Submitted by Shandi from Griffin Ga USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 21:08:17 2001
When I heard the news on TRL I just felt like crying, I will be PRAYING for you every day. My Mom and I sent you a card and a letter I hope you get them soon.All of your fans are behind you 100% and more. Hope you are back in the spot light soon!
Love always,
Shandi
Submitted by Ally from United Kingdom
Date: Mon Jul 16 21:01:09 2001
AJ... Good Luck... u are an amazing man! Don't ever forget u have millions of fans (like me) that are here to stick behind u all the way. If anything, I have more respect for u and the rest of backstreet bcuz of the amount of strength u have to be able to pull through this. I'LL ALWAYS KEEP THE BACKSTREET PRIDE ALIVE FOR U!! (no matter what!) AJ, Nick, Howie, Kevin and Brian, u guys are all in my prayers.God Bless, Luv Alwayz, *ALLY*
Submitted by Pamela McElroy from Griffin Ga USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:57:03 2001
Dear AJ,
Hope you are feeling stronger and happier right now. You have been in my thoughts and prayers since I heard the news a week ago today. My daughter and I have sent you letters and a card of encouragement that I hope you do receive. I know that you will come through this a stronger
person. I know that all of your fans are behind you 100%. Not only behind you but with you every step of the way. All my love and prayers be with you through this troubled time. Be strong and get back to doing what you love to do, and that is to perform. Love Ya, Pamela
Submitted by Liz from Wilmington Ma USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:49:58 2001
Hey AJ...
I wish you the best of luck.. and i am very proud of you!! Always remember you are in my prayers !I was at the concert on July 6th in Boston and i thought it was Awesome...!
ill be at 2 of them in September.. to cheer you on!
Good Luck!
Love Always
Elizabeth
Boston, Ma
Submitted by ~*kathleen*~ from USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:44:21 2001
hey a.j.,
i really hope you do better in your rehab!! im really sorry about your grandmother too. i just wanted to say we all are praying for you and we love you!! good luck, and feel better!!
Submitted by Kristen from Wellington Florida USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:37:01 2001
AJ,
I hope you starting to feel better now! We are all prayin for ya here in Florida and we know you are gonna get better soon! We know that you can get through this tough time in your life and you will. We Love You!
Love Always,
Kristen xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Submitted by shelleyd from warren ohio USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:35:14 2001
AJ.
Hey I am one of the mature fans that love you so much and am praying that you will soon be back on the stage doing what you do best, singing and dancing. We love watching you, I am so proud of you and the guys for letting the fans know about the situation. You are a very strong person and I love you even more for that.
I will probably never get to meet you or even go to a concert but I have all of the cds and videos and i watch them as much as i can.
Well you are probably getting tired of hearing from me cause i have sent you letters and cards but i care so thats why i am doing it. Please get well soon.
Heres something to think about:
I will love you more than that, i wont say the words then take them back. Dont give loneliness a chance, baby listen to me when i say I can love you more than that.Love
shelley d armstrong
Submitted by Darnell from Ky USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:30:14 2001
AJ,
Hi sweety, This is my second time writing to you. I just really hope you get to see all these letters the fans have written to you. I just want to say that I'm so proud of you. I cant express that enough........Without you my life would be nothing. You're my heart, my soul, my everything. I know your gonna be fine. All your fans are still here supporting you and we'll always be here for you. We all just want you to be happy:)So be strong AJ and look to God for guidance. I send you my prayers and best wishes. Get well baby
I love you always
xoxoxoxoxox
Darnell
Submitted by Angélica Arana from Xalapa Veracruz Mexico
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:23:55 2001
Hola!!!AJ realmente espero que te mejores, nosotras estamos muy tristes por ti, te queremos muchísimo y sin ti nada sería igual, recuerda que siempre podrás contar con nosotras, te amamos y te deseamos todo lo mejor.
No te dejes vencer tú tienes que luchar por toda la gente que te ama y te considera muy importante en su vida, recuérdalo.
Te quiere muchisisisisisisimo Angie
Submitted by Mariel from Tijuana Baja California Mexico
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:15:37 2001
Hi, to all the Backstree boys fans my name is mariel and i am 13 years old ,when i heard A.J.'s problem i just start to wish that he could be allright, i'ts kind of sad but i always going to be with them i hope that this card's someday A.J. could readed because these are the wishes of millins of fans that love and we always going to be with them ,I think A.J. dont need to worry about losing the bsb fans because we are with them we love them and we always going to supported you...
Submitted by Kelli from Benton Arkansas USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 20:07:49 2001
AJ,
Hey. I will try to make this as short as I can. First of all I want to start by saying I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as I have been for a while. I can also tell you on a first hand experience that I have had this week during my churches mission trip to colarado (that is a whole nother story)that our god is an awesome god and he works in mysterious ways. I heard about all this when I was in Colarado with my church youth group doing gods mission work. My friend and I were in the hotel calling out families and her mom said something to me about it. As soon as we got off the phone I shared what she had said with some of my close friends who happened to be in our hotel room at the time. We said that we would pray for you. So Just to let you know that back in Arkansas you have people praying for you as well as the whole world. You have to rember that prayer is very powerful. I hope you get better.
Praying for you,
Kelli
Submitted by veronica from Puebla Puebla Mexico
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:43:18 2001
Hi: I'm 14 years old and i'm a BSB fan since i heard your voices for first time.
I know you can overcome this that is happening to you. You have the love of all your fans, we will be there if you need us, we'll give you all the time you require.
AJ YOU ARE LARGER THAN LIFE
if you need someone i'll be there
if you feel alone i'll be there
~~i'll be there for you
wherever you go, whatever you do
AJ, i've got forever inside, for all of my life~~
* I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU *
Submitted by Carolina from Santo Domingo Dominican Republic
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:42:46 2001
Muchas personas entraran y saldran de tu vida; pero solo verdaderos
amigos dejaran huellas en tu corazon! .
Para manejarte a ti mismo,
usa la cabeza; manejarte con los demas... usa tu corazon!...
El enojo es solo una carta de peligro. Si alguien te traiciona una
vez, es su falta; si te traiciona dos veces,es tu; falta.
Las grandes mentes discuten las ideas;mentes promedio discuten los eventos;mentes pequeñas discuten a las personas.
El que pierde dinero, pierde mucho; el que pierde a un amigo, pierde mucho mas; el pierde la fe, pierde todo.
Las personas jovenes bonitas son obra de naturaleza, pero las personas viejas bonitas son obras de arte.
Aprende de los errores de otros! talvez no viviras lo suficiente para aprender todo de ti mismo ..
Los amigos, tu y yo...
Tu traes otro amigo...; Y ahora somos tres...
Nosotros empezamos nuestro
grupo... Nuestro circulo de amigos... Y como es un circulo?... No hay ni principio ni fin.!..
El ayer es historia, el mañana? es;
misterio!; el hoy es un regalo, que llamamos presente ...
Gracias por ser lo que eres en mi vida, si te mando esto es porque te quiero muchisisisimo y siempre te tengo pendiente, espero que asi sea igual conmigo... aunque lo hago sin esperar nada a cambio de ti. I love u so much, get well soon.
Carolina
Submitted by Jessica from Tempelton CA USA
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:37:18 2001
AJ,
My name is Jessica Hambly and I am not only one of your biggest fans but also a friend. I am writing you to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers each and every day. I know that you will be back to your old self in no time it's just a matter of believing in yourself (which I know you are). You are very lucky to have all the support you do from your friends, family 4 brothers and all your fans around the world, most people aren't that lucky! AJ you are my one and only role model I have so much respect for you as a friend and a fan. Not most people attempt they have a problem and you did, that took a lot of courage to do that. I thank god every day that you did that and you steoed up to the plate and said you needed help. I have so much respect for you. I love you lots AJ! Here is a little poem just for you from me and my best friend cory:
One Step at a Time
"Is The Best Way To Go"
when going through life
and traveling in the
direction of your dreams,
the best way to get ahead
is the simplest way!Take it one step at a time.
Don't look over your shoulder;
if you do, you'll feel
the weight of all your
yesterdays upon you.
And don't worry about
what lies ahead.
By the time you get to
the bend in the road
or the crest of the hill,
you're going to be
better and stronger than
you ever were before.
Just go a step at a time,
one day at a time.
And you'll find
a rich,
thankful life
you never thought
you could afford.
AJ I really hope that you like this little poem we got for you. N-E_Way I will let you go. I love you and your in my heart always. Take care and look out for me and my friend cory Aug.17 at MGM Grand in Las Vegas, we are going to your show and it's my birthday that night so maybe you can say Happy birthday to me Aug !7, I'll be 29 years old. Thanks Aj for everything, you are my everything always and forever!
Love Always,
Jessica Hambly
backstreetbaby_us@yahoo.com
Submitted by Real Big Friend from RJ RJ Brazil
Date: Mon Jul 16 19:32:31 2001
Dear Alex,Who is writing you here, is a friend and a fan from Brazil. When I heard about your problems I just couldn’t believe and that’s why with all my insignificance I’m trying to communicate with you.
It’s not the first time a Pop Star like you have those kind of problems and I’d like to apology myself for everything I’ve done to you.
Seeing you like this, made me think about what was my part in yours problems and I found so many small things that I decided to send you this. It’s a very bad English (I’m still learning) but who knows you won’t understand.
Sorry for all those times you had to go upstage to satisfy our egocentric anxiety of your image. And I’m saying image, because most of the time we were so busy screaming we loved you and we couldn’t leave without you that it wasn’t even given you the chance of expressing yourself as a normal human being you are.
I’m ashamed of this irrational idolatry that not rarely condemned you to a sort of an “emotional prison”. Somewhere we arrested you for and didn’t let you leave.
Now I understand that when you idolize a man you take from him the chance to commit mistakes, what is not far. And… I think…I’ve done it with you.
I didn’t want things to go by this way, so, as a big fan I wished you could receive this message and share with me of this love energy, which is being sent with this letter.
I’m praying for you everyday and I know it is going to help the treatment.
What I wanted ask you – with all power of the love I know there’s in your heart-is:
PLEASE COMEBACK A SMILE –with your soul
DON’T LEAVE YOUR HAPPYNESS IN OTHERS PEOPLE HANDS-make it yourself
Some time ago a very close relative of mine had the same necessity of professional help-as you do now- and by harder it was he got it.
That’s why I KNOW YOU CAN!
WHEN YOU DO WANT SOMETHING YOU GET IT!!!
Look back at the BSB story…Look at so many things you’ve got as group –together and ever-.
Another thing is that you shouldn’t feel pressured by anyone to have a super-hero recuperation (quick and miraculous), because here in the real world things are not so easy although they are definitely possible.
Go on persevering in good ideals, distributing love to all those around you, and above all thanking God every day for the blessings he’ve been given you your whole life.
About me, well, I’m giving my honoured word I’ll never do with anyone else what my selfish has done with you.
Kisses and Hugs,
Moara