problem. There r soooo many utha ppl out there that had a problem like ur's and their not even man enough(like u were) 2 admit it. They dont get criticized like u do. There's this web site called www.funnyfuel.com and they sent my mom Animated Joke called "AJ's new solo album, Straight From Rehab" the 1st song that they have u sing is, "I need a stiff drink" the 2nd 1 is, "Tearin' up my liver" and then it says something about "if u act in the next 3 mins u can get this drunking AJ doll free." When my mom showed me that i almost started crying, i think that is soooo mean. I think that u guys should get 2getha and sue that web site cuz that is not funny at all. That is just plain out rude. I've been trying sooo hard 2 send that "joke" 2 someone that can do something about that web site or something but i havent really got anywhere so....hopefully this will get me somewhere. I hope it will! Well... i dont know what else 2 write besides....I hope u get betta VERY soon! and that i love u!!.
LOTS of love&PeAcE,
Ashley
A.K.A.
Spanky
Submitted by TiFfAnY aNnE cApPs from ReDlAnDs CalIfOrNiA USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:43:00 2001
This is my second time writing in here,but I really want you to read this...I have written a song for you. After I am done writing to you again it will be there. ok Aj so many things I want to say to you,but there isn't alot of minutes in one hour.I have your picture next to my bed, I look at it one more time before I shut my eyes to sleep.You mean the world to me and you know it. Don't let any get in your way. You are doing this because you felt like you needed to do something about it. I think other people should realize that you are not just in a group, you are a human being,which means alot of things you will go through and everyone knows about it,but if they go through something the light isn't shown on them. They should be in your shoes for the last 8 years and realize that your life isn't going to be as perfect as they thought. When you first came in the group you were around what 15? You have spent you wonderful high school days in a tour bus. I really look up to you AJ and you really mean the world to me. My world is all about you. I will be here for you AJ, I will do anything to help you, I want to be there for you. So now here is my poem/song I wrote dedicating it to you! I love you Alexander James McLean!As Time Goes By
Written by:Tiffany Capps
Dedicated to:Aj McLean
As time goes by
I am thinking of you
As time goes by
I really want to hold you
As I realize this
You will never be missed
In my heart
I feel like you can love again
No matter what anyone says
You know whats best for you
As time goes by
My heart goes out to you
even more then words can say
No one can take this love away
Thinking of you
Brings tears to my face
I want to make you happy
I know you want to be happy
So please except my love for you
I am true
And you can feel it
I'll be waiting
As Time Goes By Je T'adore!! if you want to talk,AJ I wil be here..Email me at: TiffNAJ143@yahoo.com
bye!
Submitted by Abby from San Diego CA USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:39:06 2001
I just wanna say that I'll keep you in my prayers, AJ. I hope that you get better soon. You're a great guy and you deserve to be happy :). love ya :) and I know you can do it :)
GET WELL SOON!!!!!!
Submitted by Amanda from MO USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:36:53 2001
Dear A.J.,
I beleve in you. We are all proud of you for getting help all by your self. I would like you to know that i am behind you all the way. And i can not wait to see you in concert, because then I will know you are well. You have done the right thing and that shows that you are very responsible. I will love you always,
Amanda
Submitted by Kate (hotlips) Houlahan from Calgary Alberta Canada
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:34:56 2001
AJ I am praying for you and I have complete faith that God will give you the
strentgth you need to get well and become strong again.
I wish sometimes that you were some one to talk to instead of an icon you
seem like there would be alot to learn from you and alot to give to you as well
I really Feel like you are a friend and if it be possible I would love to contact you
through email.
Feel free to contact me at your earliest convenience :)
Yeah I'm the same hotlips as before who said I'd marry you ha ha ha.
I'm 19 years old and I dont know if its strange to have role models but I draw
strenght from you. whether you know me or not.
I was diagnosed with depression in October my life was hectic and i couldn't
hack it i guess. I was trying to be a mom. Get my high school diploma and
be a wife that cooks and cleans and whatever else a wife does
(i've never been to good at it) it was rediculous because then after all that i had
to come home and do homework and still find time to sleep wich didnt happen
very often so i know how hard it is and i empathize. i was put on prozac
and i took it till christmas then i made the decision that i was trying to take
on to much at once and i had to post pone school till my daugter Destiny was
older. I plan on going back to night school this fall. And you can get back on
your feet too. just pace your self my love and good things will come of it.
we want to see you but if you come to calgary and arent well i will find out
where your staying and i will make you rest. i will cook cleanand do whatever
else you need done. but you will rest! :)
take care of your self and dont worry about anything.
It is all being taken care of. get well soon we miss you.
Love always
Kate (hotlips) Houlahan xxxooo
Oshkosh18@hotmail.com
Submitted by Jenn B. from Oregon USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:08:08 2001
Keep your chin up A.J. and don't worry about what the rest of the world thinks of you. Remember, the media, in all of its outlets, likes to build us up and watch us fall down. Just do what you have to do to be well. Even though you are a member of the almighty BSB, you are still only human and taking care of your body and mind should be the only thing you focus on right now. Wishing you the best of luck and many prayers!
Submitted by Amelia from tampa Florida USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:05:56 2001
AJ,
I am so proud of you! It takes a real man to say that hehas a problem,and especially in you position. You are a strong person and I know you will get through this! I have stuck w/ you and the guys through it all and I will always be a BSB fan . Your music has gotten me through fights with my friends helped me realize who I am , and is just sooooo good!lol! You are very talented and VERY loved . I was really sad when i heard about it on TRL. But now i know that you are getting help and youll get better. And i just wanna say that dont ever let all the non-supporters to get you down ! you are very strong !
I send all my love and prayers! KTBSPA!!!!!!!! Amelia Harnish
Submitted by Kate Houlahan from calgary alberta Canada
Date: Mon Jul 16 17:03:53 2001
Hey A.J. I am totally in support of you. this is something that you need to do
and it will make you a better person in the long run. To be honest I was never
really that huge of a fan I knew about you and had your C.D.s but it ended
there i didnt dream of marying any of the BSB (all though if you offer i'm there)
I have a little girl and when she was first born the only thing to get her to stop
crying was turning on your C.D isnt that funny? My daugter has good taste right
off the bat. i admire the way the rest of the band handled this. Not hiding it
from the public was the best thing you could do. i'm sure you guys were
worried about it at first but look at all the support you have been getting.
we give nothing but respect to you AJ. It takes a big man to admit he has
a problem and in my eyes, your the biggest of them all. Hang in there Friend we
will get through this together. I love you
Love and Prayers
Kate (hotlips) Houlahan
Calgary Alberta Canada
xxxooo
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