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Submitted by Jennifer Christine Cook from Harlingen, Texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:17:46 2001
Hello again A.J.
I just read over my entry, i think it does justice, dont you? I wanted to say sorry for the speling errors. And remember when I said that i couldent continue without repitition? well i wrote a poem, nothing repeditive, It shows how i feel.
Only Five.Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Five names. Five words. Five souls. Only five, but say any one of them, and I will smile. Only five, But have touched millions. They are Human. Not Gods. They have faults, wich is why so many like them. they find comfort, comfort in the songs. The songs speak the truth. Only five, But have saved So many. Including myself. Only five, But with the power to love, the power to care. the power to give. Only five, Has changed So many lives. And only five, Have changed the world. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Five names, Five words, Five souls, Only but five, But say any one of them, And I will cry, I will cry, for all the heartache, each name, has been through. For every tear
I shead, one is happy another day. I will cry. For all the happiness they bring. They mean so much, but will never know it. For every tear of joy I weep, one will smile. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Five names, Five words, Five souls. Together they are one. Say one of them, and I will say thank you. Say one of them, and I will, continue to be happy, for another day. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick Five Names, Five words, Five souls, Together, They fill the hearts of so many, But will never know, Together, They have managed to change the world. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Five names, Five words, Five souls. Say one of them, I will smile. Five Brothers, Five Hearts. A love so infinite, multiplyed by five. Muliply that, by the love for them, by the people they have touched. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Five People. Say one of them, And I will say smile. Say one of them, and I will cry, say one of them, and I will be happy, say one of them, And I will say Thank You. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. The Backstreet Boys. Only five, With the power to sing. They sing, And for that song, I will be at peace. Only five, With the power to stay together, Only five, But they will live in the hearts of many, Forever. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. They are Heaven's Lost Angels, Come to spread joy. Only five. Five names, Five words, Five souls, Five Lives. Say them all together, And I will, Smile. Kevin, Howie, Brian, A.J., Nick. Only Five.
(To all of those reading this, please take a moment of your time to say a prayer for A.J.) Dear Heavenly Father, This prayer is for one of your children. One of your Perfect children, Alexander James McLean. He is going through a hard time right now, please bless him. Show him that he is strong, so that he may once again love what he does. Help him to understand, to listen to be patient. To accept the love that his friends and family are giving him. Guide him home Lord, Shine your loving light into the darkness, so that he may find his way home. And once again be happy. In your name we pray, Amen.
Thank you A.J. and the rest of the Guys.
Jenny Cook, 14
Submitted by AJKILR from USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:11:43 2001
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Submitted by Theresa from Elizabethtown Kentucky USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:07:08 2001
I just wanna say that I support A.J...and I hope he recieves the help he need. I know what he's going through and it's a hard thing to over come...but with the support that he has from all of the fans all over the world, I know A.J will come out the same ol' A.J the world has grown to love.
Submitted by Jennifer Christine Cook from harlingen texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:04:13 2001
Hey A.J. I know that you will never ever read this, but I'm gonna do it anyways.
I wanna say how proud od you I am, that you are facing this problem. Its been a long hard road for you and the guys. You guys have always risen above theh, and we *all the fans* belive, no wait, we all know that you guys can do it again.
You guys are feeling the pressure, we understande, yes.. we do. We are all human! We all ahve faults, and no matter how shugar coted and nice your life seems to the fans, we all know that is is a living hell, am i right? But its a hell worth living. All of the people that have ever liked or heard one of your songs, are comming back, saying thank you, in the form of letters, notes ect.. Well, A.J. you guys did that, you made them see how wonderful and real you are, you touched them. and no matter what happens to the fan, no matter what happens to you, that fan will always remember you. It just works that way. We are all wishing you a well recovery, and if you can quit smoking then you can quit drinking too. you guys prove to us that you are real people. But no matter how hard you try and deny it, you will never be normal. you will be a Backstreet Boy, rememberd for ever, in the hearts of litterlly millions and millions of not just teens, but moms, and even grandparents! No band that I know does that. You guys are truly special, all different. you should, and probably do, thank God everyday for this wonderful gift, you have bestowed upon millions. Many think that you are *Earth Angels* mabey you are, and mabey your not. For now you are just A.J. Mclean of the Backstreet Boys, The strong one. There has been a hard road in back of you, and dont look now, but things will probably get worse. But you will always and no matter what you do you cant get rid of them. Your Firends, Family anf Fans the three F's as i call them. They will be there, they know you, they will never hold anything against you, because they love you. not the oh i love you so much marry me love but the A.J. were here for you no matter what kind of love, and i think that they are doing a good job of it. Dont you? Remember to thank them, every day. Once i heard a song that forever changed my life, and stopped me from doing somthing bad to myself, *Time it goes on and on every day, Time is what is is come what may* even though you wrote that song, listen to it, closer, it has a message and a meaning, that applies to all. Without knowing it, you have created a song that tell the story of you guys, and also speaks the truth. A group once told me to *Show me the meaning of Being lonely* well i wont, none of us will, we will *Love you more than that* *We will love you till death do us part* and still love you. Friends who havent been to a concert love you guys more than some friends who have. Some friends of mine who are Hard Core N sync fans, are praying for you, sending cards and sporting yellow, for you a Backstreet Boy. Dont you see, that when a person as important as you, is in need, All fans will come together to help. Now i cannot express how i feel withoug repaeting myself, so id better stop soon. But let me pointout one thing, there is a difference in a True fan that just a Fan. a Fan will scream and yell things like OMG I LOVE YOU!! but a True fan, even though some might do that, mostly wont, they love you guys for who you are and what you do, they respect you, more that words can say. And when you say *They dont know me* Well, you would be suprised at how much we *Know* , and knowing all that we still love you. So my best wishes for a good recovery.
A True fan, and *Friend*,
Jennifer Cook, 14
Submitted by Heather ( 21 ) from Clinton Tennessee USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:00:20 2001
Dear AJ, I hope that you'll get better soon.
Our prayers are for you and the guys always.
I'm a big fan of yours and the guys for along time now. Stay strong AJ!
Your fan always
Heather
Submitted by PATRICIAN LARA from mexico d.f. Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 17 10:40:19 2001
hi aj is one of so many fans that the apollan and they are pending of ustedesy wants to help you you and my form de demostra it is they desite these words. aj you as you should be feeling yourself but have in mind that there is not problem what you cannot solve (me you that your you can!!) .allyou can overcome and your ma for that you tint the of those de ma backstreet and of all the fans that adore you. hay a sentence that i like is a lot that hasi says later of the storm come the calm -y tomal in bill please. >no forgets in trusting people, you that difficult (for your situation of are a star of the music) but a good form to know it is seeing your eyes for that the eyes are the soul's mirror and that pesona you this esperando >ansiosa in it dates their affection y doesn't forget that all your fans you apollaran and if your you be sedness you think what many people that need to see you happy so that us we happy the one that is helped for that is what i want. atte: patrician lara .f. (one of the big fans of the bsb (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Sharon from Rossville GA USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 10:00:45 2001
Thanks AJ. I wanted to start by saying thank you for the night you brought my daugther, Satara out of her depression. We had moved to Connecticut and her life changed so drastically she was in a severe depression for 10 months (sleeping all day, not eating, unable to really function). The night you took time with her (Jun 28), talked with her and gave her a long needed hug - she changed. Over the past few weeks she has begin to become the happy daughter I once knew. The night you met her we were staying at a hotel preparing to move again. She just happened to meet you. It was so kind of you to take the time and help Satara. Your kindness will never be forgotten. She now has reasons to smile, thinking about you (she says I miss him but I know that I have made a friend). This friendship is helping her to overcome her adversities. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart and in turn offer to you our love and support. If ever you are in need of a friend to talk with or hug - I am sure Satara will be there for you as well. We are praying for you to overcome your depression and return to happiness, as Satara has done. Thank you, Love and HUGS.
Sharon (Primatemed@aol.com)
Submitted by Gail Johnson from Detroit MI USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 09:59:46 2001
Dear A.J.
Life ( God, your Higher Power, the Force) does not need for you to undersatand anything now. "understanding is the booby prize." All that life wants from you today, A.J., is your willingness to CO-Operate. Just say: " Yes. Be willing to be OPEN to the Miraculous. A.J be Willing to let life use YOU as a FREE and OPEN channel for extending LIGHT ,LOVE ,POWER and PEACE to all living things on Planet Earth. So SHALL IT BE!
Love Peace,
Always
G.J
Submitted by Kevin Lau from HK China
Date: Tue Jul 17 09:34:47 2001
i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!
i hope you get well soon!i love you!i love you!come on! get well early!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!i love you!
kevin(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by IVY from HK China
Date: Tue Jul 17 09:20:53 2001
My dear AJ,
I would like you to know we always support and love you. I hope you will get well very soon.
GOD BLESS YOU.
MY HEART STAY WITH YOU.
LOVE,
IVY
Submitted by samantha mojica from Quezon City Manila Philippines
Date: Tue Jul 17 08:58:03 2001
Dear AJ,
i just want you to know that i understand what you're going through right now. my grandma died too last April and it's really hard. but we must accept God's will. i know it's really hard for you cuz you've been so close to her but i think it's now time to move on. i guess your grandma isn't happy to see you like this. i think the best way you can do is to pray for her and reminisce the good times you had with her. Just always remember this:GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU EMPTY. IF SOMETHING IS TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU, HE'LL REPLACE IT WITH SOMETHING BETTER. IF HE DENIES YOUR REQUEST, THAT'S BECAUSE HE WANTS TO GIVE YOU THE BEST! i'll pray for you and for the soul of your grandma.
love,
samantha
Submitted by Nawari from Qatar Doha United Kingdom
Date: Tue Jul 17 08:55:40 2001
Dear AJ,
all the best of luck to you..we all love you and pray 4 you..and hope that you get better soon..REMBER: that we will alwayz love you no matter what!!
Submitted by Natalie W. from Singapore
Date: Tue Jul 17 08:41:26 2001
dear AJ,
"I can do anything through Him who gives me strength" Philippians 4:13
you'll pull through this one. just like my grandpa was able to kick his smoking habit, i'm sure you'll come back healthy and better than before! thank you for your music, God bless you and the BSB.
Hugs,
Nat
Submitted by Baby Gene Carter from Makati Manila Philippines
Date: Tue Jul 17 08:28:44 2001
Dear AJ, I know that you are not feeling well and I know that you are very sad about what happens some days ago. My gradfather and aunt die some days ago also I know how you are feeling, but be sure that where your grandmother it's right now she is looking at you and I know that she dont want you do the kind of stuffs you are doing with your self. I am being cool, I am real and I am bahaving well so please get well I pray every day for you and I wish you the best in earth because I love you, I am down on my knees asking you please get well boy I love you and please again get well!... ***"Be cool, be real and behave"***
Submitted by Sue Kroeger from Chicago IL USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 07:54:39 2001
Dear A.J. One more thing sweetie! I am praying EVERY SINGLE DAY AND EVERY SINGLE NIGHT for you! I love you and I am VERY, VERY proud of you!! Just wanted to make sure that you knew that! Love, AGAIN!
Sue Kroeger
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