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Submitted by Justine from USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 13:12:16 2001
Hey AJ, i want to let u know that my dog, Shandy, is looking over u in heaven. He died yesterday in my backyard...we dont know how. I wish i could help u more. Here's a quote "i close my eyes wen i get too sad, i think thoughts that i know r bad, close my eyes and i count to ten, hope its over wen i open them" - Everclear, Wonderful. I think that describes u perfectly, and u rnt alone. Other people know how u feel. Luving u...justine
Submitted by Mona Mehra from Basking ridge NJ USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 13:11:00 2001
Wassup Bone,
How ya feelin? I really wish i coul help you. You and the boys did alot for me through your music and i think it sux that i can't help you.All i really have to say is expressed through Krystal's song " let Me Be Your Friend." " Let me be your friend when your in trouble, and even when there's nothing wrong. You can count on me no matter what's going on. I'll be there for you..." Get well and remember how funny life is. No matter what,things happen for a reason. Luv ya, Bone.
Submitted by jennifer bitton from nhariya israel Israel
Date: Tue Jul 17 13:08:33 2001
dear aj i love you so much
from the first time i saw you i knew i was falling for you how could i not you are the sun that shines over me , the peaces that compleat my heart , the sole that is in me ,the world that i live in , the dreames that i dream,you are every thing that matters in my life (the only thing that maters in my life) my only wish is for u to get better so i and all fans could see you happy again.i wish i could give the world too you butt all i can give is my love i love you for who you are not for what you are love jennifer bitton
Submitted by vero from Puebla Puebla Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 17 13:06:16 2001
HI AJ: I'm sitting here in my room thinking about you, wondering how would you be now, i wish you could be OK. I just want you to know that my prayers go with you.
Courage champion! I know you can overcome this, because you are strong, because you have a big heart, because you are so amazing, simply, because you are AJ. YOU CAN
"never say never"
smile always
WE LOVE YOU
my prayers go with you
YOU ARE LARGER THAN LIFE
WE LOVE YOU AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj AJ aj
Submitted by Tiffany from dallas texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 13:03:21 2001
a.j.
hi yo doing boy.
it's amazing that you've lived in the life of a performer for so long, and has been able to endure what you have so far. it's easy to see how a thing like this would happen, but you have the stregth to over come your problems.
we the fans of dallas hope that you'll get well so, and be back to your old normal self, the a.j. mclean that we love
much love
tiff
Submitted by ~Raenell~ from Montana USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 12:53:03 2001
AJ,
This song is so beautiful and it reminded me of you! I hope this gives some comfort!
Why should I feel discouraged?
Why should the shadows come?
Why should my heart feel lonely,
And long for heaven and home? When Jesus is my portion,
A constant friend is he
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know he watches over me
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know he watches me I sing because I'm happy,
I sing because I'm free,
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know he watches me He watches me His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know he watches I know he watches I know he watches me I sing because I'm happy,
I sing because I'm free,
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know he watches me
He watches me
His eye is on the sparrow And I know he watches me He watches me He watches me
I know,
He watches me you and the rest of the guys are in my thoughts and prayers every day!!! luv, raenell
Submitted by Vonzetta lee from merriville in USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 12:52:10 2001
HI AJ!you will be alright and ok all you
need is to pray and have faith in god and
he will see you through. I wish you nothing but
the best and good luck to you I love you and
I'm going to keep praying for you god bless and
keep hope alive. LOVE YOUR#1 VONZETTA LEE P.S. GET WELL SOON!
Submitted by tina from cornwall ont Canada
Date: Tue Jul 17 12:51:49 2001
hi i was just looking up at the sky thinking of you aj and i seen a plane and i thought of you and said god please let him get better and i feel in my heart that you will ya know i lost my nanny just before xmass of this year i loved her with all my heart and its been hard to for me and my daughter loved her to and my niece she was 14m old she had heart problems and i was so hurt and sad but i know god takes the goood ones and that's why he took your nanny she was good and sweet because your so kind and loveing and all love you forever your number one fan always (tina age 27 daughter 5 single mother)(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Robin from Greensboro NC USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 12:27:39 2001
AJ
I was just sitting here thinking about you and wondering how you were doing.....This is like the third time I have written to you! I just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you every day! I hope things are going well with you!!!!!!!!MUCH MUCH LOVE ALWAYS!!!!!
Your #1 fan!!!
Robin L. :)
Submitted by Annette from wilmington Delaware USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 12:20:09 2001
I wanted to wish u luck A.j. U are my favoritest backstreet boy and without u, their is no backstreet boys. U make up the band:) You have alot of talents and u shouldn't waist it. Your health is more important then the band and I'm glad you got help:) You'll always be my favorite backstreet boy no matter what happens:) ur comforting fan,
Annette
Submitted by Amber from Fort Worth Texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:53:35 2001
when i first found out i was shocked. it hurts to even cry. i was just there for 2 days. what he did isnt a sad thing...its a good thing. he needed help, he knew that and asked for it. thats brave 2 do. he gave me the power to ask for help. i suffered the same thing..depression and anixety attacks. i told my mom i needed help and ima gonna get help and its all b/c of of aj. if aj ever sees this aj, thank you 4 saving my life. i thank you more than words can say for getting my life under control again. thank you so very much aj.much love peace and godbless
amber (*TAP*)
Submitted by Sophia from Gifford Washington USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:50:47 2001
Like he's ever going to get the chance to read this,but hey,it's the thought that counts right?A.J., your very savvy for being so in tune with your needs.It's a sign of maturity when a person can look at themselves and realize that they need help with something.It's even cooler that you decided to get help,because some people don't even do that. Not to milk sympathy for myself,but I've been depressed before too,and it's a hard monster to fight against sometimes,but you can do it,and I don't believe you need me to tell you that.So,to wrap this all up before it turns into a novel,well done A.J.,you're winning the battle.
Submitted by Crystal Ward from Quaker City Ohio USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:29:40 2001
AJ,
Hey ya lil hottie! I want to tell you how strong I think you are. You admitted you needed help and you went out and got it. I think that there shows how strong you are and how much you really want to get better. I know what you're going through sweetie. I've been in depression since September of 99 and since then it's been the hardest time of my life. I've been on three different types of medication, been in a hospital for a week, been in partial hospitalization for two weeks, counselors, doctors, I've been suicidal, and I used to cut myself but I finally decided that I wanted to get help and right now, I couldn't be happier. I just want to let you know that I'm there for ya hun! I'm proud of you and so is everyone else out there. :) I saw you in concert just a couple weeks ago on June 22 in Columbus. It was the best time and I want to tell you thank you for that :) This is a lil off subject but I even got to meet your mom too. :) She's a real sweetie. :) She liked my lil costume thing that I had on. I was wearing these overalls with BSB pictures all over it. Well I just wanted to let ya know that people are thinking about you and wish you nothing but the best. Stay positive and you'll be out of there in no time. :) Love you so much baby!Love,
Crystal:)
Submitted by Jennifer Christine Cook from harlingen, texas USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:29:09 2001
Ok, last entry, this is my third in a row. Sorry, i just had to get it out. Here you go...
Dear A.J. McLean I didn’t see the TRL on the ninth, but i did read the story on MTV.com. I was speechless when I read it, I wasn’t mad or anything, I was just...scared. It takes a Person who really understands the joys of life, to admit that He has a problem. I think that A.J. is aware that he is surrounded by MANY MANY caring people, the boys, management, his mother, and Grandfather....The FANS. Millions I know are praying for A.J. and you know what they say, one prayer can save a life, but what about millions? I know that A.J. has had some...problems, in the past, but he has proved himself better. I can’t relate to him exactly, but I only have a mother, and two grandparents, and if one of them were to go, well I would be VERY sad indeed. As I read the story, I couldn’t help but remember that each member of the group has had his share of problems. That proves that the guys are humans, they are real. They are honest, they are caring and loving. A.J. admitted he had a problem to his friends, and now his friends, Being Friends, are telling the world that A.J. ha a problem. I saw a clip of the interview on the news station, and felt a deep warmth in my heart when I realized how much they care for each other, the tears in their eyes, were that of sadness, and love, they really are like family. We all have our hard times, all of us. It just so happens that it was A.J.'s turn, and he is very lucky that he has his friends and family. He might ask *Why me* or *why did God take my Grandmother* well it was just her time. She was one of Heaven's Angels, that came to this earth to help guide, and love you. Now she is back home. And she is STILL loving you and watching you, she is SO proud of you! Each of the guys has had a loss, or a problem. Like family, to overcome those problems, they turn to others, who can help. A.J. you have overcome your problems before, and you can do it again. With all the love in my heart, and with the millions of fans, and your friends and family, I would just like to say, Alexander James McLean, our wishes for a good recovery, and our prayers go out to you. Get well..No not well, get, wonderful and loving once again. May the Lord bless you and Keep you. Jenny, 14 T.X Ps: Look where you are and what you've been through. Time is what it is come what may. Its long i know, all three of them are long,
You will probably Never lay your eyes on this, but i wanna say God speed and good luck.
Jenny Cook
Ps: my other entry has a poem in it, Only 5, ans a prayer, and the one before it, has (Its really long) well, it has nothing special in it, just me saying how i feel. it has my name at the top, All of them do. :0)
Bye for now.... KTBSPA!!!
Submitted by Miranda Hotop from Davenport Iowa USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 11:25:04 2001
Alex,I know I am one of many fans that are sending you messages on this board. But I just wanted to say thank-you. You have helped me so much in the sense that you have stood out from the rest. Which told me that it is alright to be different. Like you I grew up without a dad. Last year was truly a trying time for me. I went through something that I never thought I would have to face. On June 17th I lost the love of my life. My fiance was killed in a car accident. I thought that I could not go on. I had all my friend's support up until that point. When he died they all turned on me. All my friends or what I thought were my friends were no where to be found. I started to fall into a depression. I didn't want to get out of bed, didn't want to eat, my grades slipped really bad. I took the same route that you did and started to drink. Whenever his death came to mind I would just drink it away. After awhile I realized that I had to do something about it. When Black And Blue came out last year I heard "Time" I realized that I had to get past it. I realized that I needed to open up and let things out. Then a close friend of mine, Alex came into my life and helped me through it. He was the only one that I trusted. Your music has moved me in so many ways. And I want you to know that I went through rehab and got the help that I needed. And I have been clean for about 6 months. I was so happy and proud when I saw that you had gone into rehab and admitted that you had a problem. You have all the fans behind you to support you. And I definately stand behind you 110%. I know that you can get through this. This is the one time that you have to think about getting better for yourself as well as for the fans. I am willing to wait until you get back to perfect health before you get on tour. And I believe that there are many other fans out there that are willing to do the same. I mean you are the crowd energizer bunny. You keep us pumped up in the shows. So take your time so that we can all see you again on stage. Thank you for taking the time to read my message. I also want to thank you for always being a great role model to me and so many others. You really are a step above the rest. Take care and get well soon. You are in my prayers as well as your family and friends. I can't wait to see you on the tour again. Good luck. Love ya always,
Miranda
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