Submitted by Alisha(boo) from new york new york USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 17:20:32 2001
To my favorite bsb member:Aj I think u did a good thing finding help for your problem. I know you think this is a load of crap the way i said it but I really think it was the right thing to do. I really hope that you get well soon from your problem I just can't piture the BSB without Aj. It's like cake with no frosting.
loving you always:Alisha(Boo)
P.S. No matter what BSB for life
Submitted by Chelsea D. from Del city oklahoma USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:49:54 2001
AJ,
I love you so much. I'm really glad that you admitted your problem and saught help. It broke my heart though and many others out there in the world. I really hope you get over this problem and come back soon. I hope you get better. BSB for life!
I will always love you,
Chelsea D.
Submitted by Stephanie from USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:46:33 2001
Hey Aj this is like probalbey my 6th or 7th entry in this site not counting all of the post and message boards I have wrote to you. I was watching the bsb all access dvd.I think that its a good dvd I was like watching it 24/7.I juss wanna tell you that you can do it. All of the fans are supporting you! We all love you and wish you get better sooon. BsB=#1 and it will stay forever like that.I hope I get to see you soon if you guys come to Cali. Please get better! I love BsB 4 ever!
Submitted by Julie Artz from summerifeld nc USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:12:28 2001
Alex,
sup? so i dont really know how to start but i woke up last night at like 1:00 after haveng a really bad head ach 3 hours before but anyhow i had a really strange dream about you and this poem came me its really weird how it happend and somthing i probably couldn't explain but anyhow its exstremally imporant to me tht you get this so heres a little insperation for you... wihin are lifes
somtimes we have to rewalk steps already taken
when you think your world is fallin apart
and you cant take anymore
look back and remember
thing youve worked so hard for
remember when you learnd to walk
every step you took was so hard
until eventually you masterd it
but the first time you tied to walk
you fell again and again
and within your life you will fall
ad you have to get up and walk again
or your life becomes pointless to live
so when you fall
stand back up and tak a helping hand
and remember its okay hold on for a while
cuz eventually you will be able to walk andsmile again!
i wrote that last night it was kinda weird but i think it turned out pretty good but you were in my head the entire time i was writting it .. and i needed to share that with you even though i know more tha likely you wont read this but ya know i guess i just had to try but i guess ill let you go.
love alwayz
Julie
Submitted by Deanna Hudson from Bowmanville Ontario Canada
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:07:19 2001
Hi,A.J I wrote you a best wishes on july 10,so i thought i would write you another one to find out how you are doing. I hope you are doing fine and getting better i have faith that you will. I am going to your concert in sept 13 i hope to see you there.I was listening to one of your older CD's and heard a song that made me think of writing you a poem so here it is.
Everyday
Girl I will go and pray
That you'll come back home
And don't take too long
'Cuz since you've been gone
Everythings goin' wrong
I wish you were here
Holding me nearYou know I'd go
Out of my mind
If you ever left
My heart behind
So I'm beggin' you please
(So I'm beggin')
Bring your sweet love back to me
(Please come back to me)
Love a BSB Fan Forever
Deanna Hudson 28
Submitted by michelle from burnley lancashire United Kingdom
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:01:52 2001
Dear AJ
This is just a little note to let you know that my thoughts are with you and that i hope you recover soon. I know how down depression can make you feel and how worthless you can feel life is but you and the other four pull me out of depression everytime. Stick a Backstreet song on an nobody else exists and the world is a place i want to live. Well anyway this is about you and your never on your own. Continue to be brave. Just be yourself.lots of love
micky
Submitted by SANDRA from Hawthorne CA USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 16:00:16 2001
aj all of ur fans love u baby. i love u soooooooo much baby . i pray for u every single night.
i'll always support u and the bsb no matter what.
we love u
i wish u the best
get well soon
love,sandra
ktbspa 4ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by sharmeen.a.khemani from karachi sindh Pakistan
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:43:32 2001
hi aj..
here is a littel angel prayer...that all your sadness ,your difficulties..will all dissappear in a bloom..and that god is always with u day and night , he is with you every hour every minute ,infect he is with u every sec...he is always with u ..u only have make a little prayer to him from deep bottom of ur heart .......rember faith will only make ur life easy n happy...my good wishes n prayer is with u..
AN ANGEL.
Submitted by Mariangel from Barquisimeto Lara Venezuela
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:19:00 2001
This is single a test that the life nonsingle has put you to you but
also to other BSB and to us fans But as we are strong we understand
that we are able to follow ahead. returns to the
scene and give me " The anwers our life " like the song of Black & Blue.
We go AJ.
Submitted by Sehanny Ramitrez from san jose san jose Costa Rica
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:17:26 2001
My dear and adored AJ you are for me, my heart, my soul, my everything, my dear love I have been praying a lot for you, for their family and especially for their mom for that I know that to her it is the one that has affected him but that of your situation, I have also prayed for that your you give your life to since God THE ONE it is The one that I could give you the eternal happiness. My love I lost my parents exactly the day that Howie turned years of last year and I have overcome a little this by means of the Strength that God has given me and by means of you although you don't believe it but it is that your you make me live every built up hopes day and full with love for you. Me the only thing that I request you is that you follow my love ahead it stops this way me to be able to wake up and to love you every day but, my life for that you are my sun of every day. I LOVE YOU AJ, AND ALWAYS TO WEIGH OF EVERYTHING I WILL LOVE YOU
Submitted by Karen Long from Brampton Ontario Canada
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:12:26 2001
I hope you get better 'cause you are part of the BEST boys band around and I know ya going to get better. Just remember, it's not the end, it's only the start!!!
Submitted by Mariangel from BARQUISIMETO LARA Venezuela
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:12:16 2001
Aj all we know that your you can surpass this and many so echale many
desire and follows more ahead because you are strong. We go AJ we
love you from return to the scenes so that to us you continue
delighting with your talent.
Submitted by Heather from kingsport TN USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:02:50 2001
A.J.
Just remember that "everything will be ok in the end and if it's not ok, then it's not the end." I hope you are feeling better. Just remember that all of your fans love you and want what is best for you. Feel better soon!!!
Love
Heather
Submitted by Ashley Kanealii from Kailua-Kona Hawaii USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:02:10 2001
Dear AJ,
I have been a BSB fan for almost three years now, and still going strong. When I heard about your problem, I was heartbroken, and I wanted to be there for you in someway, even though I knew I couldnt. After this came about, I know that a lot of people ridiculed and made fun of your situation and because of that, I was so MAD! If anything AJ, I KNOW that you we're the bigger man for admitting to your problem, and I admire you even more for doing so. In that sense, I just want you to know that we (the fans) are behind you 110%, and we know you can do this! WE LOVE YOU!!
Submitted by Shannon from Canada
Date: Tue Jul 17 15:00:36 2001
My thoughts and prayers are with AJ in his time of recovery. When I first heard the news it broke my heart. I'm glad that he was able to realize that he had a problem and that he couldn't deal with it by himself. I hope that he'll be able to heal from this and continue what he does best and loves to do... perform.
