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Submitted by Ann from Philippines
Date: Wed Jul 18 03:35:47 2001
to the Bone,wassup,wassup! one of BSB fans here giving a message of support to the coolest Backstreet guy! a lot of people do have problems and worries just like you. the good thing there is that you have friends to guide you. i just thank GOD for your BSB bros for not leaving you. millions of fans (including me) are praying for you to get back in shape. don't lose hope, brother. we are all behind you. just don't give up. always remember that GOD is always with you. keep going, Bone! can't wait to see you scream "BACKSTREET AJ'S BACK!!!" keeping the BSB Pride alive, ann
Submitted by rachel pudaite from shillong meghalaya India
Date: Wed Jul 18 02:59:32 2001
hi dear AJ,
i am glad that u have the courage to do it.i am vey proud of u.i may not be able to put in proper words but i think that u r fortunate enough to understand wht u really need and to go for it.
i'll always remember u in my prayers.my love to ll the boys too.thank u all for giving us good music nd i hope and pray tht u do that soon again.
I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!!!
LOVE ALWAYS,RA.*_*
Submitted by fe from Philippines
Date: Wed Jul 18 02:51:17 2001
dear Aj,
how's the cool guy? i hope you feel better now. knowing that you have millions of fans praying for your recovery, i guess that would somehow, in some ways, help strenghten your spirit. we'll always be here to support you and the rest of the guys, no matter what.
Submitted by Laura Hodierne from Dahinda IL USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 01:42:55 2001
Aj, hun, I know you probably can't read through all of these, and everyone has said how I feel already, so I'll try to make this short and simple: God bless you forever. You have already changed my life, and now you have inspired me even more. I don't know you, so I guess I am making assumptions, but from what I see you are an incredibly strong person to face your problems. Dang...I really don't seem to be able to express how I feel, so I will just say that I am impressed by you and all the BSB, and darn proud to be your fan! Take however long you need to heal...we will be waiting as long as it takes...can't wait to see you on stage in Chicago! :)
Submitted by Angie from Calgary Alberta Canada
Date: Wed Jul 18 01:18:37 2001
Hey AJ, I just wanted you to know that I've been where you have before, and that I know what you're going through. It's good and brave of you for stepping out and getting help. You need to take as much time as you need to get better. Don't you worry about those tour dates, right now they should mean nothing to you. Just think about getting better and about how many people in this world you've made happy and that love you. I know I love ya AJ, even though I have never met, I wish to one day, although there's a fat chance. I'm 18 and finally got over my depression just a few months ago. It's not gonna get better in a few days, even a month hun. It takes time, lots of time. One way that I got through it was meditation, deep breathing and just thinking about nothing at all. Another thing is to forgive the people who you haven't forgiven yet. It helps a lot to get that off your chest. Just let the doctors help you, and help yourself. Everyone will be here when you get out, I know I will.
I love ya AJ
Angie
Submitted by PAULA DE CONTE from SAO PAULO SAO PAULO Brazil
Date: Wed Jul 18 01:13:28 2001
HI dear AJ!First i want thank you for be who you are, and do what you do! I know how much you are strong, and im proud of you!!!!
Please never forget, us, the fans in all aurond the world, are HERE for you no matter what happens! And i know just good things will happes....
I know you will not remember me ( are so many hotels, so many countrys, so many fans fans fans is all world! ) but i was with you in SAO PAULO, in hotel Sheraton ( Sarah, and fou or five fans too ). You was so AMAYSING with everybody!!!!SO sweet, so CUTE, you are REALLY CUTE!!!You are PERFECT!!!!!You played piano ( song: everything i do i do is for you! ), and we dancing EVRYBODY, and we singing bye bye bye ( i just singing because of you, because i HATE nsuck! ). And i sayed ( in hotel ) I HATE nsync! FUCK nsuck!!!!!hehehehe.....
You give a autografy, and your autografy is the MOST IMPORTANT thing in MY LIFE!!!!!
When you was look into my eyes i saw how much your soul is beatiful and strong!!!!!
Please...come back soon to BRAZIL!!!!!
We love you!!! We are praying for you!!!
I know you will be good soon....!!!!!!
Please come back AJ! WE NEED YOU!!!!
Thank you for everything!!!!
THANK YOU FOR EXIST!!!!!! Kisses from someone love you so much! Paula De Conte! P.S.: THE BRAZILIANS FANS ( ME TOO ) ARE SINGING SIGNAURTURES TO THE NEW BSB TOUR COME TO BRAZIL IN NEXT YEAR!!!!!
Submitted by Debbie from Pittsburgh Pennsylvania USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 00:58:59 2001
Hello A.J.!!I hope you are getting better. My prayers are with you and your family. I commend you for getting help. It will take time for you to heal, but I know you will become a better person after this. Trust in God and he will always help you. I lost my husband one year ago too. I know what you are going through, but it will get easier as time goes on. Just keep the faith, and I will pray for you. My daughter and I adore all of you in the group. We saw your show in Pittsburgh on 2/9/2001. It was a great performance. Love and Peace, Debbie
Submitted by Jennifer from USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 00:53:49 2001
Hi AJ! I just wanted you to tell you that we're all very proud of you for taking responsibility and taking care of yourself. We know you'll make it and can't wait for your return. Much love and good luck. We'll all ktbspa until you get back.
Submitted by verônica vargas from são paulo são paulo Brazil
Date: Wed Jul 18 00:01:10 2001
Hi,what's up baby ??? my name is Verônica, I’m 13 years old, I live in Brazil and I’m writing
AJ, simply to tell you to trust God, just make this and you can
believe that you soon will be better and I want you to know the to happen
to happen, be where you are, I will always be asking God for yours
Happiness, sometimes, the Life show for us things that we don’t like, things that we think wrong, but with the time everything is solved, can be that you never read this, but in my heart, when I close my eyes and remember you, I know even with so many and so many kilometers of distance, I know that you can feel my love, it can to seem madness, but I know that I would make any thing to see you happy, do you know why??
Because when I was sad, wanting to disappear of the world, you, Brain, Nick, Kevin and Howie, same so far they made to see me that the Life in spite of everything is very good and that will always be beside me, even without they notice, please, think about that and remember that you are and will always be very important for me!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!! PS- you know.... You did a show here in Brazil, in São Paulo city, on May 5
Do you know how many days I was in the line?? 27 days!!!!! Did I sleep 26 there nights, I passed cold, hunger, fatigue, interest, I almost died, but do you know what make me to support all ????
The hope of one day to see you closely and show you how I'm grateful for everything that you did for me, I didn't still have that chance, but when I can, I won't leave from to thank you for the thousands of times that you saved my Life...
I would make everything again, it would be how long it goes necessary, even if my Life cost I would wait there for you for all the eternity,
only to look in your eyes and to see because I am here today, and
the reason for having to continue to support everything, only to see to smile, or just for a gesture of thank you, I would be capable of everything, I take oath I know that for you, I’m not, but I wait that one day can you to help, I can
to seem " too small " to help you or to give advices, but I already passed for
a lot of bad thing in that life, my reality can seem very different from the
yours, but have pains that for more fame, success and money that a person
have, they are same for all, if you want and to need, write me, my e-mail is:
velittrell@ig.com.br or velittrell@aaroncarter.com,you can count always with me.... BAKISSESSES,
GOD BLESS YOU,
PEACE ...........
Submitted by Tracey from Enfield CT USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:56:15 2001
AJ, I am glad that you are getting the proper attention that you need. Without you, the Backstreet Boys do not exist. You complete them and I think that they would agree with me. I am sure that all BSB fans are saddened in some way that you have to deal with all of this. You don't deserve to be going through it, you deserve better. However, I think that all of your fans are happy that you are getting the treatment that you need to get better. :) Be happy because WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are so special to so many people.
Submitted by Stacie Zielinski from tracy Califorina USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:50:45 2001
Hey A.J,
What's up? How are you doing? I hope you get better soon!!!
Anyway I just wanted to say that I sent you a message before saying that when you get better me and my friends(if it's o.k. with you)could throw you a party for getting better,but there was one problem I didn't tell you how you could contact me so I enclosed it up above.
I am still wishing you well and so does my friend Britney Laplante,she has a huge crush on you.
My mom also wishes you well and she was sad when she found out about it.
Get Well Soon!!!
GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!
Love you,
Stacie Zielinski
Allison,Britney,My Mom,ME,Amber, All Love You!
Submitted by angela from pekin Indiana USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:48:38 2001
Dearest AJ,
I know you have received so many letters wishing you well, praying for you, and mine is just another letter in a sea of thousands....but just the same i'm writing to tell you that not one single day has passed by that i have not prayed for you, thought of you,and asked the lord to help you with a full recovery over your addiction.
You chose the high and wise road and i know that you have the strength to follow through with this.
I wish i could be there for you, to hold you through your troubled times and wipe away your worries and fears...but alas i am just "another fan" who adores you and hopes all the best for you.
all my love to you, the rest of the boys and your family....
god bless you,
angela (32) *not all fans are teenagers :)
Submitted by Patty O'Donell from Stratford Ct. USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:44:34 2001
Hey A.J., i know chances are you will never get to read this. Yo have sooo much mail now but I'll write any way cause I just need to let you know I'm here for you baby. You are just human like everyone else. We all have things to deal with and your fame and accessability to vices makes it easy for you to get caught up in things. I'm so proud of you for realizing that you need help and taking the step to get it. I can't imagine living such a sressful, fast paced life without having some reprecussions. Take all the time you need to get well and strong again. What's important is that you feel happy and at peace with your life again. I miss you so much and want you back at your best, most creative self. You kick azz and deserve to be happy. Hang close to your true friends and let them help you too. Prayers and happy thoughts are with you from me every day. Work thru your pain and heal A.J. baby I Luv Ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Forever!!!!!!!!!!!! What ever you do where ever you go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Love, Patty
Submitted by Alondra from Santiago Chile
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:25:43 2001
I don't have the perfect words of support to give you, but instead I want to share my little experience with you. God wouldn't allow me to ignore this situation, probably 'cause I feel that is part of my karma. 'Why?! you could ask, and it's simple.
Two years ago, in 1999, my life suddenly stopped; in an accident I hit my head and I started to fail in school. This could seem trivial, but in my case the school was ME, I didn't exist outside my classes and my books. And when this happenned I broke in thousands of pieces. I cried every night, didn't sleep, I began to eat like a horse... I was depressed.
One morning I felt that dangerous sensation of 'I don't belong to this world' , the definitive one; I swallowed a box of pills. My father took me to the hospital but I can't remember anything but the white bed and a needle in my arm. I think that in that moment I realized of all that was going on inside of me. I forgot that the best part of falling is raising, I've been trying to fill a hole that I invented myself! I forgot that, no matter what the problem is, I OWNED THE PROBLEM and not the opposite way.
And you know who made me woke up every day???
Are you familiar with the lines:
DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU NOW
I KNOW WE CAN MAKE THIS ?????
Yep. That's why it's my karma. Even now I cry when I hear that song. (It's true!)
I can say that I Love you because you were my company in that dark nights when the worst thoughts crossed my mind, and just singing, created the faith and the hope that I needed. Thank you forever, 'cause after the fall that I experienced, I can say that I'm truly happy. It was the best thing that could ever happened to me.
My only wishes are that you find that one sparkle that transform everything in peace and knowledge. I'm a living testimony of the calm after the storm, and I can promise you that is real.
I'm always thinking of you and sending my best feelings & my energy...
Alondra.
By the way... sorry about my bad english!
Submitted by Santana from winchester va USA
Date: Tue Jul 17 23:15:18 2001
hey aj - i know that u probably wont read this but i think that it is really cool that u are actually normal and have normal people problems - im sick of the fake BSB - i dont really even like them - i only like u and thats because we have something in common - its cool that you are getting help as well and i hope it works for you - but i just hope that u stay real and true to yourself - and i also hope that you are changing for you - and not anyone else - im sayin - just be you and dont worry about what other people think - i say if u wanna drink, drink - or do anything else you want to - as long as u know when to draw the line its all gravy baby - lots a love to ya - santana
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